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So maybe I am bound by fate |
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A problematic scarring induced by hate |
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It never seems to all pan out |
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Is that what all this teaching is needed to scout |
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You seemed to have a bad effect |
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Your rules and contradictions, |
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I would neglect |
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Though not my fault, you made me feel |
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Like my own education wasn't truly real |
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Then you came right in, tearing out my soul |
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How could all this loss be your only goal? |
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I'm left standing here, desperate in the cold |
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Since you took your life, mine has not been whole |
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Has not been whole |
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So there I stood a scolded child |
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The reasons never questioned my pains been filed |
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Inside this place that makes me feel |
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I learned life is unfair and that is very real |
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Then you came right in, tearing out my soul |
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How could all this loss be your only goal? |
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I'm left standing here, desperate in the cold |
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Since you took your life, mine has just not been whole |
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My life is just not whole |
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My life is just not whole |
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While you try to overcome the lesson |
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Making the most of those questions that just keeps me guessing |
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I'm looking longer, harder, further than |
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I ever have |
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Solitude breaking me down, you always seemed glad |
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To let yourself and stick me in the little pit |
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Personal growth as a child that mattered not a bit |
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Then I became the person that you hated most |
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Disrespecting the |
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Father, Son, and |
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Holy Ghost |
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A small example of what the things you've done to me |
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Have changed in my life and changed the things that |
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I can't be |
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I'll never be |
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Then you came right in, tearing out my soul |
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How could all this loss be your only goal? |
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I'm left standing here, desperate in the cold |
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Since you took your life, mine has just not been whole |
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My life is just not whole |