[00:00.000] | 作词 : Double ML/Martin-K |
[00:01.000] | 作曲 : insan balisi |
[00:20.456] | Double ML |
[00:21.699] | 他在儿时经历了父母离异家庭破碎 |
[00:24.195] | 虽然感到压力万分但也没想要后腿 |
[00:26.945] | 零八年那场雪他独自一人走在路上 |
[00:29.699] | 希望有分温暖能够帮他拜托精神故障 |
[00:32.448] | 这是他看到街上那些被爸妈所疼爱的孩子 |
[00:35.202] | 又回想起自己只是被生活丢弃的牌子 |
[00:38.197] | 他慢慢习惯独来独往不收任何人眷顾 |
[00:40.705] | 也慢慢变得狼狈不堪不会对任何人羡慕 |
[00:43.701] | 他说过自己不能低头 |
[00:45.452] | 不能被欺负 听 |
[00:46.949] | 那是他卑微的低吼 |
[00:48.205] | 当遇到尼古丁 |
[00:49.702] | 那所谓的父亲不管他在哪 在干嘛 |
[00:51.200] | 那所谓的朋友也只会在借钱时说一声在吗 |
[00:54.196] | 他开始为了让人注意自己无恶不作 |
[00:56.946] | 但是他没有任何依靠只能自己一人突破 |
[00:59.699] | 困难开始慢慢笼罩在他头上 |
[01:02.196] | 为了找到一个出路银白色的手链拷在手上 |
[01:05.203] | 他开始缩在墙角对着上天祈祷 |
[01:07.700] | 若可以再来一次他一定不会在乱搞 |
[01:10.449] | 最初他痛恨这里对着窗外不停的向往 |
[01:12.957] | 觉得自己年纪轻轻待着这里格外荒唐 |
[01:15.698] | 慢慢得他也开始伸手接受这里的一起 |
[01:18.448] | 曾经悠闲流浪的日子也会开始变得急切 |
[01:21.201] | 在那里结识到了名义上所谓的伙伴 |
[01:23.951] | 皱紧眉头 掩盖心情 办事也会显得果断 |
[01:26.705] | 当他刑期已满生命也已经过了一半 |
[01:29.201] | 已提不起所谓的信心因为社会中臭味弥漫 |
[01:32.196] | 这时他为了父亲回到了那个最初的家 |
[01:35.204] | 没有血缘关系的母亲给他心中留下了疤 |
[01:37.700] | 这次他摔门而出心中想着不会回来 |
[01:40.195] | 这是他与唯一的家人最后一次的对白 |
[01:46.697] | 马丁凯 |
[01:48.207] | 当他把针管插进脉搏看着有些颓废 |
[01:50.703] | 脑海不断的回想昨晚家人说他累赘 |
[01:53.453] | 他发现五彩缤纷的世界慢慢变成黑了 |
[01:56.206] | 想让世界充满色彩但他不知道为何累呢 |
[01:58.956] | 流浪在街头凌晨两点感觉疲惫 |
[02:01.698] | 想回家但知道酒鬼父亲毫无理会 |
[02:04.206] | 但现在他只能靠他自己养活自己 |
[02:06.955] | 发誓不管路有多难一定把痛苦藏在心底 |
[02:09.696] | 他发现人们因为攀比变得没有人性 |
[02:12.204] | 所谓的富豪忙着数钱忘了母亲早已认命 |
[02:14.701] | 但他想给自己的父母付出所有哪怕性命 |
[02:17.697] | 但是现实特别残忍叛逆成为了他的本性 |
[02:20.704] | 有人说他命运悲惨无法改变的命 |
[02:22.955] | 有人说他以前正常但是现在得了病 |
[02:25.708] | 有人说他经历了感情挫折所以他会流泪 |
[02:28.705] | 因为他喝的每一杯酒越来越无味 |
[02:31.453] | 他想起在少管所里的日子有多艰难 |
[02:34.206] | 他对那些身穿制服的怪兽有些厌烦 |
[02:36.702] | 在那里他认识了比他小的说唱歌手 |
[02:40.197] | 但他说只想看到父母没有其它奢求 |
[02:41.949] | 有天小孩告诉他如何把烦恼甩掉 |
[02:44.702] | 说完他从枕头下面拿出了一张海报 |
[02:47.452] | 他从海报了解名叫tupac 的人有多棒 |
[02:50.448] | 那天开始他就喜欢上了说唱 |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : Double ML MartinK |
[00:01.000] | zuo qu : insan balisi |
[00:20.456] | Double ML |
[00:21.699] | ta zai er shi jing li le fu mu li yi jia ting po sui |
[00:24.195] | sui ran gan dao ya li wan fen dan ye mei xiang yao hou tui |
[00:26.945] | ling ba nian na chang xue ta du zi yi ren zou zai lu shang |
[00:29.699] | xi wang you fen wen nuan neng gou bang ta bai tuo jing shen gu zhang |
[00:32.448] | zhe shi ta kan dao jie shang nei xie bei ba ma suo teng ai de hai zi |
[00:35.202] | you hui xiang qi zi ji zhi shi bei sheng huo diu qi de pai zi |
[00:38.197] | ta man man xi guan du lai du wang bu shou ren he ren juan gu |
[00:40.705] | ye man man bian de lang bei bu kan bu hui dui ren he ren xian mu |
[00:43.701] | ta shuo guo zi ji bu neng di tou |
[00:45.452] | bu neng bei qi fu ting |
[00:46.949] | na shi ta bei wei de di hou |
[00:48.205] | dang yu dao ni gu ding |
[00:49.702] | na suo wei de fu qin bu guan ta zai na zai gan ma |
[00:51.200] | na suo wei de peng you ye zhi hui zai jie qian shi shuo yi sheng zai ma |
[00:54.196] | ta kai shi wei le rang ren zhu yi zi ji wu e bu zuo |
[00:56.946] | dan shi ta mei you ren he yi kao zhi neng zi ji yi ren tu po |
[00:59.699] | kun nan kai shi man man long zhao zai ta tou shang |
[01:02.196] | wei le zhao dao yi ge chu lu yin bai se de shou lian kao zai shou shang |
[01:05.203] | ta kai shi suo zai qiang jiao dui zhe shang tian qi dao |
[01:07.700] | ruo ke yi zai lai yi ci ta yi ding bu hui zai luan gao |
[01:10.449] | zui chu ta tong hen zhe li dui zhe chuang wai bu ting de xiang wang |
[01:12.957] | jue de zi ji nian ji qing qing dai zhe zhe li ge wai huang tang |
[01:15.698] | man man de ta ye kai shi shen shou jie shou zhe li de yi qi |
[01:18.448] | ceng jing you xian liu lang de ri zi ye hui kai shi bian de ji qie |
[01:21.201] | zai na li jie shi dao le ming yi shang suo wei de huo ban |
[01:23.951] | zhou jin mei tou yan gai xin qing ban shi ye hui xian de guo duan |
[01:26.705] | dang ta xing qi yi man sheng ming ye yi jing guo le yi ban |
[01:29.201] | yi ti bu qi suo wei de xin xin yin wei she hui zhong chou wei mi man |
[01:32.196] | zhe shi ta wei le fu qin hui dao le na ge zui chu de jia |
[01:35.204] | mei you xue yuan guan xi de mu qin gei ta xin zhong liu xia le ba |
[01:37.700] | zhe ci ta shuai men er chu xin zhong xiang zhe bu hui hui lai |
[01:40.195] | zhe shi ta yu wei yi de jia ren zui hou yi ci de dui bai |
[01:46.697] | ma ding kai |
[01:48.207] | dang ta ba zhen guan cha jin mai bo kan zhe you xie tui fei |
[01:50.703] | nao hai bu duan de hui xiang zuo wan jia ren shuo ta lei zhui |
[01:53.453] | ta fa xian wu cai bin fen de shi jie man man bian cheng hei le |
[01:56.206] | xiang rang shi jie chong man se cai dan ta bu zhi dao wei he lei ne |
[01:58.956] | liu lang zai jie tou ling chen liang dian gan jue pi bei |
[02:01.698] | xiang hui jia dan zhi dao jiu gui fu qin hao wu li hui |
[02:04.206] | dan xian zai ta zhi neng kao ta zi ji yang huo zi ji |
[02:06.955] | fa shi bu guan lu you duo nan yi ding ba tong ku cang zai xin di |
[02:09.696] | ta fa xian ren men yin wei pan bi bian de mei you ren xing |
[02:12.204] | suo wei de fu hao mang zhao shu qian wang le mu qin zao yi ren ming |
[02:14.701] | dan ta xiang gei zi ji de fu mu fu chu suo you na pa xing ming |
[02:17.697] | dan shi xian shi te bie can ren pan ni cheng wei le ta de ben xing |
[02:20.704] | you ren shuo ta ming yun bei can wu fa gai bian de ming |
[02:22.955] | you ren shuo ta yi qian zheng chang dan shi xian zai de le bing |
[02:25.708] | you ren shuo ta jing li le gan qing cuo zhe suo yi ta hui liu lei |
[02:28.705] | yin wei ta he de mei yi bei jiu yue lai yue wu wei |
[02:31.453] | ta xiang qi zai shao guan suo li de ri zi you duo jian nan |
[02:34.206] | ta dui nei xie shen chuan zhi fu de guai shou you xie yan fan |
[02:36.702] | zai na li ta ren shi le bi ta xiao de shuo chang ge shou |
[02:40.197] | dan ta shuo zhi xiang kan dao fu mu mei you qi ta she qiu |
[02:41.949] | you tian xiao hai gao su ta ru he ba fan nao shuai diao |
[02:44.702] | shuo wan ta cong zhen tou xia mian na chu le yi zhang hai bao |
[02:47.452] | ta cong hai bao liao jie ming jiao tupac de ren you duo bang |
[02:50.448] | na tian kai shi ta jiu xi huan shang le shuo chang |
[00:00.000] | zuò cí : Double ML MartinK |
[00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : insan balisi |
[00:20.456] | Double ML |
[00:21.699] | tā zài ér shí jīng lì le fù mǔ lí yì jiā tíng pò suì |
[00:24.195] | suī rán gǎn dào yā lì wàn fēn dàn yě méi xiǎng yào hòu tuǐ |
[00:26.945] | líng bā nián nà chǎng xuě tā dú zì yī rén zǒu zài lù shàng |
[00:29.699] | xī wàng yǒu fèn wēn nuǎn néng gòu bāng tā bài tuō jīng shén gù zhàng |
[00:32.448] | zhè shì tā kàn dào jiē shàng nèi xiē bèi bà mā suǒ téng ài de hái zi |
[00:35.202] | yòu huí xiǎng qǐ zì jǐ zhǐ shì bèi shēng huó diū qì de pái zi |
[00:38.197] | tā màn màn xí guàn dú lái dú wǎng bù shōu rèn hé rén juàn gù |
[00:40.705] | yě màn màn biàn de láng bèi bù kān bú huì duì rèn hé rén xiàn mù |
[00:43.701] | tā shuō guò zì jǐ bù néng dī tóu |
[00:45.452] | bù néng bèi qī fù tīng |
[00:46.949] | nà shi tā bēi wēi de dī hǒu |
[00:48.205] | dāng yù dào ní gǔ dīng |
[00:49.702] | nà suǒ wèi de fù qīn bù guǎn tā zài nǎ zài gàn ma |
[00:51.200] | nà suǒ wèi de péng yǒu yě zhǐ huì zài jiè qián shí shuō yī shēng zài ma |
[00:54.196] | tā kāi shǐ wèi le ràng rén zhù yì zì jǐ wú è bù zuò |
[00:56.946] | dàn shì tā méi yǒu rèn hé yī kào zhǐ néng zì jǐ yī rén tū pò |
[00:59.699] | kùn nán kāi shǐ màn màn lǒng zhào zài tā tóu shàng |
[01:02.196] | wèi le zhǎo dào yí gè chū lù yín bái sè de shǒu liàn kǎo zài shǒu shàng |
[01:05.203] | tā kāi shǐ suō zài qiáng jiǎo duì zhe shàng tiān qí dǎo |
[01:07.700] | ruò kě yǐ zài lái yī cì tā yí dìng bú huì zài luàn gǎo |
[01:10.449] | zuì chū tā tòng hèn zhè lǐ duì zhe chuāng wài bù tíng de xiàng wǎng |
[01:12.957] | jué de zì jǐ nián jì qīng qīng dài zhe zhè lǐ gé wài huāng táng |
[01:15.698] | màn màn dé tā yě kāi shǐ shēn shǒu jiē shòu zhè lǐ de yì qǐ |
[01:18.448] | céng jīng yōu xián liú làng de rì zi yě huì kāi shǐ biàn de jí qiè |
[01:21.201] | zài nà li jié shí dào le míng yì shàng suǒ wèi de huǒ bàn |
[01:23.951] | zhòu jǐn méi tóu yǎn gài xīn qíng bàn shì yě huì xiǎn de guǒ duàn |
[01:26.705] | dāng tā xíng qī yǐ mǎn shēng mìng yě yǐ jīng guò le yī bàn |
[01:29.201] | yǐ tí bù qǐ suǒ wèi de xìn xīn yīn wèi shè huì zhōng chòu wèi mí màn |
[01:32.196] | zhè shí tā wèi le fù qīn huí dào le nà gè zuì chū de jiā |
[01:35.204] | méi yǒu xuè yuán guān xì de mǔ qīn gěi tā xīn zhōng liú xià le bā |
[01:37.700] | zhè cì tā shuāi mén ér chū xīn zhōng xiǎng zhe bú huì huí lái |
[01:40.195] | zhè shì tā yǔ wéi yī de jiā rén zuì hòu yī cì de duì bái |
[01:46.697] | mǎ dīng kǎi |
[01:48.207] | dāng tā bǎ zhēn guǎn chā jìn mài bó kàn zhe yǒu xiē tuí fèi |
[01:50.703] | nǎo hǎi bù duàn de huí xiǎng zuó wǎn jiā rén shuō tā léi zhuì |
[01:53.453] | tā fā xiàn wǔ cǎi bīn fēn de shì jiè màn màn biàn chéng hēi le |
[01:56.206] | xiǎng ràng shì jiè chōng mǎn sè cǎi dàn tā bù zhī dào wèi hé lèi ne |
[01:58.956] | liú làng zài jiē tóu líng chén liǎng diǎn gǎn jué pí bèi |
[02:01.698] | xiǎng huí jiā dàn zhī dào jiǔ guǐ fù qīn háo wú lǐ huì |
[02:04.206] | dàn xiàn zài tā zhǐ néng kào tā zì jǐ yǎng huó zì jǐ |
[02:06.955] | fā shì bù guǎn lù yǒu duō nàn yí dìng bǎ tòng kǔ cáng zài xīn dǐ |
[02:09.696] | tā fā xiàn rén men yīn wèi pān bǐ biàn de méi yǒu rén xìng |
[02:12.204] | suǒ wèi de fù háo máng zhāo shù qián wàng le mǔ qīn zǎo yǐ rèn mìng |
[02:14.701] | dàn tā xiǎng gěi zì jǐ de fù mǔ fù chū suǒ yǒu nǎ pà xìng mìng |
[02:17.697] | dàn shì xiàn shí tè bié cán rěn pàn nì chéng wéi le tā de běn xìng |
[02:20.704] | yǒu rén shuō tā mìng yùn bēi cǎn wú fǎ gǎi biàn de mìng |
[02:22.955] | yǒu rén shuō tā yǐ qián zhèng cháng dàn shì xiàn zài dé le bìng |
[02:25.708] | yǒu rén shuō tā jīng lì le gǎn qíng cuò zhé suǒ yǐ tā huì liú lèi |
[02:28.705] | yīn wèi tā hē de měi yī bēi jiǔ yuè lái yuè wú wèi |
[02:31.453] | tā xiǎng qǐ zài shǎo guǎn suǒ lǐ de rì zi yǒu duō jiān nán |
[02:34.206] | tā duì nèi xiē shēn chuān zhì fú de guài shòu yǒu xiē yàn fán |
[02:36.702] | zài nà li tā rèn shi le bǐ tā xiǎo de shuō chàng gē shǒu |
[02:40.197] | dàn tā shuō zhǐ xiǎng kàn dào fù mǔ méi yǒu qí tā shē qiú |
[02:41.949] | yǒu tiān xiǎo hái gào sù tā rú hé bǎ fán nǎo shuǎi diào |
[02:44.702] | shuō wán tā cóng zhěn tou xià miàn ná chū le yī zhāng hǎi bào |
[02:47.452] | tā cóng hǎi bào liǎo jiě míng jiào tupac de rén yǒu duō bàng |
[02:50.448] | nà tiān kāi shǐ tā jiù xǐ huān shàng le shuō chàng |