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So burned out and so hollow |
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Emptiness is all that I feel |
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So easy to point out the others' mistakes |
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And so dishonest with myself |
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Doubts are all that is left in me |
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They're growing steadily |
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Everything is moving |
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But I seem to be stuck forever |
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The illusion to be happy just collapesed again |
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And all the mechanisms I've created fail |
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I am smiling but inside I cry |
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I am laughing but inside I burst with rage |
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I wonder why I do the same mistake |
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Over and over again |
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Almost sure I'll do it |
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I could change everything surrounding me |
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To build another reality |
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Too weak to change my desire |
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Too smart to fall for my own lies |
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And so I keep consuming |
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Trying desperately to fill myself |
