| Thinking suicide (5x) | |
| Look at my eyes (Suicide) | |
| I need a disguise | |
| To hide my lies | |
| Oh god | |
| What have I done | |
| To myself | |
| To her | |
| Before your eyes | |
| What could drive me so mad | |
| To lose what we had | |
| The mystery remains inside | |
| Want to make it real | |
| Like it was before | |
| And I lost the bond | |
| Cause I shut the door | |
| In search of ways to be myself | |
| But ended up like somebody else | |
| Trusted me | |
| Honored me | |
| Fought for me | |
| Cried for me | |
| Lived for me | |
| Died for me | |
| Open my eyes | |
| I see the walls | |
| White as snow | |
| They don't seem strong | |
| Betrayed myself | |
| Opened my eyes | |
| Can't see those walls | |
| I feel so dumb | |
| Like a ****in' bum | |
| Preferred to run | |
| Then face the fact | |
| I stabbed your back | |
| I understand that | |
| Did not deserve that | |
| You can't go back | |
| Do you see it? | |
| Oh my god | |
| What have I done? | |
| Please forgive me | |
| **** THAT | |
| I feel | |
| So hated | |
| So aggravated | |
| So frustrated | |
| I can't explain it | |
| The way that I feel | |
| I feel so dumb | |
| Like a ****in' bum | |
| Preferred to run | |
| Then face the fact | |
| I stabbed your back | |
| I'm a victim | |
| Slippin through the system | |
| Victim | |
| Slippin through the system | |
| Open my eyes | |
| Can't see those walls | |
| I feel so dumb | |
| Like a ****in' bum | |
| Preferred to run | |
| Then face the fact | |
| I stabbed your back | |
| I understand that | |
| Did not deserve that | |
| You can't go back | |
| Do you see it? | |
| Oh my god | |
| What have I done | |
| Please forgive me | |
| **** THAT | |
| I feel | |
| So hated | |
| So aggravated | |
| So frustrated | |
| I can't explain it | |
| The way that I feel | |
| I feel so dumb | |
| Like a ****in' bum | |
| Preferred to run | |
| Then face the fact | |
| I stabbed your back | |
| I'm a victim | |
| Slippin through the system | |
| Victim | |
| Slippin through the system | |
| Victim | |
| Slippin through the system | |
| Victim | |
| Slippin through the system | |
| Victim | |
| Slippin through the system | |
| Victim (8x) |