Constant Contrast

	作曲 : Erra
	every morning my self destruction grows
	days and days asleep
	to change the script of this show
	the constant contrast too deep
	facing the loss from that day, 19 years ago
	small workers inside and around
	destroying and building again
	on more solid ground
	I'm leaving you now
	departing from here
	to avoid admitting that pain
	is writing and singing your name
	I lived a different world
	a different life
	not me
	dreaming every day
	every night
	how happy I could be
	I heard my ears blown away
	the music louder than silence in me
	I tried to balance accounts of my life
	but a plain blank sheet is all that remained
	it's the obsession for desperate hope
	for something I couldn't cope
	I still hit my head against the wall
	'cause I'm so scared to lose your love
	but I'm leaving you now
	departing from here
	to avoid admitting that pain
	is writing and singing your name

	zuò qǔ : Erra
	every morning my self destruction grows
	days and days asleep
	to change the script of this show
	the constant contrast too deep
	facing the loss from that day, 19 years ago
	small workers inside and around
	destroying and building again
	on more solid ground
	I' m leaving you now
	departing from here
	to avoid admitting that pain
	is writing and singing your name
	I lived a different world
	a different life
	not me
	dreaming every day
	every night
	how happy I could be
	I heard my ears blown away
	the music louder than silence in me
	I tried to balance accounts of my life
	but a plain blank sheet is all that remained
	it' s the obsession for desperate hope
	for something I couldn' t cope
	I still hit my head against the wall
	' cause I' m so scared to lose your love
	but I' m leaving you now
	departing from here
	to avoid admitting that pain
	is writing and singing your name