[00:00.000] | 作词 : J0KER |
[00:01.000] | 作曲 : J0KER |
[00:03.731] | 这首歌,送给所有 |
[00:05.482] | 漂泊在外的人们 |
[00:08.237] | 不管是在国内,还是在异国他乡 |
[00:11.743] | 我知道,有时候 |
[00:13.747] | 人生会突然变得无比艰难 |
[00:16.501] | 但请不要放弃 |
[00:18.504] | 希望你们听到这首歌以后 |
[00:20.757] | 不要再难受了 |
[00:22.763] | 别哭了 |
[00:24.015] | 开心点 |
[00:25.266] | 振作起来 |
[00:26.517] | 别哭啦 |
[00:27.770] | 来,笑一个 |
[00:28.772] | 我从来没有讲过我的过去,没有告诉过太多人我的感受 |
[00:32.567] | 可今天我想告诉你们,想让你们变得更加坚强 |
[00:36.326] | 其实和一些人比,我的经历什么都不算 |
[00:39.831] | 可是有一点,至少我知道我要坚强的活下去 |
[00:43.588] | 前几天在知乎上,看到一个吸引了我的回答 |
[00:47.344] | 作者曾像我一样,以为美国就是一个天堂 |
[00:51.100] | 他出去了失去了以后,才懂得什么叫做珍惜 |
[00:54.856] | 他去了美国之后,才知道世界上最温暖的地方是家 |
[00:58.862] | 出去了以后才知道,那些苦闷和泪水谁知道 |
[01:02.868] | 只能让刺骨的寒风带走,让尘土慢慢的埋掉 |
[01:05.873] | 没有什么温暖的拥抱,只有那寒冷的风暴 |
[01:09.630] | 自己选择的路只能自己走,我只好默默向上帝祷告 |
[01:13.635] | 祈祷我的家人能平安,希望我能给姥姥姥爷做上一顿早餐 |
[01:17.200] | 希望哥哥的心病能治好,希望妹妹能顺利高考 |
[01:20.706] | 希望爸妈不要为我担心,希望他们能照顾好自己 |
[01:24.463] | 我还要更加努力,因为我知道我是他们的希望 |
[01:28.469] | 作者写道他的一个同学,一年以后得了抑郁症 |
[01:31.725] | 想不开的他,最后还是选择了轻生 |
[01:35.983] | “自*的人,是想开了呢,还没想开呢?” |
[01:39.239] | 还有很多评论,一条一条看得我都触目惊心 |
[01:43.250] | 被歧视过,被辱骂过,被翻过白眼,被嘲笑过 |
[01:46.755] | 感觉像是被上帝捉弄了一样,从未体会过这种感觉 |
[01:50.510] | 记得一次空无一人的大街上,我临近崩溃 |
[01:53.767] | 趁室友周末回家自己一人躲在被子里流泪 |
[01:58.023] | 哭,不可怕,崩溃,不可怕 |
[02:03.032] | 除了生死,什么都还来得及 |
[02:05.035] | 我记得他写道,每当你有轻生的想法 |
[02:09.544] | 就把他写下来 |
[02:10.296] | 这样就会好多了 |
[02:12.051] | 可能会有很多人说 |
[02:14.305] | 为什么只有你在美国的日子不好过 |
[02:16.308] | 我真的不想再揭开我的伤疤 |
[02:18.562] | 一次一次跟你反驳 |
[02:20.065] | 现在西化的中国人越来越多 |
[02:22.068] | 对此我也一点不想多说 |
[02:23.821] | 我是来安慰那些受伤的灵魂 |
[02:25.824] | 而不是跟你浪费口舌 |
[02:27.577] | 记得有一次,我叫了一辆Uber回同学家 |
[02:31.082] | 司机在电话里大叫,说我连说话都表达不清 |
[02:34.838] | 说一听就知道我是中国人,我忍着怒气忍着不爆发 |
[02:38.595] | 我攥着拳头憋红了脸,向Uber公司举报他 |
[02:42.450] | Uber给我的回复是此司机表现优异,请您上传证据 |
[02:45.958] | 我至今都忘不了那刺眼的加粗黑体字邮件 |
[02:49.714] | 那一瞬间我彻底失望了,我那时发了誓 |
[02:52.970] | 如果让我再呆在这里,还不如让我去死 |
[02:56.725] | 其实我没有经历过什么天灾人祸,我的家人都很健康 |
[03:00.730] | 可能是我太脆弱吧,可能只有我能感受到我自己的痛苦 |
[03:04.238] | 可能我太敏感了吧,一点刺激对我来说都是灾难 |
[03:07.745] | 可能我有情感障碍吧,我的情感为什么这么极端 |
[03:12.002] | 其实这就是我的故事,没有什么生死离别 |
[03:15.007] | 我只想告诉你们,活着比什么都重要 |
[03:18.763] | 因为只有活着。你才能有机会得到你所想要 |
[03:22.769] | 那些痛苦的回忆,你要学会接受,因为你忘不掉 |
[03:26.525] | 你要学会珍惜,你要学会活着,你要爱你所爱,要多陪陪家人 |
[03:30.282] | 你要不断努力,你要学会向上爬,要学到知识,回来报效祖国 |
[03:34.039] | 你要学会在一个陌生冰冷的环境里一个人自强 |
[03:37.544] | 希望你最后能蜕变成钢铁的翅膀,在天空翱翔 |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : J0KER |
[00:01.000] | zuo qu : J0KER |
[00:03.731] | zhe shou ge, song gei suo you |
[00:05.482] | piao bo zai wai de ren men |
[00:08.237] | bu guan shi zai guo nei, hai shi zai yi guo ta xiang |
[00:11.743] | wo zhi dao, you shi hou |
[00:13.747] | ren sheng hui tu ran bian de wu bi jian nan |
[00:16.501] | dan qing bu yao fang qi |
[00:18.504] | xi wang ni men ting dao zhe shou ge yi hou |
[00:20.757] | bu yao zai nan shou le |
[00:22.763] | bie ku le |
[00:24.015] | kai xin dian |
[00:25.266] | zhen zuo qi lai |
[00:26.517] | bie ku la |
[00:27.770] | lai, xiao yi ge |
[00:28.772] | wo cong lai mei you jiang guo wo de guo qu, mei you gao su guo tai duo ren wo de gan shou |
[00:32.567] | ke jin tian wo xiang gao su ni men, xiang rang ni men bian de geng jia jian qiang |
[00:36.326] | qi shi he yi xie ren bi, wo de jing li shen me dou bu suan |
[00:39.831] | ke shi you yi dian, zhi shao wo zhi dao wo yao jian qiang de huo xia qu |
[00:43.588] | qian ji tian zai zhi hu shang, kan dao yi ge xi yin le wo de hui da |
[00:47.344] | zuo zhe ceng xiang wo yi yang, yi wei mei guo jiu shi yi ge tian tang |
[00:51.100] | ta chu qu le shi qu le yi hou, cai dong de shen me jiao zuo zhen xi |
[00:54.856] | ta qu le mei guo zhi hou, cai zhi dao shi jie shang zui wen nuan de di fang shi jia |
[00:58.862] | chu qu le yi hou cai zhi dao, nei xie ku men he lei shui shei zhi dao |
[01:02.868] | zhi neng rang ci gu de han feng dai zou, rang chen tu man man de mai diao |
[01:05.873] | mei you shen me wen nuan de yong bao, zhi you na han leng de feng bao |
[01:09.630] | zi ji xuan ze de lu zhi neng zi ji zou, wo zhi hao mo mo xiang shang di dao gao |
[01:13.635] | qi dao wo de jia ren neng ping an, xi wang wo neng gei lao lao lao ye zuo shang yi dun zao can |
[01:17.200] | xi wang ge ge de xin bing neng zhi hao, xi wang mei mei neng shun li gao kao |
[01:20.706] | xi wang ba ma bu yao wei wo dan xin, xi wang ta men neng zhao gu hao zi ji |
[01:24.463] | wo hai yao geng jia nu li, yin wei wo zhi dao wo shi ta men de xi wang |
[01:28.469] | zuo zhe xie dao ta de yi ge tong xue, yi nian yi hou de le yi yu zheng |
[01:31.725] | xiang bu kai de ta, zui hou hai shi xuan ze le qing sheng |
[01:35.983] | " zi de ren, shi xiang kai le ne, hai mei xiang kai ne?" |
[01:39.239] | hai you hen duo ping lun, yi tiao yi tiao kan de wo dou chu mu jing xin |
[01:43.250] | bei qi shi guo, bei ru ma guo, bei fan guo bai yan, bei chao xiao guo |
[01:46.755] | gan jue xiang shi bei shang di zhuo nong le yi yang, cong wei ti hui guo zhe zhong gan jue |
[01:50.510] | ji de yi ci kong wu yi ren de da jie shang, wo lin jin beng kui |
[01:53.767] | chen shi you zhou mo hui jia zi ji yi ren duo zai bei zi li liu lei |
[01:58.023] | ku, bu ke pa, beng kui, bu ke pa |
[02:03.032] | chu le sheng si, shen me dou hai lai de ji |
[02:05.035] | wo ji de ta xie dao, mei dang ni you qing sheng de xiang fa |
[02:09.544] | jiu ba ta xie xia lai |
[02:10.296] | zhe yang jiu hui hao duo le |
[02:12.051] | ke neng hui you hen duo ren shuo |
[02:14.305] | wei shi me zhi you ni zai mei guo de ri zi bu hao guo |
[02:16.308] | wo zhen de bu xiang zai jie kai wo de shang ba |
[02:18.562] | yi ci yi ci gen ni fan bo |
[02:20.065] | xian zai xi hua de zhong guo ren yue lai yue duo |
[02:22.068] | dui ci wo ye yi dian bu xiang duo shuo |
[02:23.821] | wo shi lai an wei nei xie shou shang de ling hun |
[02:25.824] | er bu shi gen ni lang fei kou she |
[02:27.577] | ji de you yi ci, wo jiao le yi liang Uber hui tong xue jia |
[02:31.082] | si ji zai dian hua li da jiao, shuo wo lian shuo hua dou biao da bu qing |
[02:34.838] | shuo yi ting jiu zhi dao wo shi zhong guo ren, wo ren zhe nu qi ren zhe bu bao fa |
[02:38.595] | wo zuan zhe quan tou bie hong le lian, xiang Uber gong si ju bao ta |
[02:42.450] | Uber gei wo de hui fu shi ci si ji biao xian you yi, qing nin shang chuan zheng ju |
[02:45.958] | wo zhi jin dou wang bu liao na ci yan de jia cu hei ti zi you jian |
[02:49.714] | na yi shun jian wo che di shi wang le, wo na shi fa le shi |
[02:52.970] | ru guo rang wo zai dai zai zhe li, hai bu ru rang wo qu si |
[02:56.725] | qi shi wo mei you jing li guo shen me tian zai ren huo, wo de jia ren dou hen jian kang |
[03:00.730] | ke neng shi wo tai cui ruo ba, ke neng zhi you wo neng gan shou dao wo zi ji de tong ku |
[03:04.238] | ke neng wo tai min gan le ba, yi dian ci ji dui wo lai shuo dou shi zai nan |
[03:07.745] | ke neng wo you qing gan zhang ai ba, wo de qing gan wei shi me zhe me ji duan |
[03:12.002] | qi shi zhe jiu shi wo de gu shi, mei you shen me sheng si li bie |
[03:15.007] | wo zhi xiang gao su ni men, huo zhe bi shen me dou zhong yao |
[03:18.763] | yin wei zhi you huo zhe. ni cai neng you ji hui de dao ni suo xiang yao |
[03:22.769] | nei xie tong ku de hui yi, ni yao xue hui jie shou, yin wei ni wang bu diao |
[03:26.525] | ni yao xue hui zhen xi, ni yao xue hui huo zhe, ni yao ai ni suo ai, yao duo pei pei jia ren |
[03:30.282] | ni yao bu duan nu li, ni yao xue hui xiang shang pa, yao xue dao zhi shi, hui lai bao xiao zu guo |
[03:34.039] | ni yao xue hui zai yi ge mo sheng bing leng de huan jing li yi ge ren zi qiang |
[03:37.544] | xi wang ni zui hou neng tui bian cheng gang tie de chi bang, zai tian kong ao xiang |
[00:00.000] | zuò cí : J0KER |
[00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : J0KER |
[00:03.731] | zhè shǒu gē, sòng gěi suǒ yǒu |
[00:05.482] | piāo bó zài wài de rén men |
[00:08.237] | bù guǎn shì zài guó nèi, hái shì zài yì guó tā xiāng |
[00:11.743] | wǒ zhī dào, yǒu shí hou |
[00:13.747] | rén shēng huì tū rán biàn de wú bǐ jiān nán |
[00:16.501] | dàn qǐng bú yào fàng qì |
[00:18.504] | xī wàng nǐ men tīng dào zhè shǒu gē yǐ hòu |
[00:20.757] | bú yào zài nán shòu le |
[00:22.763] | bié kū le |
[00:24.015] | kāi xīn diǎn |
[00:25.266] | zhèn zuò qǐ lái |
[00:26.517] | bié kū la |
[00:27.770] | lái, xiào yí gè |
[00:28.772] | wǒ cóng lái méi yǒu jiǎng guò wǒ de guò qù, méi yǒu gào sù guò tài duō rén wǒ de gǎn shòu |
[00:32.567] | kě jīn tiān wǒ xiǎng gào sù nǐ men, xiǎng ràng nǐ men biàn de gèng jiā jiān qiáng |
[00:36.326] | qí shí hé yī xiē rén bǐ, wǒ de jīng lì shén me dōu bù suàn |
[00:39.831] | kě shì yǒu yì diǎn, zhì shǎo wǒ zhī dào wǒ yào jiān qiáng de huó xià qù |
[00:43.588] | qián jǐ tiān zài zhī hū shàng, kàn dào yí gè xī yǐn le wǒ de huí dá |
[00:47.344] | zuò zhě céng xiàng wǒ yí yàng, yǐ wéi měi guó jiù shì yí gè tiān táng |
[00:51.100] | tā chū qù le shī qù le yǐ hòu, cái dǒng de shén me jiào zuò zhēn xī |
[00:54.856] | tā qù le měi guó zhī hòu, cái zhī dào shì jiè shang zuì wēn nuǎn de dì fāng shì jiā |
[00:58.862] | chū qù le yǐ hòu cái zhī dào, nèi xiē kǔ mèn hé lèi shuǐ shéi zhī dào |
[01:02.868] | zhǐ néng ràng cì gǔ de hán fēng dài zǒu, ràng chén tǔ màn màn de mái diào |
[01:05.873] | méi yǒu shén me wēn nuǎn de yōng bào, zhǐ yǒu nà hán lěng de fēng bào |
[01:09.630] | zì jǐ xuǎn zé de lù zhǐ néng zì jǐ zǒu, wǒ zhǐ hǎo mò mò xiàng shàng dì dǎo gào |
[01:13.635] | qí dǎo wǒ de jiā rén néng píng ān, xī wàng wǒ néng gěi lǎo lǎo lǎo ye zuò shàng yī dùn zǎo cān |
[01:17.200] | xī wàng gē ge de xīn bìng néng zhì hǎo, xī wàng mèi mei néng shùn lì gāo kǎo |
[01:20.706] | xī wàng bà mā bú yào wèi wǒ dān xīn, xī wàng tā men néng zhào gù hǎo zì jǐ |
[01:24.463] | wǒ hái yào gèng jiā nǔ lì, yīn wèi wǒ zhī dào wǒ shì tā men de xī wàng |
[01:28.469] | zuò zhě xiě dào tā de yí gè tóng xué, yī nián yǐ hòu dé le yì yù zhèng |
[01:31.725] | xiǎng bù kāi de tā, zuì hòu hái shì xuǎn zé le qīng shēng |
[01:35.983] | " zì de rén, shì xiǎng kāi le ne, hái méi xiǎng kāi ne?" |
[01:39.239] | hái yǒu hěn duō píng lùn, yī tiáo yī tiáo kàn de wǒ dōu chù mù jīng xīn |
[01:43.250] | bèi qí shì guò, bèi rǔ mà guò, bèi fān guò bái yǎn, bèi cháo xiào guò |
[01:46.755] | gǎn jué xiàng shì bèi shàng dì zhuō nòng le yí yàng, cóng wèi tǐ huì guò zhè zhǒng gǎn jué |
[01:50.510] | jì de yī cì kōng wú yī rén de dà jiē shàng, wǒ lín jìn bēng kuì |
[01:53.767] | chèn shì yǒu zhōu mò huí jiā zì jǐ yī rén duǒ zài bèi zi lǐ liú lèi |
[01:58.023] | kū, bù kě pà, bēng kuì, bù kě pà |
[02:03.032] | chú le shēng sǐ, shén me dōu hái lái de jí |
[02:05.035] | wǒ jì de tā xiě dào, měi dāng nǐ yǒu qīng shēng de xiǎng fǎ |
[02:09.544] | jiù bǎ tā xiě xià lái |
[02:10.296] | zhè yàng jiù huì hǎo duō le |
[02:12.051] | kě néng huì yǒu hěn duō rén shuō |
[02:14.305] | wèi shí me zhǐ yǒu nǐ zài měi guó de rì zi bù hǎo guò |
[02:16.308] | wǒ zhēn de bù xiǎng zài jiē kāi wǒ de shāng bā |
[02:18.562] | yī cì yī cì gēn nǐ fǎn bó |
[02:20.065] | xiàn zài xī huà de zhōng guó rén yuè lái yuè duō |
[02:22.068] | duì cǐ wǒ yě yì diǎn bù xiǎng duō shuō |
[02:23.821] | wǒ shì lái ān wèi nèi xiē shòu shāng de líng hún |
[02:25.824] | ér bú shì gēn nǐ làng fèi kǒu shé |
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[02:31.082] | sī jī zài diàn huà lǐ dà jiào, shuō wǒ lián shuō huà dōu biǎo dá bù qīng |
[02:34.838] | shuō yī tīng jiù zhī dào wǒ shì zhōng guó rén, wǒ rěn zhe nù qì rěn zhe bù bào fā |
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[02:42.450] | Uber gěi wǒ de huí fù shì cǐ sī jī biǎo xiàn yōu yì, qǐng nín shàng chuán zhèng jù |
[02:45.958] | wǒ zhì jīn dōu wàng bù liǎo nà cì yǎn de jiā cū hēi tǐ zì yóu jiàn |
[02:49.714] | nà yī shùn jiān wǒ chè dǐ shī wàng le, wǒ nà shí fā le shì |
[02:52.970] | rú guǒ ràng wǒ zài dāi zài zhè lǐ, hái bù rú ràng wǒ qù sǐ |
[02:56.725] | qí shí wǒ méi yǒu jīng lì guò shén me tiān zāi rén huò, wǒ de jiā rén dōu hěn jiàn kāng |
[03:00.730] | kě néng shì wǒ tài cuì ruò ba, kě néng zhǐ yǒu wǒ néng gǎn shòu dào wǒ zì jǐ de tòng kǔ |
[03:04.238] | kě néng wǒ tài mǐn gǎn le ba, yì diǎn cì jī duì wǒ lái shuō dōu shì zāi nàn |
[03:07.745] | kě néng wǒ yǒu qíng gǎn zhàng ài ba, wǒ de qíng gǎn wèi shí me zhè me jí duān |
[03:12.002] | qí shí zhè jiù shì wǒ de gù shì, méi yǒu shén me shēng sǐ lí bié |
[03:15.007] | wǒ zhǐ xiǎng gào sù nǐ men, huó zhe bǐ shén me dōu zhòng yào |
[03:18.763] | yīn wèi zhǐ yǒu huó zhe. nǐ cái néng yǒu jī huì de dào nǐ suǒ xiǎng yào |
[03:22.769] | nèi xiē tòng kǔ de huí yì, nǐ yào xué huì jiē shòu, yīn wèi nǐ wàng bù diào |
[03:26.525] | nǐ yào xué huì zhēn xī, nǐ yào xué huì huó zhe, nǐ yào ài nǐ suǒ ài, yào duō péi péi jiā rén |
[03:30.282] | nǐ yào bù duàn nǔ lì, nǐ yào xué huì xiàng shàng pá, yào xué dào zhī shí, huí lái bào xiào zǔ guó |
[03:34.039] | nǐ yào xué huì zài yí gè mò shēng bīng lěng de huán jìng lǐ yí ge rén zì qiáng |
[03:37.544] | xī wàng nǐ zuì hòu néng tuì biàn chéng gāng tiě de chì bǎng, zài tiān kōng áo xiáng |