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The end is far away. |
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Not getting too much sleep these days. |
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These things I can't explain. |
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Just wishing for an early grave, |
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but they don't understand me. |
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I wanna be selfish. |
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Only reason I'm still alive, |
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Can't stand to see my mother cry. |
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I'll suffer through. |
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Only reason I won't die, |
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Can't stand the tears in her eyes. |
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I'll be home soon. |
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The saddest thing is, |
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it's the only thing that I want. |
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I wonder sometimes why |
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I don't just give up and take my life. |
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And they have no idea, |
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that I'm so close to my dying day. |
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There's no coming back from this hell. |
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I want to be free from this. |