| [00:33.98] | The end is far away. |
| [00:37.15] | Not getting too much sleep these days. |
| [00:44.22] | |
| [00:47.95] | These things I can't explain. |
| [00:51.46] | Just wishing for an early grave, |
| [00:58.21] | but they don't understand me. |
| [01:02.94] | |
| [01:04.19] | I wanna be selfish. |
| [01:13.94] | |
| [01:17.44] | Only reason I'm still alive, |
| [01:20.43] | Can't stand to see my mother cry. |
| [01:24.17] | I'll suffer through. |
| [01:31.16] | Only reason I won't die, |
| [01:34.16] | Can't stand the tears in her eyes. |
| [01:38.09] | I'll be home soon. |
| [01:45.78] | The saddest thing is, |
| [01:49.21] | it's the only thing that I want. |
| [01:52.49] | I wonder sometimes why |
| [01:55.31] | I don't just give up and take my life. |
| [01:59.50] | And they have no idea, |
| [02:02.89] | that I'm so close to my dying day. |
| [02:10.37] | There's no coming back from this hell. |
| [02:25.98] | |
| [03:20.75] | I want to be free from this. |