Inwards

	I've tried it twice but all in vain
	I've seen it come but far too late
	Sometimes it's easier to swallow pain as pain
	Inwards Lifeless
	A bitter soul in shades
	Unbroken chains
	Again and again
	This fear
	I can not hide
	Inwards It's inside
	Here I go again with blinded sight
	Into my universe of time
	Inner higher praise of spiritual decay
	Terminal state of confusion
	Yes, I know,
	I'm hard to penetrate
	I won't complain
	It's my own perception
	And I need to ****ing lie for one more day...