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as the earth has seen the sunlight coming and going (clear and dark) |
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i've seen my idols coming. i've seen my idols going |
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one more great gain (my happiness) |
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one more bitter loss (my sadness) |
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my losses were always, unhappily, greater than my gains |
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lost in this maze |
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so many pathways to be followed |
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what's the best solution for a senseless life? |
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a terrible thing is a man who dies no accomplishing his goal |
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but the worst is one who lives without it |
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i hope to get something to fill this void in me |
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how can i occupy my mind and relieve my life from suffering and anguish |
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loneliness and disgust. martydom and guilty ? |
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what a shame. what a human waste . |
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don't say that it's lack of own love |
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senseless life of perception |
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that's the way of living which i've chosen for me |
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conjuring the dead and adoring their images |
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reality and fantasy confound themselves in my mind |
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gods, angels and saints |
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they've never told me what to do |
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creatures of stone |
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they don't move and tell me nothing either |
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i would like to materialize all my dreams and adore them |
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if there are dreams that are worth a life |
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there are lifes that aren't worth a dream |
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christ knew that the human race likes to adore the dead |
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they were needing a so called god |
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thinking of the immortality he died to |
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be adored. be contemplated. become an idol |
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candles, crosses, statues and the bible |
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they haven't got sense for me any more |
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i'll break all of those chains |
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which have hindered me for all of those years |
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will god comprehend me? |
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please, tell me |
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will my idols comprehend me? |
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help me!! |
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now, i guess, i'm my own god |
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nobody tells me what i shall think and do |
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will i be able to walk with my own legs? |
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during my existence, i've made nothing for myself |
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if they punish me.. |
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i'm afraid |
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if that void grows again |
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i'll regret and die |
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"how may i help you, if you don't know what you want ?" |