| [00:00.000] | 作词 : 王恩信Est |
| [00:00.513] | 作曲 : 雍和 |
| [00:01.26] | 后期：TanX |
| [00:12.07] | 母带：TanX |
| [00:18.28] | 封面：YZ |
| [00:24.49] | 喂 我最近过得有点糟糕 |
| [00:27.27] | 太多琐碎的事情堆积在身上 |
| [00:30.03] | 压的我快无法抬起头了 |
| [00:32.66] | 最可笑的是 我却还只能假装坚强 |
| [00:35.82] | 那种无力感就像黑洞一般 |
| [00:37.71] | 仿佛要把我全部吸走 |
| [00:40.29] | 我无法迈出下一步 |
| [00:41.75] | 也不清楚下一步该迈向哪里 |
| [00:44.10] | 房间 衣服 也都懒得打理 |
| [00:46.44] | 空虚和孤独犹如浑身爬满了蚂蚁 |
| [00:49.30] | 我无法挣脱 |
| [00:51.05] | 犹如在树上不小心捅破了一个蜂窝 |
| [00:53.47] | 生活充满了灰暗的色调 |
| [00:55.93] | 好像没什么东西会让我提起兴趣 |
| [00:58.79] | 开始远离热闹的场所 |
| [01:00.75] | 好几件事结果都出人意料 |
| [01:03.48] | 无法像常人一样嘴角挂着微笑 |
| [01:06.29] | 总是失眠 尽而变得悲伤 |
| [01:08.71] | 黑暗充斥着双眸使我无处躲藏 |
| [01:11.63] | 渴望又害怕会突然出现一道微光 |
| [01:14.41] | 它是会刺痛我还是带来希望 |
| [01:17.06] | 我无法确认 也愈发迷茫 |
| [01:19.83] | 可能我根本也不需要光明 |
| [01:22.32] | 一个人在黑暗中生长 |
| [01:24.36] | 没有方向 没有目标 |
| [01:26.90] | 或许孤独就是我通向死亡的船票 |
| [01:30.02] | 也或许只是上帝跟我开的玩笑 |
| [01:32.76] | 变的愈发麻木了 |
| [01:34.64] | 对什么都没有了感觉 |
| [01:36.54] | 生活最后教会我的只剩妥协 |
| [01:39.41] | 可能是我误解了生命的真谛 |
| [01:41.94] | 如果把过去的事一件件拆开分析 |
| [01:44.91] | 会发现孤独就像一场迅速传播的瘟疫 |
| [01:48.04] | 结局如何我还不清楚 |
| [01:50.04] | 但如果没有幸福又何来痛苦 |
| [01:52.70] | 我难道应该痛哭 |
| [01:54.66] | 无所谓了 |
| [01:55.94] | 我无能为力 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : wang en xin Est |
| [00:00.513] | zuo qu : yong he |
| [00:01.26] | hou qi: TanX |
| [00:12.07] | mu dai: TanX |
| [00:18.28] | feng mian: YZ |
| [00:24.49] | wei wo zui jin guo de you dian zao gao |
| [00:27.27] | tai duo suo sui de shi qing dui ji zai shen shang |
| [00:30.03] | ya de wo kuai wu fa tai qi tou le |
| [00:32.66] | zui ke xiao de shi wo que hai zhi neng jia zhuang jian qiang |
| [00:35.82] | na zhong wu li gan jiu xiang hei dong yi ban |
| [00:37.71] | fang fu yao ba wo quan bu xi zou |
| [00:40.29] | wo wu fa mai chu xia yi bu |
| [00:41.75] | ye bu qing chu xia yi bu gai mai xiang na li |
| [00:44.10] | fang jian yi fu ye dou lan de da li |
| [00:46.44] | kong xu he gu du you ru hun shen pa man le ma yi |
| [00:49.30] | wo wu fa zheng tuo |
| [00:51.05] | you ru zai shu shang bu xiao xin tong po le yi ge feng wo |
| [00:53.47] | sheng huo chong man le hui an de se diao |
| [00:55.93] | hao xiang mei shen me dong xi hui rang wo ti qi xing qu |
| [00:58.79] | kai shi yuan li re nao de chang suo |
| [01:00.75] | hao ji jian shi jie guo dou chu ren yi liao |
| [01:03.48] | wu fa xiang chang ren yi yang zui jiao gua zhe wei xiao |
| [01:06.29] | zong shi shi mian jin er bian de bei shang |
| [01:08.71] | hei an chong chi zhe shuang mou shi wo wu chu duo cang |
| [01:11.63] | ke wang you hai pa hui tu ran chu xian yi dao wei guang |
| [01:14.41] | ta shi hui ci tong wo hai shi dai lai xi wang |
| [01:17.06] | wo wu fa que ren ye yu fa mi mang |
| [01:19.83] | ke neng wo gen ben ye bu xu yao guang ming |
| [01:22.32] | yi ge ren zai hei an zhong sheng zhang |
| [01:24.36] | mei you fang xiang mei you mu biao |
| [01:26.90] | huo xu gu du jiu shi wo tong xiang si wang de chuan piao |
| [01:30.02] | ye huo xu zhi shi shang di gen wo kai de wan xiao |
| [01:32.76] | bian de yu fa ma mu le |
| [01:34.64] | dui shen me dou mei you le gan jue |
| [01:36.54] | sheng huo zui hou jiao hui wo de zhi sheng tuo xie |
| [01:39.41] | ke neng shi wo wu jie le sheng ming di zhen di |
| [01:41.94] | ru guo ba guo qu de shi yi jian jian chai kai fen xi |
| [01:44.91] | hui fa xian gu du jiu xiang yi chang xun su chuan bo de wen yi |
| [01:48.04] | jie ju ru he wo hai bu qing chu |
| [01:50.04] | dan ru guo mei you xing fu you he lai tong ku |
| [01:52.70] | wo nan dao ying gai tong ku |
| [01:54.66] | wu suo wei le |
| [01:55.94] | wo wu neng wei li |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : wáng ēn xìn Est |
| [00:00.513] | zuò qǔ : yōng hé |
| [00:01.26] | hòu qī: TanX |
| [00:12.07] | mǔ dài: TanX |
| [00:18.28] | fēng miàn: YZ |
| [00:24.49] | wèi wǒ zuì jìn guò de yǒu diǎn zāo gāo |
| [00:27.27] | tài duō suǒ suì de shì qíng duī jī zài shēn shàng |
| [00:30.03] | yā de wǒ kuài wú fǎ tái qǐ tóu le |
| [00:32.66] | zuì kě xiào de shì wǒ què hái zhǐ néng jiǎ zhuāng jiān qiáng |
| [00:35.82] | nà zhǒng wú lì gǎn jiù xiàng hēi dòng yì bān |
| [00:37.71] | fǎng fú yào bǎ wǒ quán bù xī zǒu |
| [00:40.29] | wǒ wú fǎ mài chū xià yī bù |
| [00:41.75] | yě bù qīng chǔ xià yī bù gāi mài xiàng nǎ lǐ |
| [00:44.10] | fáng jiān yī fú yě dōu lǎn de dǎ lǐ |
| [00:46.44] | kōng xū hé gū dú yóu rú hún shēn pá mǎn le mǎ yǐ |
| [00:49.30] | wǒ wú fǎ zhèng tuō |
| [00:51.05] | yóu rú zài shù shàng bù xiǎo xīn tǒng pò le yí gè fēng wō |
| [00:53.47] | shēng huó chōng mǎn le huī àn de sè diào |
| [00:55.93] | hǎo xiàng méi shén me dōng xī huì ràng wǒ tí qǐ xìng qù |
| [00:58.79] | kāi shǐ yuǎn lí rè nào de chǎng suǒ |
| [01:00.75] | hǎo jǐ jiàn shì jié guǒ dōu chū rén yì liào |
| [01:03.48] | wú fǎ xiàng cháng rén yí yàng zuǐ jiǎo guà zhe wēi xiào |
| [01:06.29] | zǒng shì shī mián jǐn ér biàn de bēi shāng |
| [01:08.71] | hēi àn chōng chì zhe shuāng móu shǐ wǒ wú chǔ duǒ cáng |
| [01:11.63] | kě wàng yòu hài pà huì tū rán chū xiàn yī dào wēi guāng |
| [01:14.41] | tā shì huì cì tòng wǒ hái shì dài lái xī wàng |
| [01:17.06] | wǒ wú fǎ què rèn yě yù fā mí máng |
| [01:19.83] | kě néng wǒ gēn běn yě bù xū yào guāng míng |
| [01:22.32] | yí ge rén zài hēi àn zhōng shēng zhǎng |
| [01:24.36] | méi yǒu fāng xiàng méi yǒu mù biāo |
| [01:26.90] | huò xǔ gū dú jiù shì wǒ tōng xiàng sǐ wáng de chuán piào |
| [01:30.02] | yě huò xǔ zhǐ shì shàng dì gēn wǒ kāi de wán xiào |
| [01:32.76] | biàn de yù fā má mù le |
| [01:34.64] | duì shén me dōu méi yǒu le gǎn jué |
| [01:36.54] | shēng huó zuì hòu jiào huì wǒ de zhǐ shèng tuǒ xié |
| [01:39.41] | kě néng shì wǒ wù jiě le shēng mìng dí zhēn dì |
| [01:41.94] | rú guǒ bǎ guò qù de shì yī jiàn jiàn chāi kāi fēn xī |
| [01:44.91] | huì fā xiàn gū dú jiù xiàng yī chǎng xùn sù chuán bō de wēn yì |
| [01:48.04] | jié jú rú hé wǒ hái bù qīng chǔ |
| [01:50.04] | dàn rú guǒ méi yǒu xìng fú yòu hé lái tòng kǔ |
| [01:52.70] | wǒ nán dào yīng gāi tòng kū |
| [01:54.66] | wú suǒ wèi le |
| [01:55.94] | wǒ wú néng wéi lì |
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