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Martina Mcbride - I'm Trying |
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She said I'm not pointing fingers, |
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He said yes you are, |
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cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't. |
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And if I'd told you I'd been walking |
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out in the dark night thinking |
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Would you take as truth this alcoholic's word? |
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Oh I can't change, what's done is done, |
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but I can tell you this |
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Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins |
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and I need you to hold on too, |
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while this part of me is dying |
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Though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me, |
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I'm trying, I'm trying. |
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She sat down on the floor and said I wish that I was stronger |
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Right now I feel as fragile as glass. |
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And I want to believe you, |
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believe what's held you has freed you, |
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and I hate these doubts that keep on comin' back. |
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My parents think I'm crazy for hangin' on this long, |
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but there's nothing I want more for us |
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than to prove to them they're wrong. |
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And I don't want to be afraid, |
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I don't wanna think you're lying, |
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And though I haven't found the faith that I need, |
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I'm trying. I'm trying. |
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He asks do you want me to leave? |
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Cause if you do you know I will, |
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but she says, much to his disbelief, |
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No, I love you still. |
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Oh, I love you still. |
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He said I don't know why I've been the fool, |
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but I can tell you this, |
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not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins. |
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Then he dropped down to his knees, |
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By now they both were crying, |
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He said, I haven't been the man I want to be, |
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But I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying, I'm trying. |