[00:00.000] | 作词 : Cghost鬼舍 |
[00:01.000] | 作曲 : Cghost鬼舍 |
[00:05.231] | 编曲:Cghost鬼舍 |
[00:10.487] | 混音:Cghost鬼舍 |
[00:16.325] | 母带处理:Cghost鬼舍 |
[00:21.329] | 男孩他出生就好像是丧事 |
[00:24.082] | 他从不像是 |
[00:24.833] | 身边富二代他们都含着金汤匙 |
[00:27.838] | 他只能充胖子 |
[00:28.839] | 每次聚会都花光掉他身上的所有积蓄 |
[00:31.843] | 甚至是只能借钱偷钱来解决他也要继续 |
[00:35.096] | 不为了别的只为了寻求朋友 |
[00:37.097] | 即使是被身边的人看扁成狗 |
[00:39.349] | 他也是毫不在乎只为了能让大家看到他的存在 |
[00:43.102] | 但却不管是朋友还是家人都将他拒之门外 |
[00:46.237] | 是的家人对他也没有疼爱 |
[00:48.238] | 他每天祈祷却不相信有神在 |
[00:50.744] | 如果有为何将他如此对待 |
[00:52.746] | 他早从小学就开始了对生活的放弃 |
[00:55.003] | 更不要说他开始迎来初中时的叛逆 |
[00:57.757] | 因为也没人帮助的他开始承受暴力 |
[01:00.509] | 终于他开始爆发"谁惹我我就要了他命" |
[01:03.261] | 被生活逼迫的他渐渐手上沾满鲜血 |
[01:05.764] | 他坚决 不让任何人再能打伤他的脸 |
[01:08.518] | 他一步一步成为了自己不想变成的模样 |
[01:11.274] | "你看你这个样子跟恶魔到底有多么相像" |
[01:14.534] | 他家人逢人就说 |
[01:15.785] | 说这孩子多不成器 |
[01:17.287] | 说这孩子真像个神经病 |
[01:20.041] | 说这孩子我们早想放弃 |
[01:22.041] | 但他们不说这孩子多不容易 |
[01:24.796] | 没有家人关心也没有朋友陪伴 |
[01:27.547] | 他独来独往都给他贴上标签罪犯 |
[01:30.300] | 又会看 每个人看他脸色 |
[01:32.552] | 怕他生气之后给的颜色 |
[01:34.268] | 却也还是在他背后嚼舌 |
[01:36.269] | 就这样一天一天他还是没有朋友 |
[01:38.772] | 不论现状如何他都只能依靠双手 |
[01:41.273] | 只是一天一天逐渐增加伤口 |
[01:43.820] | 他的坚韧的内心是他最佳帮手 |
[01:46.322] | "Oh老天 能否对我稍微好点 |
[01:48.575] | 只要一点 |
[01:49.577] | 满足了我空虚的内心 |
[01:51.328] | 只要不是所有人都给我背影 |
[01:53.580] | 给别人当作背景 就好 |
[01:55.332] | 我不想一个人空虚寂寞的孤独到老" |
[01:57.584] | 老天也好像将他的话真的听见 |
[01:59.792] | 在一个阴雨绵绵的一天我也忘记时间 |
[02:02.545] | 男孩他刚打完架满身是血回到这条街 |
[02:05.298] | 女孩她就在这时出现在他的眼前 |
[02:07.800] | 他一辈子都忘不掉 |
[02:09.054] | 女孩初见他时的惊恐 |
[02:10.604] | 女孩也是第一次看到 |
[02:11.855] | 一个人被鲜血染红 |
[02:13.107] | 女孩是第一个在与男孩对视之后没有害怕 |
[02:16.109] | 并且蹲下身子开始擦拭男孩的伤疤 |
[02:18.404] | 男孩的内心被女孩软化 |
[02:20.657] | 他每天都约女孩在这里陪他说说话 |
[02:23.249] | 每天和女孩欢声笑语的生活真的不差 |
[02:26.001] | 至少他慢慢的对生活的期望变大 |
[02:28.752] | 在十一月十号他为女孩送上了鲜花 |
[02:31.255] | 女孩惊喜也同意的将花收下 |
[02:33.883] | 男孩他以为这是他幸福的开始 |
[02:36.635] | 却没有想到不幸根本不会将他排斥 |
[02:39.638] | 看不到 哪里是光明 |
[02:44.393] | 走不出 我该往哪去 |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : Cghost gui she |
[00:01.000] | zuo qu : Cghost gui she |
[00:05.231] | bian qu: Cghost gui she |
[00:10.487] | hun yin: Cghost gui she |
[00:16.325] | mu dai chu li: Cghost gui she |
[00:21.329] | nan hai ta chu sheng jiu hao xiang shi sang shi |
[00:24.082] | ta cong bu xiang shi |
[00:24.833] | shen bian fu er dai ta men dou han zhe jin tang chi |
[00:27.838] | ta zhi neng chong pang zi |
[00:28.839] | mei ci ju hui dou hua guang diao ta shen shang de suo you ji xu |
[00:31.843] | shen zhi shi zhi neng jie qian tou qian lai jie jue ta ye yao ji xu |
[00:35.096] | bu wei le bie de zhi wei le xun qiu peng you |
[00:37.097] | ji shi shi bei shen bian de ren kan bian cheng gou |
[00:39.349] | ta ye shi hao bu zai hu zhi wei le neng rang da jia kan dao ta de cun zai |
[00:43.102] | dan que bu guan shi peng you hai shi jia ren dou jiang ta ju zhi men wai |
[00:46.237] | shi de jia ren dui ta ye mei you teng ai |
[00:48.238] | ta mei tian qi dao que bu xiang xin you shen zai |
[00:50.744] | ru guo you wei he jiang ta ru ci dui dai |
[00:52.746] | ta zao cong xiao xue jiu kai shi le dui sheng huo de fang qi |
[00:55.003] | geng bu yao shuo ta kai shi ying lai chu zhong shi de pan ni |
[00:57.757] | yin wei ye mei ren bang zhu de ta kai shi cheng shou bao li |
[01:00.509] | zhong yu ta kai shi bao fa" shui re wo wo jiu yao le ta ming" |
[01:03.261] | bei sheng huo bi po de ta jian jian shou shang zhan man xian xue |
[01:05.764] | ta jian jue bu rang ren he ren zai neng da shang ta de lian |
[01:08.518] | ta yi bu yi bu cheng wei le zi ji bu xiang bian cheng de mu yang |
[01:11.274] | " ni kan ni zhe ge yang zi gen e mo dao di you duo me xiang xiang" |
[01:14.534] | ta jia ren feng ren jiu shuo |
[01:15.785] | shuo zhe hai zi duo bu cheng qi |
[01:17.287] | shuo zhe hai zi zhen xiang ge shen jing bing |
[01:20.041] | shuo zhe hai zi wo men zao xiang fang qi |
[01:22.041] | dan ta men bu shuo zhe hai zi duo bu rong yi |
[01:24.796] | mei you jia ren guan xin ye mei you peng you pei ban |
[01:27.547] | ta du lai du wang dou gei ta tie shang biao qian zui fan |
[01:30.300] | you hui kan mei ge ren kan ta lian se |
[01:32.552] | pa ta sheng qi zhi hou gei de yan se |
[01:34.268] | que ye hai shi zai ta bei hou jiao she |
[01:36.269] | jiu zhe yang yi tian yi tian ta hai shi mei you peng you |
[01:38.772] | bu lun xian zhuang ru he ta dou zhi neng yi kao shuang shou |
[01:41.273] | zhi shi yi tian yi tian zhu jian zeng jia shang kou |
[01:43.820] | ta de jian ren de nei xin shi ta zui jia bang shou |
[01:46.322] | " Oh lao tian neng fou dui wo shao wei hao dian |
[01:48.575] | zhi yao yi dian |
[01:49.577] | man zu le wo kong xu de nei xin |
[01:51.328] | zhi yao bu shi suo you ren dou gei wo bei ying |
[01:53.580] | gei bie ren dang zuo bei jing jiu hao |
[01:55.332] | wo bu xiang yi ge ren kong xu ji mo de gu du dao lao" |
[01:57.584] | lao tian ye hao xiang jiang ta de hua zhen de ting jian |
[01:59.792] | zai yi ge yin yu mian mian de yi tian wo ye wang ji shi jian |
[02:02.545] | nan hai ta gang da wan jia man shen shi xue hui dao zhe tiao jie |
[02:05.298] | nv hai ta jiu zai zhe shi chu xian zai ta de yan qian |
[02:07.800] | ta yi bei zi dou wang bu diao |
[02:09.054] | nv hai chu jian ta shi de jing kong |
[02:10.604] | nv hai ye shi di yi ci kan dao |
[02:11.855] | yi ge ren bei xian xue ran hong |
[02:13.107] | nv hai shi di yi ge zai yu nan hai dui shi zhi hou mei you hai pa |
[02:16.109] | bing qie dun xia shen zi kai shi ca shi nan hai de shang ba |
[02:18.404] | nan hai de nei xin bei nv hai ruan hua |
[02:20.657] | ta mei tian du yue nv hai zai zhe li pei ta shuo shuo hua |
[02:23.249] | mei tian he nv hai huan sheng xiao yu de sheng huo zhen de bu cha |
[02:26.001] | zhi shao ta man man de dui sheng huo de qi wang bian da |
[02:28.752] | zai shi yi yue shi hao ta wei nv hai song shang le xian hua |
[02:31.255] | nv hai jing xi ye tong yi de jiang hua shou xia |
[02:33.883] | nan hai ta yi wei zhe shi ta xing fu de kai shi |
[02:36.635] | que mei you xiang dao bu xing gen ben bu hui jiang ta pai chi |
[02:39.638] | kan bu dao na li shi guang ming |
[02:44.393] | zou bu chu wo gai wang na qu |
[00:00.000] | zuò cí : Cghost guǐ shě |
[00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : Cghost guǐ shě |
[00:05.231] | biān qǔ: Cghost guǐ shě |
[00:10.487] | hùn yīn: Cghost guǐ shě |
[00:16.325] | mǔ dài chǔ lǐ: Cghost guǐ shě |
[00:21.329] | nán hái tā chū shēng jiù hǎo xiàng shì sāng shì |
[00:24.082] | tā cóng bù xiàng shì |
[00:24.833] | shēn biān fù èr dài tā men dōu hán zhe jīn tāng chí |
[00:27.838] | tā zhǐ néng chōng pàng zi |
[00:28.839] | měi cì jù huì dōu huā guāng diào tā shēn shàng de suǒ yǒu jī xù |
[00:31.843] | shèn zhì shì zhǐ néng jiè qián tōu qián lái jiě jué tā yě yào jì xù |
[00:35.096] | bù wéi le bié de zhǐ wèi le xún qiú péng yǒu |
[00:37.097] | jí shǐ shì bèi shēn biān de rén kàn biǎn chéng gǒu |
[00:39.349] | tā yě shì háo bù zài hu zhǐ wèi le néng ràng dà jiā kàn dào tā de cún zài |
[00:43.102] | dàn què bù guǎn shì péng yǒu hái shì jiā rén dōu jiāng tā jù zhī mén wài |
[00:46.237] | shì de jiā rén duì tā yě méi yǒu téng ài |
[00:48.238] | tā měi tiān qí dǎo què bù xiāng xìn yǒu shén zài |
[00:50.744] | rú guǒ yǒu wéi hé jiāng tā rú cǐ duì dài |
[00:52.746] | tā zǎo cóng xiǎo xué jiù kāi shǐ le duì shēng huó de fàng qì |
[00:55.003] | gèng bú yào shuō tā kāi shǐ yíng lái chū zhōng shí de pàn nì |
[00:57.757] | yīn wèi yě méi rén bāng zhù de tā kāi shǐ chéng shòu bào lì |
[01:00.509] | zhōng yú tā kāi shǐ bào fā" shuí rě wǒ wǒ jiù yào le tā mìng" |
[01:03.261] | bèi shēng huó bī pò de tā jiàn jiàn shǒu shàng zhān mǎn xiān xuè |
[01:05.764] | tā jiān jué bù ràng rèn hé rén zài néng dǎ shāng tā de liǎn |
[01:08.518] | tā yī bù yī bù chéng wéi le zì jǐ bù xiǎng biàn chéng de mú yàng |
[01:11.274] | " nǐ kàn nǐ zhè gè yàng zi gēn è mó dào dǐ yǒu duō me xiāng xiàng" |
[01:14.534] | tā jiā rén féng rén jiù shuō |
[01:15.785] | shuō zhè hái zi duō bù chéng qì |
[01:17.287] | shuō zhè hái zǐ zhēn xiàng gè shén jīng bìng |
[01:20.041] | shuō zhè hái zi wǒ men zǎo xiǎng fàng qì |
[01:22.041] | dàn tā men bù shuō zhè hái zi duō bù róng yì |
[01:24.796] | méi yǒu jiā rén guān xīn yě méi yǒu péng yǒu péi bàn |
[01:27.547] | tā dú lái dú wǎng dōu gěi tā tiē shàng biāo qiān zuì fàn |
[01:30.300] | yòu huì kàn měi ge rén kàn tā liǎn sè |
[01:32.552] | pà tā shēng qì zhī hòu gěi de yán sè |
[01:34.268] | què yě hái shì zài tā bèi hòu jiáo shé |
[01:36.269] | jiù zhè yàng yì tiān yì tiān tā hái shì méi yǒu péng yǒu |
[01:38.772] | bù lùn xiàn zhuàng rú hé tā dōu zhǐ néng yī kào shuāng shǒu |
[01:41.273] | zhǐ shì yì tiān yì tiān zhú jiàn zēng jiā shāng kǒu |
[01:43.820] | tā de jiān rèn de nèi xīn shì tā zuì jiā bāng shǒu |
[01:46.322] | " Oh lǎo tiān néng fǒu duì wǒ shāo wēi hǎo diǎn |
[01:48.575] | zhǐ yào yì diǎn |
[01:49.577] | mǎn zú le wǒ kōng xū de nèi xīn |
[01:51.328] | zhǐ yào bú shì suǒ yǒu rén dōu gěi wǒ bèi yǐng |
[01:53.580] | gěi bié rén dàng zuò bèi jǐng jiù hǎo |
[01:55.332] | wǒ bù xiǎng yí ge rén kōng xū jì mò de gū dú dào lǎo" |
[01:57.584] | lǎo tiān yě hǎo xiàng jiāng tā de huà zhēn de tīng jiàn |
[01:59.792] | zài yí gè yīn yǔ mián mián de yì tiān wǒ yě wàng jì shí jiān |
[02:02.545] | nán hái tā gāng dǎ wán jià mǎn shēn shì xuè huí dào zhè tiáo jiē |
[02:05.298] | nǚ hái tā jiù zài zhè shí chū xiàn zài tā de yǎn qián |
[02:07.800] | tā yī bèi zǐ dōu wàng bù diào |
[02:09.054] | nǚ hái chū jiàn tā shí de jīng kǒng |
[02:10.604] | nǚ hái yě shì dì yī cì kàn dào |
[02:11.855] | yí ge rén bèi xiān xuè rǎn hóng |
[02:13.107] | nǚ hái shì dì yí gè zài yǔ nán hái duì shì zhī hòu méi yǒu hài pà |
[02:16.109] | bìng qiě dūn xià shēn zi kāi shǐ cā shì nán hái de shāng bā |
[02:18.404] | nán hái de nèi xīn bèi nǚ hái ruǎn huà |
[02:20.657] | tā měi tiān dū yuē nǚ hái zài zhè lǐ péi tā shuō shuō huà |
[02:23.249] | měi tiān hé nǚ hái huān shēng xiào yǔ de shēng huó zhēn de bù chà |
[02:26.001] | zhì shǎo tā màn màn de duì shēng huó de qī wàng biàn dà |
[02:28.752] | zài shí yī yuè shí hào tā wèi nǚ hái sòng shàng le xiān huā |
[02:31.255] | nǚ hái jīng xǐ yě tóng yì de jiāng huā shōu xià |
[02:33.883] | nán hái tā yǐ wéi zhè shì tā xìng fú de kāi shǐ |
[02:36.635] | què méi yǒu xiǎng dào bù xìng gēn běn bú huì jiāng tā pái chì |
[02:39.638] | kàn bú dào nǎ lǐ shì guāng míng |
[02:44.393] | zǒu bù chū wǒ gāi wǎng nǎ qù |