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I am hatred, seeping blood |
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The rain, the flood, the grief |
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I am rage, becoming flesh |
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A dismal, ravaged life |
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This is pain: a wall of tears |
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And my tears are my truest friends |
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This, my heart: a dying sun |
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A flower fading to black |
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Oh, God...why have you forsaken me? |
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In this darkness called my mind |
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The waste you left for me |
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I'm your shit; your verbal smut |
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Your twisted world, recapped |
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This is you: your lifeless soul |
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Your sick and fucked-up lies |
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In my world, your love is death |
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Your disease; your skin that burns |
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Oh, God...why have you forsaken me...? |
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You tied my limbs and buried me alive |
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And piled this frozen mud |
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You watched me die with lustrous eyes |
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As all your words grew stale |
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You mocked my care and stained my mind |
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You yearned for me to fail |
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Oh, God...why have you forsaken me...? |