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Staring at the wall, |
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I never thought this would be so hard. |
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How could have I been so close and never known you? |
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I never knew, I never knew you at all! |
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You will always be my father but I hope you know, |
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It's your fault that I'll never know what that means. |
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You left a void that never could be replaced. |
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I am dying inside but you will never see! |
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I always had hoped that you did not want it this way, |
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But no matter how hard I try you always pushed me away. |
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You said you loved me but... |
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How was I supposed to know |
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(How was I supposed to know) |
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When you left here, |
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You left me here alone? |
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Do I ever even cross your mind, |
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Just for second? |
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Do you know I'm alive? |
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You know I would let you in but you threw everything away. |
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So tell me what did you get from all of these years of pain? |
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You have no clue what I've been through, |
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But I guess that you wanted it that way! |
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How was I supposed to know |
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(How was I supposed to know) |
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When you left here, |
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You left me here alone? |
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Do I ever even cross your mind, |
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Just for second? |
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Do you know I'm alive? |
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If you would've been there, |
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If you would've stuck around. |
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If you would've been there when I needed you, |
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You would've been |
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You would've been so proud! |
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You said you loved me but... |
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How was I supposed to know |
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(How was I supposed to know) |
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When you left here, |
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You left me here alone? |
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Do I ever even cross your mind, |
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Just for second? |
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Do you know I'm alive? |