[00:00.000] | 作词 : SipSu小口酥 |
[00:01.000] | 作曲 : Dexthh/SipSu小口酥 |
[00:09.911] | 突然间睡梦里惊醒, |
[00:11.909] | 发现自己已经好久没离开过家门 |
[00:14.162] | 梦想都烂在了心里, |
[00:15.410] | 自己和自己过不需要再依赖他人 |
[00:17.911] | 不需要嬉笑,不需要依靠 |
[00:19.410] | 不需要谁的喜欢 |
[00:21.660] | 不需要关心 更不需要谁来提醒我每一天应该吃几餐 |
[00:25.412] | 没有超能力把时间给喊停 |
[00:26.910] | 也不能挽回我曾经的感情 |
[00:28.941] | 慢慢的开始变麻木对别人的表白没有了任何的反应 |
[00:32.689] | 是谁让你脸上少了笑 |
[00:34.440] | 如果丢了自己还能找得到 |
[00:36.190] | 不断的重复着三点一线的 |
[00:38.191] | 生活早就已经没有吵和闹 |
[00:40.189] | 我早就受够了人鬼不分的社交圈里扮演的那些角色 |
[00:43.690] | 在人前与人后所表现出两幅不同的面孔只为了让他们都觉得我 |
[00:47.690] | 和善且热情 乐观也个性 好相处的样子是我的设定 |
[00:51.190] | 喧闹的背后 卸下了伪装 虚伪的话不用再挂在嘴上 |
[00:55.191] | 突然间没有人陪在我身边,不知不觉孤独开始扩散 |
[00:58.440] | 一个人慢慢的坠入了深渊,嗜酒如命大脑开始错乱 |
[01:01.940] | 其实我也想要接受别人,但是已经有人住在我的心里 |
[01:05.940] | 住的是谁谁都别问,那些回忆开始侵袭我的心底 |
[01:09.441] | 我是个自闭症患者,算了,烂的,随意的生活早乱了 |
[01:13.189] | 不用陪伴了,断了,换了,也不用再每天患失患得 |
[01:16.941] | 其实我早已习惯 |
[01:18.440] | 每一天房间里烟雾弥漫 |
[01:20.190] | 精神和身体早已经离散 |
[01:21.940] | 对生活没有了一点期盼 |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : SipSu xiao kou su |
[00:01.000] | zuo qu : Dexthh SipSu xiao kou su |
[00:09.911] | tu ran jian shui meng li jing xing, |
[00:11.909] | fa xian zi ji yi jing hao jiu mei li kai guo jia men |
[00:14.162] | meng xiang dou lan zai le xin li, |
[00:15.410] | zi ji he zi ji guo bu xu yao zai yi lai ta ren |
[00:17.911] | bu xu yao xi xiao, bu xu yao yi kao |
[00:19.410] | bu xu yao shui de xi huan |
[00:21.660] | bu xu yao guan xin geng bu xu yao shui lai ti xing wo mei yi tian ying gai chi ji can |
[00:25.412] | mei you chao neng li ba shi jian gei han ting |
[00:26.910] | ye bu neng wan hui wo ceng jing de gan qing |
[00:28.941] | man man de kai shi bian ma mu dui bie ren de biao bai mei you le ren he de fan ying |
[00:32.689] | shi shui rang ni lian shang shao le xiao |
[00:34.440] | ru guo diu le zi ji hai neng zhao de dao |
[00:36.190] | bu duan de chong fu zhe san dian yi xian de |
[00:38.191] | sheng huo zao jiu yi jing mei you chao he nao |
[00:40.189] | wo zao jiu shou gou le ren gui bu fen de she jiao quan li ban yan de nei xie jue se |
[00:43.690] | zai ren qian yu ren hou suo biao xian chu liang fu bu tong de mian kong zhi wei le rang ta men dou jue de wo |
[00:47.690] | he shan qie re qing le guan ye ge xing hao xiang chu de yang zi shi wo de she ding |
[00:51.190] | xuan nao de bei hou xie xia le wei zhuang xu wei de hua bu yong zai gua zai zui shang |
[00:55.191] | tu ran jian mei you ren pei zai wo shen bian, bu zhi bu jue gu du kai shi kuo san |
[00:58.440] | yi ge ren man man de zhui ru le shen yuan, shi jiu ru ming da nao kai shi cuo luan |
[01:01.940] | qi shi wo ye xiang yao jie shou bie ren, dan shi yi jing you ren zhu zai wo de xin li |
[01:05.940] | zhu de shi shui shui dou bie wen, nei xie hui yi kai shi qin xi wo de xin di |
[01:09.441] | wo shi ge zi bi zheng huan zhe, suan le, lan de, sui yi de sheng huo zao luan le |
[01:13.189] | bu yong pei ban le, duan le, huan le, ye bu yong zai mei tian huan shi huan de |
[01:16.941] | qi shi wo zao yi xi guan |
[01:18.440] | mei yi tian fang jian li yan wu mi man |
[01:20.190] | jing shen he shen ti zao yi jing li san |
[01:21.940] | dui sheng huo mei you le yi dian qi pan |
[00:00.000] | zuò cí : SipSu xiǎo kǒu sū |
[00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : Dexthh SipSu xiǎo kǒu sū |
[00:09.911] | tū rán jiān shuì mèng lǐ jīng xǐng, |
[00:11.909] | fā xiàn zì jǐ yǐ jīng hǎo jiǔ méi lí kāi guò jiā mén |
[00:14.162] | mèng xiǎng dōu làn zài le xīn lǐ, |
[00:15.410] | zì jǐ hé zì jǐ guò bù xū yào zài yī lài tā rén |
[00:17.911] | bù xū yào xī xiào, bù xū yào yī kào |
[00:19.410] | bù xū yào shuí de xǐ huān |
[00:21.660] | bù xū yào guān xīn gèng bù xū yào shuí lái tí xǐng wǒ měi yì tiān yīng gāi chī jǐ cān |
[00:25.412] | méi yǒu chāo néng lì bǎ shí jiān gěi hǎn tíng |
[00:26.910] | yě bù néng wǎn huí wǒ céng jīng de gǎn qíng |
[00:28.941] | màn màn de kāi shǐ biàn má mù duì bié rén de biǎo bái méi yǒu le rèn hé de fǎn yìng |
[00:32.689] | shì shuí ràng nǐ liǎn shàng shǎo le xiào |
[00:34.440] | rú guǒ diū le zì jǐ hái néng zhǎo dé dào |
[00:36.190] | bù duàn de chóng fù zhe sān diǎn yī xiàn de |
[00:38.191] | shēng huó zǎo jiù yǐ jīng méi yǒu chǎo hé nào |
[00:40.189] | wǒ zǎo jiù shòu gòu le rén guǐ bù fēn de shè jiāo quān lǐ bàn yǎn de nèi xiē jué sè |
[00:43.690] | zài rén qián yú rén hòu suǒ biǎo xiàn chū liǎng fú bù tóng de miàn kǒng zhǐ wèi le ràng tā men dōu jué de wǒ |
[00:47.690] | hé shàn qiě rè qíng lè guān yě gè xìng hǎo xiāng chǔ de yàng zi shì wǒ de shè dìng |
[00:51.190] | xuān nào de bèi hòu xiè xià le wěi zhuāng xū wěi de huà bù yòng zài guà zai zuǐ shang |
[00:55.191] | tū rán jiān méi yǒu rén péi zài wǒ shēn biān, bù zhī bù jué gū dú kāi shǐ kuò sàn |
[00:58.440] | yí ge rén màn màn de zhuì rù le shēn yuān, shì jiǔ rú mìng dà nǎo kāi shǐ cuò luàn |
[01:01.940] | qí shí wǒ yě xiǎng yào jiē shòu bié rén, dàn shì yǐ jīng yǒu rén zhù zài wǒ de xīn lǐ |
[01:05.940] | zhù de shì shuí shuí dōu bié wèn, nèi xiē huí yì kāi shǐ qīn xí wǒ de xīn dǐ |
[01:09.441] | wǒ shì gè zì bì zhèng huàn zhě, suàn le, làn de, suí yì de shēng huó zǎo luàn le |
[01:13.189] | bù yòng péi bàn le, duàn le, huàn le, yě bù yòng zài měi tiān huàn shī huàn dé |
[01:16.941] | qí shí wǒ zǎo yǐ xí guàn |
[01:18.440] | měi yì tiān fáng jiān lǐ yān wù mí màn |
[01:20.190] | jīng shén hé shēn tǐ zǎo yǐ jīng lí sàn |
[01:21.940] | duì shēng huó méi yǒu le yì diǎn qī pàn |