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I can not love |
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I can not trust |
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Waste too much time by giving a **** |
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Feel everything I do isn't enough |
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Clock has been ticking, but time isn't up |
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I fight with myself |
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Got to make right by myself |
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Tears in my eyes while I write by myself |
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Depressed for a while |
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Put my life on the shelf |
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Wasn't ****ing with nobody else |
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I was so stagnant |
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Life was just passing |
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I was so jealous of people who laughin' |
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Felt like my life was beginning to crash |
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And I found someone else that was equally damaged |
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I guess that pain could bring people together |
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And fuel the desire and fire for passion |
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Then I went through it |
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And no one was riding |
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For me, I felt like my whole life was collapsing |
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Thought I was happy |
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I was just actin' |
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It's such a place I could never imagine |
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Thought about quitting on that flight to New York before |
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I got paid for McDonald's for rapping |
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You could keep sayin' I'm trash |
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Guarantee that I'm an artist that's gonna be lastin' |
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And sweater and shit you could tell me |
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I already know if you dream it then that shit could happen |
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Rez |
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Oh, I'm still searching |
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Waiting (Waiting) |
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Standing on the edge |
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Watching (Watching) |
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Learning (Learning) |
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How to love again |
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Heh, If you thinkin' I'm for love, boy, you hella wrong |
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**** a blog, cosign now y'know |
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Labels wanna sign me for a leggin' on |
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But I'm a ****ing take what I deserve like I'm Le'Veon |
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Sayin' that I'm this |
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They saying that I'm that |
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Some are saying that I'm sick |
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Others saying that I'm wack |
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Put my blood, sweat, and even tears in every single track |
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And every word, I'd never take it back |
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Had this dream since I was thirteen |
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Same pair of jeans |
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Didn't have much |
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So music is when I ate, slept and breathed |
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Almost turned to the pills and the liquor and the weed |
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Music is what kept me off the streets |
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We were five deep |
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Two beds and I never had my own room |
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Everyone was rocking next too close to me in homeroom |
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Brothers were my only friends, the only ones I'm close to |
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Everyone's a snake or they ghost you, lot of friends |
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That I used to share clothes with |
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They the same ones that I'm not close to |
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Now when I come around people wanna know shit |
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Heh, but y'all don't know what I go through |
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Lot of friends |
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That I used to share clothes with |
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They the same ones that I'm not close to |
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Now when I come around people wanna know shit |
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Nah, I don't even ****ing know you |
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Oh, I'm still searching |
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Waiting |
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Standing on the edge |
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Watching |
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Learning |
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How to love again |
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Oh, I'm still searching |
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Waiting |
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Standing on the edge |
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Watching |
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Learning |
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How to love again |