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It began sometime last week |
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The feeling that most everything |
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Was changing for the worse |
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All the triggers pulled at once |
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So begins my ugly fall from grace again |
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I made myself delusional |
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A noble stab at staying upbeat |
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But it was only for a while |
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I tried my best to radiate |
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Through hurricanes and double eights |
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The pair split into two |
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I'm talking points, |
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I'm up on high |
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Watch me walk the ledge |
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I am comfortable out here by myself |
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You could never reach me here |
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Words distorted in the wind |
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Landed softly there beneath the trees |
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Our trip to |
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California |
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Don't say |
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I didn't try to warn ya |
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Put down the cell phone and try to be with me |
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Did you see me disappear? |
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Like vapor rolling through the hills |
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And then the silence of your name |
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I never found the trust |
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I needed from you |
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Everything you did was making me wonder |
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My biggest mistake was taking you back |
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Again and again |
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I couldn't forgive the things that you did |
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I'm glad it worked out for you |
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But you're only foolin' yourself |
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If you think you won't do it again and again |
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Sad attempt at poetry |
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Sad attempt at happiness |
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The sadness of reality |
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I'm okay, |
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I've been okay, |
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I stay okay |
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I took the bullets from the cardboard |
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Tossed them in my backpack |
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Placed a set of keys inside the grill |
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I locked the title to the house |
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Inside the piano bench |
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And my lawyers got the will |
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I never found the trust |
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I needed from you |
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Everything you did was making me wonder |
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My biggest mistake was taking you back |
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Again and again |
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I couldn't forgive the things that you did |
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I'm glad it worked out for you |
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But you're only foolin' yourself |
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If you think you won't do it again and again |
