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Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. |
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My head against the wall. |
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But I did this to myself. |
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Assume it's just not worth getting back up, so |
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I'll blame it on bad luck. |
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And I'll shake responsibility, yeah. |
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I spent some time in a bad place at 18, wishing |
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I could see something through clear eyes. |
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Do you ever wake up to realize that your life is meaningless? |
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Does it give you strength or lead you to your grave at a young age? |
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Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. |
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My head against the wall. |
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But I did this to myself. |
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Assume it's just not worth getting back up, so |
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I'll blame it on bad luck. |
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And I'll shake responsibility, yeah. |
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It seems that when |
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I ran away from my past all my dignity, my faith, my pride got left back. |
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And now I think it's time that |
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I realize self pity's meaningless. |
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Though I'm 10 feet deep, |
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I'll claw my way back out from in my grave. |
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Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. |
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My head against the wall. |
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But I did this to myself. |
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Assume it's just not worth getting back up, |
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So I'll blame it on bad luck. |
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And I'll shake responsibility. |
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And say a hard life did this to me. |
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Now I realize, |
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I'd give anything |
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I have to walk a day in my old shoes. |
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Wondering what my first smoke would be like, my first ****, my next **** up. { |
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Or} the next band that would change my life and it changed my life and it changed my life. |
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Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. |
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My head against the wall. |
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But I did this to myself. |
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Assume it's just not worth getting back up, |
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So I'll blame it on bad luck. |
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And I'll shake responsibility. |
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And say a hard life did this to me. |