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I suffer from depression |
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Complete depression |
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Had it my whole life |
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I have had it so bad that uh... |
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I had anxiety |
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Been diagnosed with major depression |
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Lots of phobias, lots of fears |
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Anxiety, panic attacks |
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I had depression before, |
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I didn't think that |
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Depression could be so bad[Verse 1:] |
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Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders |
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Everything around me closing in, it starts to grow colder |
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It's like |
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I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion |
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Shits real ****ed up, my brains filled with much confusion |
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Do you know what it is to sit a 3am |
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With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' |
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Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills |
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Cause the ****in' rent's due and you can't pay bills |
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Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart |
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I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart |
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Ten mother****in' seconds just from ending this shit |
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Flames rising from the ashes that your about to commit |
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Have you ever stopped your car somewhere far from everythin' |
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Sat a half an hour, just thinkin' of a better way |
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To put your soul to rest and set your mind at ease |
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Put the barrel in my mouth, |
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I wanna sleep for all eternity[Chorus:] |
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Dear cold cruel world why am |
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I here?I never asked to be alive |
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Everyday it's just a struggle even to survive |
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Dear please just wipe away the tears |
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I'll be better off when |
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I'm goneIn my own private |
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Hell and left all alone[Verse 2:] |
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So many reasons just to leave this ****in' planet |
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Pressure gets to be so much, the way you just can't stand it |
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People hatin', credit problems, bitch be ****in' your friends |
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A million reasons, circumstances for your soul to transend |
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Nobody like me, |
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I'm a loser, parents wish |
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I was dead |
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I'm overweight, can't get a date, |
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I'll turn my walls to red |
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I lock the door, turn up the music, flip the |
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T.V. screen |
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I leave a bloody ****in' mess out for my moms to clean |
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It's to the point that |
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I can't stand it, |
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I can't even try to cope |
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And you don't know me, you can't help me, you can't offer me no hope |
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It's too late to try and stop it, |
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I done lost the ****in' war |
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I ain't gonna write no ****in' letter, leave my answers on the floor |
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I'm a do it |
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I swear, don't even think |
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I'm even ****in' lyin' |
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Nobody gonna remember me, nobody gonna be cryin' |
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All alone in my death like |
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I was in life |
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Let me take my final breath, they can bury me tonight[Chorus:] |
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Dear cold cruel world why am |
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I here?I never asked to be alive |
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Everyday it's just a struggle even to survive |
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Dear please just wipe away the tears |
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I'll be better off when |
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I'm goneIn my own private |
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Hell and left all alone[Bridge:] |
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You won't miss me when |
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I'm gone(Flames risin', flames risin') |
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I know you did me so wrong(Flames risin')[Gunshot][Chorus/Outro:] |
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Dear cold cruel world why am |
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I here?Flames risin', flames risin' |
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Dear please just wipe away the tears |
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Flames risin', flames risin' |
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Dear cold cruel world why am |
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I here?(just wipe away, just wipe away) |
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Flames risin', flames risin' |
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Dear please juse wipe away the tears(just wipe away, just wipe away) |
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Flames risin', flames risin' |
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Dear cold cruel world why am |
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I here?Flames risin', flames risin' |
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Dear please juse wipe away the tears |
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Flames risin', flames risin' |
