Song | Edward Benz, 27 Times |
Artist | La Dispute |
Album | Wildlife |
Download | Image LRC TXT |
I heard the old man's voice break, stutter once then stop it. | |
I Heard A sentence started confidently halted by the sudden absence of | |
A word. Stumbled and he sputtered trying to find it back, something once so | |
Simple gone now. | |
When he finally gave up told me, "Aw, it's like Hell getting old." | |
When you came into the store, did you know you'd show me your scars? | |
I had a heavy heart, he carried a door, it's shattered pane all wrapped in | |
Plastic and | |
He asked if | |
I could fix it, come by a little later help | |
Him put it back on hinges. "See, I'm far too old to lift it and it's Not for my house, it's my son's." | |
When you opened up the door, what is it you thought you'd find? | |
Nobody flinch. | |
Later I came by and backed into the driveway. | |
Got out to find him waiting | |
There to lead me | |
Through the side yard to back behind the house where | |
The door frame stood empty and helped | |
Me keep it steady while | |
I Hammered all the pins in then later on the porch we somehow got | |
To Talking, he told me of the house and how is son is schizophrenic | |
So they purchased it for him, | |
The medication working and they figured | |
It would help him fit in, help him lead a normal life. | |
But the pills made him sleep too much. | |
And he couldn't keep a job as a | |
Result so one day he just | |
Gave up on taking them. | |
And that day she | |
Had called you, he'd locked her outside of the house. | |
How quickly did you get there? | |
And what were you thinking while walking up? | |
What fears flashed in front of you, taunted you, walking to unlock | |
The door? | |
I remember it, | |
Ed. That story you told me came back clear tonight here | |
While writing. | |
And you Should know the feeling never left me–the | |
Weight of my heart–when you showed me the scars | |
On your arms, when | |
I Looked in your eyes and | |
I heard what you said how you probably | |
Would've Died were it not for to care for your daughter and wife. | |
How He drove in the knife, still your son, | |
How you seemed to look through me to some old projector screen playing back | |
The scene as | |
You described it on a movie reel, as real as the minute | |
When it happened, that memory moving | |
Behind me. | |
That moment that | |
Changed you for good. | |
And he drove to the house and pulled into the driveway. | |
Got out to find his | |
Wife waiting, frantic. | |
She'd come by to check, found that pillbox | |
Was empty, went out to the pharmacy to fill up his | |
Prescription and | |
Came back to a locked door and could not get back in. | |
She'd knocked | |
And she'd knocked but he wasn't responding. | |
You put the key into the lock and turned it. | |
Felt the bolt slide away. | |
Slowly open. | |
Went into the hall, his son held a knife, standing off | |
In the shadows, lunged forward and tackled | |
Him. Stabbing him over | |
And over and breaking that window. | |
He fled up the staircase. | |
The Ambulance came; stitched and filled him with blood while the cops took his | |
Son with his wires so | |
Tangled his father was a stranger. | |
And I sit in my apartment. | |
I'm getting no answers. | |
I'm Finding no peace, no release from the anger. | |
I leave it at arms | |
Length. I'm keeping my distance. | |
From hotels and | |
Jesus and | |
Blood on the carpet. | |
I'm stomaching nothing. | |
I'm reaching for | |
No one. I'm leaving this city and | |
I'm headed out to nowhere. | |
I carry your image. | |
Your grandfather's coffin. | |
And Ed, If you hear me, | |
I think of you often. | |
That's all | |
I can offer. | |
That's all that | |
I know how to give. |
I heard the old man' s voice break, stutter once then stop it. | |
I Heard A sentence started confidently halted by the sudden absence of | |
A word. Stumbled and he sputtered trying to find it back, something once so | |
Simple gone now. | |
When he finally gave up told me, " Aw, it' s like Hell getting old." | |
When you came into the store, did you know you' d show me your scars? | |
I had a heavy heart, he carried a door, it' s shattered pane all wrapped in | |
Plastic and | |
He asked if | |
I could fix it, come by a little later help | |
Him put it back on hinges. " See, I' m far too old to lift it and it' s Not for my house, it' s my son' s." | |
When you opened up the door, what is it you thought you' d find? | |
Nobody flinch. | |
Later I came by and backed into the driveway. | |
Got out to find him waiting | |
There to lead me | |
Through the side yard to back behind the house where | |
The door frame stood empty and helped | |
Me keep it steady while | |
I Hammered all the pins in then later on the porch we somehow got | |
To Talking, he told me of the house and how is son is schizophrenic | |
So they purchased it for him, | |
The medication working and they figured | |
It would help him fit in, help him lead a normal life. | |
But the pills made him sleep too much. | |
And he couldn' t keep a job as a | |
Result so one day he just | |
Gave up on taking them. | |
And that day she | |
Had called you, he' d locked her outside of the house. | |
How quickly did you get there? | |
And what were you thinking while walking up? | |
What fears flashed in front of you, taunted you, walking to unlock | |
The door? | |
I remember it, | |
Ed. That story you told me came back clear tonight here | |
While writing. | |
And you Should know the feeling never left me the | |
Weight of my heart when you showed me the scars | |
On your arms, when | |
I Looked in your eyes and | |
I heard what you said how you probably | |
Would' ve Died were it not for to care for your daughter and wife. | |
How He drove in the knife, still your son, | |
How you seemed to look through me to some old projector screen playing back | |
The scene as | |
You described it on a movie reel, as real as the minute | |
When it happened, that memory moving | |
Behind me. | |
That moment that | |
Changed you for good. | |
And he drove to the house and pulled into the driveway. | |
Got out to find his | |
Wife waiting, frantic. | |
She' d come by to check, found that pillbox | |
Was empty, went out to the pharmacy to fill up his | |
Prescription and | |
Came back to a locked door and could not get back in. | |
She' d knocked | |
And she' d knocked but he wasn' t responding. | |
You put the key into the lock and turned it. | |
Felt the bolt slide away. | |
Slowly open. | |
Went into the hall, his son held a knife, standing off | |
In the shadows, lunged forward and tackled | |
Him. Stabbing him over | |
And over and breaking that window. | |
He fled up the staircase. | |
The Ambulance came stitched and filled him with blood while the cops took his | |
Son with his wires so | |
Tangled his father was a stranger. | |
And I sit in my apartment. | |
I' m getting no answers. | |
I' m Finding no peace, no release from the anger. | |
I leave it at arms | |
Length. I' m keeping my distance. | |
From hotels and | |
Jesus and | |
Blood on the carpet. | |
I' m stomaching nothing. | |
I' m reaching for | |
No one. I' m leaving this city and | |
I' m headed out to nowhere. | |
I carry your image. | |
Your grandfather' s coffin. | |
And Ed, If you hear me, | |
I think of you often. | |
That' s all | |
I can offer. | |
That' s all that | |
I know how to give. |
I heard the old man' s voice break, stutter once then stop it. | |
I Heard A sentence started confidently halted by the sudden absence of | |
A word. Stumbled and he sputtered trying to find it back, something once so | |
Simple gone now. | |
When he finally gave up told me, " Aw, it' s like Hell getting old." | |
When you came into the store, did you know you' d show me your scars? | |
I had a heavy heart, he carried a door, it' s shattered pane all wrapped in | |
Plastic and | |
He asked if | |
I could fix it, come by a little later help | |
Him put it back on hinges. " See, I' m far too old to lift it and it' s Not for my house, it' s my son' s." | |
When you opened up the door, what is it you thought you' d find? | |
Nobody flinch. | |
Later I came by and backed into the driveway. | |
Got out to find him waiting | |
There to lead me | |
Through the side yard to back behind the house where | |
The door frame stood empty and helped | |
Me keep it steady while | |
I Hammered all the pins in then later on the porch we somehow got | |
To Talking, he told me of the house and how is son is schizophrenic | |
So they purchased it for him, | |
The medication working and they figured | |
It would help him fit in, help him lead a normal life. | |
But the pills made him sleep too much. | |
And he couldn' t keep a job as a | |
Result so one day he just | |
Gave up on taking them. | |
And that day she | |
Had called you, he' d locked her outside of the house. | |
How quickly did you get there? | |
And what were you thinking while walking up? | |
What fears flashed in front of you, taunted you, walking to unlock | |
The door? | |
I remember it, | |
Ed. That story you told me came back clear tonight here | |
While writing. | |
And you Should know the feeling never left me the | |
Weight of my heart when you showed me the scars | |
On your arms, when | |
I Looked in your eyes and | |
I heard what you said how you probably | |
Would' ve Died were it not for to care for your daughter and wife. | |
How He drove in the knife, still your son, | |
How you seemed to look through me to some old projector screen playing back | |
The scene as | |
You described it on a movie reel, as real as the minute | |
When it happened, that memory moving | |
Behind me. | |
That moment that | |
Changed you for good. | |
And he drove to the house and pulled into the driveway. | |
Got out to find his | |
Wife waiting, frantic. | |
She' d come by to check, found that pillbox | |
Was empty, went out to the pharmacy to fill up his | |
Prescription and | |
Came back to a locked door and could not get back in. | |
She' d knocked | |
And she' d knocked but he wasn' t responding. | |
You put the key into the lock and turned it. | |
Felt the bolt slide away. | |
Slowly open. | |
Went into the hall, his son held a knife, standing off | |
In the shadows, lunged forward and tackled | |
Him. Stabbing him over | |
And over and breaking that window. | |
He fled up the staircase. | |
The Ambulance came stitched and filled him with blood while the cops took his | |
Son with his wires so | |
Tangled his father was a stranger. | |
And I sit in my apartment. | |
I' m getting no answers. | |
I' m Finding no peace, no release from the anger. | |
I leave it at arms | |
Length. I' m keeping my distance. | |
From hotels and | |
Jesus and | |
Blood on the carpet. | |
I' m stomaching nothing. | |
I' m reaching for | |
No one. I' m leaving this city and | |
I' m headed out to nowhere. | |
I carry your image. | |
Your grandfather' s coffin. | |
And Ed, If you hear me, | |
I think of you often. | |
That' s all | |
I can offer. | |
That' s all that | |
I know how to give. |