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You won't find me condescending at your closed door |
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You won't hear how they feel. |
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cuz you've been there before |
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The holiday's the hardest time to fill in all the blanks |
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And you don't need anyone to correct your mistakes |
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Wrap yourself up in only math of our world |
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Fill up the holes in your full heart with details |
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For all the riddles solved and every puzzle you complete |
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Can't seem to find the pieces to the heart that beats |
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You'll master every task but always by the book |
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Then log it in your past with risk that you once took |
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They left you then, they'll hurt you now |
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Can't get too close to you or you will cut them down |
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And any fool can play |
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I'll raise the stakes with another turn |
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We risk, we roll and we burn |
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At arms length you never get hit |
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There's too much to gamble when you let someone in |
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My true friend I'm spewing |
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with anyone more positive |
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I just might spill some notable insight |
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I didn't think before I purged |
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So here I am attempting to unlock the closed door |
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I wouldn't break it down 'cause you'd be gone for sure |
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You might say something nice of me and send it in a card |
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Or under whiskey breath slur kind words at the bar |
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its alright for me waiting patiently |
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While you stay afloat in the tank you built |
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We sink, we'll never learn |