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There's big pieces of a life she can't remember |
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Her mind shuts down it's trying to protect her |
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Might be for the best to forget but it seems like |
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They always reappear when she least expects |
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Late nights we lay awake |
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Drowning in the lake that pours out of her face |
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Here's late but she's still not safe |
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Memories live out in the time in the place |
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The way he smelled the way he smiled |
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The evil she even recognized as a child |
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Hand on her throat sting of a fist |
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Instead of her first kiss she got this |
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Shameful feeling painful secret |
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Lonely knowing that nobody would believe it |
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Every wound that escapes her time capsule |
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Hurts like the day it was born and it's brand new |
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I wasn't there babygirl but I'm here |
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I don't know what to say I just hear |
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If there's one wish I could make true |
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I would shoulder that pain and take it off you |
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Don't run babygirl don't run |
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You gotta' face what you fighting head on |
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Only one thing I could say in truth |
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You gotta' deal with the demons |
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Before they deal with you |
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How can she find peace in her mind when |
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Love means returning to the scene of a crime |
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I can feel it inside we've reopened wounds |
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Every time we intertwine |
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Such an evil design |
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When you can't even |
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Enjoy the sweetness you find |
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Trying to see through the tears in your eyes |
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And rebuild your shrine one piece at a time |
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E & K made it all fade away |
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Colors don't burn no more it's all gray |
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Can't find heaven from within that shell |
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But it's enough of a blessing |
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If just not seen hell |
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Constant inner dialog says |
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Just end this roller coaster ride you're on |
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Only one solution seems final |
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Slide into a hole where your pain can't find you |
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I wasn't there babygirl but I'm here |
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I don't know what to say I just hear |
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If there's one wish I could make true |
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I would shoulder that pain and take it off you |
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Don't run babygirl don't run |
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You gotta' face what you fighting head on |
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Only one thing I could say in truth |
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You gotta' deal with the demons before they deal with you |
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She said if I was meant to die he would've killed me |
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There must be a reason that I still breathe |
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I don't have the tools to rebuild me |
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But I still believe that one day I could feel free |
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And my body can be mine again |
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My eyes can learn how to shine again |
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My inner child won't have to hide and then |
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When I'm strong then love could be invited in |
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Sweet God that's all I ask of thee |
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I'm willing to give what you demand of me |
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I'm learning to embrace the reality |
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That life doesn't always turn out how it's planned to be |
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I didn't deserve what was handed me |
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Only one who can grant happiness is me |
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What it takes for her to face the day |
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I can only hope to be half that brave |
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I wasn't there babygirl but I'm here |
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I don't know what to say I just hear |
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If there's one wish I could make true |
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I would shoulder that pain and take it off you |
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Don't run babygirl don't run |
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You gotta' face what you fighting head on |
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Only one thing I could say in truth |
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You gotta' deal with the demons before they deal with you |