| [00:00.000] | 作词 : A$ia |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : A$ia |
| [00:06.08] | 编曲：TREETIME |
| [00:08.74] | 后期制作：A$ia |
| [00:11.64] | 当清晨第一缕阳光照射进窗台 |
| [00:14.70] | 你是否还带着昨天的悲伤难以忘怀 |
| [00:17.61] | 爸妈说你老大不小了 快考虑将来 |
| [00:20.48] | 但你还坚持不到最后一刻不肯亮牌 |
| [00:23.48] | 我从不相信这个世界上真的有天才 |
| [00:26.34] | 也从不相信任何成功都是信手拈来 |
| [00:29.21] | 所以我井井有序将每一步都给编排 |
| [00:32.21] | 直到我见到太多汗水和努力都被掩埋 |
| [00:35.05] | 或许是年轻气盛 |
| [00:36.58] | 做事不考虑后果 |
| [00:38.04] | 又或是前世作孽 |
| [00:39.53] | 种下了太多恶果 |
| [00:40.93] | 根本没做出成绩 |
| [00:42.42] | 却总是自我膨胀 |
| [00:43.90] | 对周围漠不关心恨不得把眼睛蒙上 |
| [00:47.72] | 其实每个人都一样 |
| [00:50.36] | 都会有戒不掉的习惯 |
| [00:53.30] | 只顾着每一天的迷幻 |
| [00:56.25] | 却总是留下太多遗憾 |
| [00:58.32] | 内心有太多话不知道向谁倾诉 |
| [01:01.22] | 无数个失眠的夜把说唱当成了心腹 |
| [01:04.18] | 曾以为独行是治愈自己最好的良药 |
| [01:07.06] | 可孤独总会让我莫名其妙感到烦躁 |
| [01:09.93] | 也许就像my mama说的我是冷血动物 |
| [01:12.87] | 不停的放 纵自己活着毫无用处 |
| [01:15.75] | 没办法控制住情绪总是动怒 |
| [01:18.68] | 或许在别人眼里我TM就是个怪物 |
| [01:21.62] | 露出狰狞的面目 |
| [01:23.07] | 让所有人都厌恶 |
| [01:24.62] | 他们的冷嘲热讽 |
| [01:25.92] | 抱歉我TM从不在乎 |
| [01:27.41] | 黑暗中不断徘徊 |
| [01:28.87] | 伸手都不见五指 |
| [01:30.42] | 祈求着能有一丝光明从黑暗中迈入 |
| [01:33.32] | 到底是什么让他初心开始变味 |
| [01:36.30] | 他只想要做第一不想再垫背 |
| [01:39.14] | 太多的trouble使他精力早就欠费 |
| [01:42.18] | 他笑着说不管怎样都得去面对 |
| [01:44.92] | 一次次的失败 |
| [01:45.84] | 让他想法开始变得极端 |
| [01:47.85] | 对父母的依赖 |
| [01:48.81] | 久了也会让他感到鼻酸 |
| [01:50.67] | 他也想要变强大 |
| [01:52.12] | 向所有人都证明 |
| [01:53.27] | 但生活还得继续 |
| [01:54.42] | 不得不面临很多问题 |
| [01:55.92] | 所以他变得不爱笑 |
| [01:57.33] | 改变了外貌 |
| [01:57.96] | 活成了自己的阴影 |
| [01:59.33] | 像一场噩梦 |
| [02:00.10] | 被抓住喉咙 |
| [02:00.81] | 不知何时才能清醒 |
| [02:02.28] | 所有的幸运 全部用尽 |
| [02:03.61] | 不接受命运 给的重病 |
| [02:05.07] | 决不听命令 拼上了性命 |
| [02:06.63] | 努力的逃脱出这个梦境 |
| [02:09.32] |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : A ia |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : A ia |
| [00:06.08] | bian qu: TREETIME |
| [00:08.74] | hou qi zhi zuo: A ia |
| [00:11.64] | dang qing chen di yi lv yang guang zhao she jin chuang tai |
| [00:14.70] | ni shi fou hai dai zhe zuo tian de bei shang nan yi wang huai |
| [00:17.61] | ba ma shuo ni lao da bu xiao le kuai kao lv jiang lai |
| [00:20.48] | dan ni hai jian chi bu dao zui hou yi ke bu ken liang pai |
| [00:23.48] | wo cong bu xiang xin zhe ge shi jie shang zhen de you tian cai |
| [00:26.34] | ye cong bu xiang xin ren he cheng gong dou shi xin shou nian lai |
| [00:29.21] | suo yi wo jing jing you xu jiang mei yi bu dou gei bian pai |
| [00:32.21] | zhi dao wo jian dao tai duo han shui he nu li dou bei yan mai |
| [00:35.05] | huo xu shi nian qing qi sheng |
| [00:36.58] | zuo shi bu kao lv hou guo |
| [00:38.04] | you huo shi qian shi zuo nie |
| [00:39.53] | zhong xia le tai duo e guo |
| [00:40.93] | gen ben mei zuo chu cheng ji |
| [00:42.42] | que zong shi zi wo peng zhang |
| [00:43.90] | dui zhou wei mo bu guan xin hen bu de ba yan jing meng shang |
| [00:47.72] | qi shi mei ge ren dou yi yang |
| [00:50.36] | dou hui you jie bu diao de xi guan |
| [00:53.30] | zhi gu zhe mei yi tian de mi huan |
| [00:56.25] | que zong shi liu xia tai duo yi han |
| [00:58.32] | nei xin you tai duo hua bu zhi dao xiang shui qing su |
| [01:01.22] | wu shu ge shi mian de ye ba shuo chang dang cheng le xin fu |
| [01:04.18] | ceng yi wei du xing shi zhi yu zi ji zui hao de liang yao |
| [01:07.06] | ke gu du zong hui rang wo mo ming qi miao gan dao fan zao |
| [01:09.93] | ye xu jiu xiang my mama shuo de wo shi leng xue dong wu |
| [01:12.87] | bu ting de fang zong zi ji huo zhe hao wu yong chu |
| [01:15.75] | mei ban fa kong zhi zhu qing xu zong shi dong nu |
| [01:18.68] | huo xu zai bie ren yan li wo TM jiu shi ge guai wu |
| [01:21.62] | lou chu zheng ning de mian mu |
| [01:23.07] | rang suo you ren dou yan wu |
| [01:24.62] | ta men de leng chao re feng |
| [01:25.92] | bao qian wo TM cong bu zai hu |
| [01:27.41] | hei an zhong bu duan pai huai |
| [01:28.87] | shen shou dou bu jian wu zhi |
| [01:30.42] | qi qiu zhe neng you yi si guang ming cong hei an zhong mai ru |
| [01:33.32] | dao di shi shen me rang ta chu xin kai shi bian wei |
| [01:36.30] | ta zhi xiang yao zuo di yi bu xiang zai dian bei |
| [01:39.14] | tai duo de trouble shi ta jing li zao jiu qian fei |
| [01:42.18] | ta xiao zhe shuo bu guan zen yang dou de qu mian dui |
| [01:44.92] | yi ci ci de shi bai |
| [01:45.84] | rang ta xiang fa kai shi bian de ji duan |
| [01:47.85] | dui fu mu de yi lai |
| [01:48.81] | jiu le ye hui rang ta gan dao bi suan |
| [01:50.67] | ta ye xiang yao bian qiang da |
| [01:52.12] | xiang suo you ren dou zheng ming |
| [01:53.27] | dan sheng huo hai de ji xu |
| [01:54.42] | bu de bu mian lin hen duo wen ti |
| [01:55.92] | suo yi ta bian de bu ai xiao |
| [01:57.33] | gai bian le wai mao |
| [01:57.96] | huo cheng le zi ji de yin ying |
| [01:59.33] | xiang yi chang e meng |
| [02:00.10] | bei zhua zhu hou long |
| [02:00.81] | bu zhi he shi cai neng qing xing |
| [02:02.28] | suo you de xing yun quan bu yong jin |
| [02:03.61] | bu jie shou ming yun gei de zhong bing |
| [02:05.07] | jue bu ting ming ling pin shang le xing ming |
| [02:06.63] | nu li de tao tuo chu zhe ge meng jing |
| [02:09.32] |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : A ia |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : A ia |
| [00:06.08] | biān qǔ: TREETIME |
| [00:08.74] | hòu qī zhì zuò: A ia |
| [00:11.64] | dāng qīng chén dì yī lǚ yáng guāng zhào shè jìn chuāng tái |
| [00:14.70] | nǐ shì fǒu hái dài zhe zuó tiān de bēi shāng nán yǐ wàng huái |
| [00:17.61] | bà mā shuō nǐ lǎo dà bù xiǎo le kuài kǎo lǜ jiāng lái |
| [00:20.48] | dàn nǐ hái jiān chí bú dào zuì hòu yī kè bù kěn liàng pái |
| [00:23.48] | wǒ cóng bù xiāng xìn zhè gè shì jiè shang zhēn de yǒu tiān cái |
| [00:26.34] | yě cóng bù xiāng xìn rèn hé chéng gōng dōu shì xìn shǒu niān lái |
| [00:29.21] | suǒ yǐ wǒ jǐng jǐng yǒu xù jiāng měi yī bù dōu gěi biān pái |
| [00:32.21] | zhí dào wǒ jiàn dào tài duō hàn shuǐ hé nǔ lì dōu bèi yǎn mái |
| [00:35.05] | huò xǔ shì nián qīng qì shèng |
| [00:36.58] | zuò shì bù kǎo lǜ hòu guǒ |
| [00:38.04] | yòu huò shì qián shì zuò niè |
| [00:39.53] | zhǒng xià le tài duō è guǒ |
| [00:40.93] | gēn běn méi zuò chū chéng jī |
| [00:42.42] | què zǒng shì zì wǒ péng zhàng |
| [00:43.90] | duì zhōu wéi mò bù guān xīn hèn bù dé bǎ yǎn jīng méng shàng |
| [00:47.72] | qí shí měi ge rén dōu yí yàng |
| [00:50.36] | dōu huì yǒu jiè bù diào de xí guàn |
| [00:53.30] | zhǐ gù zhe měi yì tiān de mí huàn |
| [00:56.25] | què zǒng shì liú xià tài duō yí hàn |
| [00:58.32] | nèi xīn yǒu tài duō huà bù zhī dào xiàng shuí qīng sù |
| [01:01.22] | wú shù gè shī mián de yè bǎ shuō chàng dàng chéng le xīn fù |
| [01:04.18] | céng yǐ wéi dú xíng shì zhì yù zì jǐ zuì hǎo de liáng yào |
| [01:07.06] | kě gū dú zǒng huì ràng wǒ mò míng qí miào gǎn dào fán zào |
| [01:09.93] | yě xǔ jiù xiàng my mama shuō de wǒ shì lěng xuè dòng wù |
| [01:12.87] | bù tíng de fàng zòng zì jǐ huó zhe háo wú yòng chu |
| [01:15.75] | méi bàn fǎ kòng zhì zhù qíng xù zǒng shì dòng nù |
| [01:18.68] | huò xǔ zài bié rén yǎn lǐ wǒ TM jiù shì gè guài wù |
| [01:21.62] | lòu chū zhēng níng de miàn mù |
| [01:23.07] | ràng suǒ yǒu rén dōu yàn wù |
| [01:24.62] | tā men de lěng cháo rè fěng |
| [01:25.92] | bào qiàn wǒ TM cóng bù zài hu |
| [01:27.41] | hēi àn zhōng bù duàn pái huái |
| [01:28.87] | shēn shǒu dōu bú jiàn wǔ zhǐ |
| [01:30.42] | qí qiú zhe néng yǒu yī sī guāng míng cóng hēi àn zhōng mài rù |
| [01:33.32] | dào dǐ shì shén me ràng tā chū xīn kāi shǐ biàn wèi |
| [01:36.30] | tā zhǐ xiǎng yào zuò dì yī bù xiǎng zài diàn bèi |
| [01:39.14] | tài duō de trouble shǐ tā jīng lì zǎo jiù qiàn fèi |
| [01:42.18] | tā xiào zhe shuō bù guǎn zěn yàng dōu dé qù miàn duì |
| [01:44.92] | yī cì cì de shī bài |
| [01:45.84] | ràng tā xiǎng fǎ kāi shǐ biàn de jí duān |
| [01:47.85] | duì fù mǔ de yī lài |
| [01:48.81] | jiǔ le yě huì ràng tā gǎn dào bí suān |
| [01:50.67] | tā yě xiǎng yào biàn qiáng dà |
| [01:52.12] | xiàng suǒ yǒu rén dōu zhèng míng |
| [01:53.27] | dàn shēng huó hái dé jì xù |
| [01:54.42] | bù dé bù miàn lín hěn duō wèn tí |
| [01:55.92] | suǒ yǐ tā biàn de bù ài xiào |
| [01:57.33] | gǎi biàn le wài mào |
| [01:57.96] | huó chéng le zì jǐ de yīn yǐng |
| [01:59.33] | xiàng yī chǎng è mèng |
| [02:00.10] | bèi zhuā zhù hóu lóng |
| [02:00.81] | bù zhī hé shí cái néng qīng xǐng |
| [02:02.28] | suǒ yǒu de xìng yùn quán bù yòng jìn |
| [02:03.61] | bù jiē shòu mìng yùn gěi de zhòng bìng |
| [02:05.07] | jué bù tīng mìng lìng pīn shàng le xìng mìng |
| [02:06.63] | nǔ lì de táo tuō chū zhè gè mèng jìng |
| [02:09.32] |
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