Song | The Love Song Of J. Alfred Prufrock |
Artist | T.S.Eliot |
Artist | Robert Speaight |
Album | The Waste Land (And other T.S.Eliot Works) |
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[00:00.000] | 作曲 : T.S.Eliot |
[00:01.329] | The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock |
[00:05.529] | |
[00:07.130] | Let us go then, you and I, |
[00:09.044] | When the evening is spread out against the sky |
[00:12.233] | Like a patient etherized upon a table; |
[00:15.128] | Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets, |
[00:18.238] | The muttering retreats |
[00:19.418] | Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels |
[00:22.567] | And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells: |
[00:25.579] | Streets that follow like a tedious argument |
[00:28.850] | Of insidious intent |
[00:30.562] | To lead you to an overwhelming question ... |
[00:33.428] | Oh, do not ask, “What is it?” |
[00:35.781] | Let us go and make our visit. |
[00:39.101] | |
[00:40.201] | In the room the women come and go |
[00:43.389] | Talking of Michelangelo. |
[00:45.405] | |
[00:46.647] | The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the window-panes, |
[00:50.492] | The yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle on the window-panes, |
[00:54.327] | Licked its tongue into the corners of the evening, |
[00:57.576] | Lingered upon the pools that stand in drains, |
[01:01.174] | Let fall upon its back the soot that falls from chimneys, |
[01:05.427] | Slipped by the terrace, made a sudden leap, |
[01:08.920] | And seeing that it was a soft October night, |
[01:12.259] | Curled once about the house, and fell asleep. |
[01:16.605] | |
[01:17.872] | And indeed there will be time |
[01:20.147] | For the yellow smoke that slides along the street, |
[01:23.781] | Rubbing its back upon the window-panes; |
[01:26.178] | There will be time, there will be time |
[01:29.441] | To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet; |
[01:32.616] | There will be time to murder and create, |
[01:36.498] | And time for all the works and days of hands |
[01:39.660] | That lift and drop a question on your plate; |
[01:42.927] | Time for you and time for me, |
[01:45.555] | And time yet for a hundred indecisions, |
[01:48.558] | And for a hundred visions and revisions, |
[01:51.906] | Before the taking of a toast and tea. |
[01:54.962] | |
[01:56.204] | In the room the women come and go |
[01:59.722] | Talking of Michelangelo. |
[02:02.138] | |
[02:03.092] | And indeed there will be time |
[02:04.811] | To wonder, “Do I dare?” and, “Do I dare?” |
[02:10.806] | Time to turn back and descend the stair, |
[02:13.399] | With a bald spot in the middle of my hair — |
[02:16.998] | (They will say: “How his hair is growing thin!”) |
[02:21.343] | My morning coat, my collar mounting firmly to the chin, |
[02:25.629] | My necktie rich and modest, but asserted by a simple pin — |
[02:30.093] | (They will say: “But how his arms and legs are thin!”) |
[02:35.721] | Do I dare |
[02:38.109] | Disturb the universe? |
[02:40.213] | In a minute there is time |
[02:42.380] | For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse. |
[02:46.658] | |
[02:47.631] | For I have known them all already, known them all: |
[02:52.097] | Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons, |
[02:55.628] | I have measured out my life with coffee spoons; |
[02:59.548] | I know the voices dying with a dying fall |
[03:03.695] | Beneath the music from a farther room. |
[03:06.499] | So how should I presume? |
[03:10.017] | And I have known the eyes already, known them all— |
[03:13.325] | The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase, |
[03:16.147] | And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin, |
[03:20.947] | When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall, |
[03:23.597] | Then how should I begin |
[03:25.934] | To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways? |
[03:29.673] | And how should I presume? |
[03:32.626] | |
[03:33.484] | And I have known the arms already, known them all— |
[03:37.487] | Arms that are braceleted and white and bare |
[03:41.150] | (But in the lamplight, downed with light brown hair!) |
[03:45.445] | Is it perfume from a dress |
[03:48.596] | That makes me so digress? |
[03:50.531] | Arms that lie along a table, or wrap about a shawl. |
[03:55.955] | And should I then presume? |
[03:59.140] | And how should I begin? |
[04:01.823] | |
[04:02.530] | Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets |
[04:07.440] | And watched the smoke that rises from the pipes |
[04:10.749] | Of lonely men in shirt-sleeves, leaning out of windows? ... |
[04:14.428] | |
[04:15.473] | I should have been a pair of ragged claws |
[04:19.576] | Scuttling across the floors of silent seas. |
[04:23.294] | |
[04:24.430] | And the afternoon, the evening, sleeps so peacefully! |
[04:30.307] | Smoothed by long fingers, |
[04:32.741] | Asleep ... tired ... or it malingers, |
[04:37.766] | Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me. |
[04:41.290] | Should I, after tea and cakes and ices, |
[04:45.606] | Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis? |
[04:49.271] | But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed, |
[04:53.565] | Though I have seen my head (grown slightly bald) brought in upon a platter, |
[05:00.454] | I am no prophet — and here’s no great matter; |
[05:04.650] | I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker, |
[05:08.775] | And I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat, and snicker, |
[05:15.311] | And in short, I was afraid. |
[05:19.694] | |
[05:21.046] | And would it have been worth it, after all, |
[05:23.765] | After the cups, the marmalade, the tea, |
[05:26.680] | Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me, |
[05:30.493] | Would it have been worth while, |
[05:32.892] | To have bitten off the matter with a smile, |
[05:35.194] | To have squeezed the universe into a ball |
[05:38.470] | To roll it towards some overwhelming question, |
[05:41.530] | To say: “I am Lazarus, come from the dead, |
[05:45.707] | Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all”— |
[05:49.955] | If one, settling a pillow by her head |
[05:52.969] | Should say: “That is not what I meant at all; |
[05:57.470] | That is not it, at all.” |
[05:59.639] | |
[06:00.437] | And would it have been worth it, after all, |
[06:03.675] | Would it have been worth while, |
[06:05.570] | After the sunsets and the dooryards and the sprinkled streets, |
[06:09.975] | After the novels, after the teacups, after the skirts that trail along the floor— |
[06:16.233] | And this, and so much more?— |
[06:19.035] | It is impossible to say just what I mean! |
[06:22.114] | But as if a magic lantern threw the nerves in patterns on a screen: |
[06:26.351] | Would it have been worth while |
[06:28.826] | If one, settling a pillow or throwing off a shawl, |
[06:32.603] | And turning toward the window, should say: |
[06:35.640] | “That is not it at all, |
[06:38.205] | That is not what I meant, at all.” |
[06:42.162] | |
[06:43.069] | No! I am not Prince Hamlet, nor was meant to be; |
[06:47.671] | Am an attendant lord, one that will do |
[06:51.376] | To swell a progress, start a scene or two, |
[06:54.142] | Advise the prince; no doubt, an easy tool, |
[06:57.304] | Deferential, glad to be of use, |
[07:00.041] | Politic, cautious, and meticulous; |
[07:02.983] | Full of high sentence, but a bit obtuse; |
[07:06.491] | At times, indeed, almost ridiculous— |
[07:10.620] | Almost, at times, the Fool. |
[07:14.825] | |
[07:17.015] | I grow old ... I grow old ... |
[07:20.514] | I shall wear the bottoms of my trousers rolled. |
[07:23.870] | |
[07:24.378] | Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach? |
[07:29.290] | I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach. |
[07:34.462] | I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each. |
[07:39.929] | |
[07:40.513] | I do not think that they will sing to me. |
[07:42.641] | |
[07:43.611] | I have seen them riding seaward on the waves |
[07:46.721] | Combing the white hair of the waves blown back |
[07:49.982] | When the wind blows the water white and black. |
[07:52.893] | We have lingered in the chambers of the sea |
[07:57.388] | By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown |
[08:01.615] | Till human voices wake us, and we drown. |
[08:11.414] | |
[08:19.788] | The Hollow Men |
[08:21.751] | |
[08:22.427] | A penny for the Old Guy |
[08:24.003] | |
[08:25.311] | I |
[08:26.097] | |
[08:26.639] | We are the hollow men |
[08:28.645] | We are the stuffed men |
[08:30.725] | Leaning together |
[08:32.179] | Headpiece filled with straw. Alas! |
[08:35.989] | Our dried voices, when |
[08:38.135] | We whisper together |
[08:39.695] | Are quiet and meaningless |
[08:41.951] | As wind in dry grass |
[08:43.844] | Or rats' feet over broken glass |
[08:46.784] | In our dry cellar |
[08:49.210] | |
[08:49.808] | Shape without form, shade without colour, |
[08:54.323] | Paralysed force, gesture without motion; |
[08:58.699] | |
[08:59.564] | Those who have crossed |
[09:01.916] | With direct eyes, to death's other Kingdom |
[09:05.364] | Remember us-if at all-not as lost |
[09:09.839] | Violent souls, but only |
[09:12.549] | As the hollow men |
[09:14.935] | The stuffed men. |
[09:16.438] | |
[09:17.690] | II |
[09:18.095] | Eyes I dare not meet in dreams |
[09:20.302] | In death's dream kingdom |
[09:23.254] | These do not appear: |
[09:24.967] | There, the eyes are |
[09:27.318] | Sunlight on a broken column |
[09:29.832] | There, is a tree swinging |
[09:33.103] | And voices are |
[09:34.829] | In the wind's singing |
[09:36.702] | More distant and more solemn |
[09:39.499] | Than a fading star. |
[09:41.291] | |
[09:42.125] | Let me be no nearer |
[09:44.778] | In death's dream kingdom |
[09:47.216] | Let me also wear |
[09:49.153] | Such deliberate disguises |
[09:50.851] | Rat's coat, crowskin, crossed staves |
[09:54.247] | In a field |
[09:55.857] | Behaving as the wind behaves |
[09:59.013] | No nearer- |
[10:01.156] | |
[10:02.123] | Not that final meeting |
[10:04.901] | In the twilight kingdom |
[10:07.197] | |
[10:07.825] | III |
[10:09.200] | This is the dead land |
[10:11.898] | This is cactus land |
[10:13.848] | Here the stone images |
[10:15.850] | Are raised, here they receive |
[10:18.927] | The supplication of a dead man's hand |
[10:21.389] | Under the twinkle of a fading star. |
[10:26.276] | |
[10:26.868] | Is it like this |
[10:28.465] | In death's other kingdom |
[10:30.302] | Waking alone |
[10:31.824] | At the hour when we are |
[10:33.929] | Trembling with tenderness |
[10:35.866] | Lips that would kiss |
[10:38.651] | Form prayers to broken stone. |
[10:43.120] | |
[10:43.702] | IV |
[10:44.821] | The eyes are not here |
[10:46.887] | There are no eyes here |
[10:48.914] | In this valley of dying stars |
[10:51.432] | In this hollow valley |
[10:53.907] | This broken jaw of our lost kingdoms |
[10:57.360] | |
[10:58.066] | In this last of meeting places |
[11:01.867] | We grope together |
[11:03.518] | And avoid speech |
[11:05.245] | Gathered on this beach of the tumid river |
[11:08.919] | |
[11:09.526] | Sightless, unless |
[11:11.706] | The eyes reappear |
[11:13.564] | As the perpetual star |
[11:15.798] | Multifoliate rose |
[11:17.945] | Of death's twilight kingdom |
[11:20.805] | The hope only |
[11:23.716] | Of empty men. |
[11:25.840] | |
[11:27.091] | V |
[11:28.446] | Here we go round the prickly pear |
[11:29.965] | Prickly pear prickly pear |
[11:31.692] | Here we go round the prickly pear |
[11:34.003] | At five o'clock in the morning. |
[11:35.739] | |
[11:36.442] | Between the idea |
[11:38.266] | And the reality |
[11:40.134] | Between the motion |
[11:41.796] | And the act |
[11:43.187] | Falls the Shadow |
[11:46.139] | For Thine is the Kingdom |
[11:48.593] | |
[11:49.069] | Between the conception |
[11:50.812] | And the creation |
[11:52.390] | Between the emotion |
[11:53.976] | And the response |
[11:55.739] | Falls the Shadow |
[11:59.859] | Life is very long |
[12:02.137] | |
[12:03.311] | Between the desire |
[12:04.689] | And the spasm |
[12:06.242] | Between the potency |
[12:07.951] | And the existence |
[12:09.707] | Between the essence |
[12:11.669] | And the descent |
[12:13.498] | Falls the Shadow |
[12:17.004] | For Thine is the Kingdom |
[12:18.831] | |
[12:20.047] | For Thine is |
[12:23.928] | Life is |
[12:26.904] | For Thine is the |
[12:29.567] | |
[12:30.478] | This is the way the world ends |
[12:32.507] | This is the way the world ends |
[12:34.397] | This is the way the world ends |
[12:36.411] | Not with a bang but a whimper. |
[12:40.032] | |
[12:47.293] | Ash Wednesday |
[12:48.630] | |
[12:49.644] | I |
[12:50.781] | |
[12:50.938] | Because I do not hope to turn again |
[12:53.318] | Because I do not hope |
[12:55.371] | Because I do not hope to turn |
[12:57.499] | Desiring this man's gift and that man's scope |
[13:00.790] | I no longer strive to strive towards such things |
[13:05.014] | (Why should the agèd eagle stretch its wings?) |
[13:08.706] | Why should I mourn |
[13:10.923] | The vanished power of the usual reign? |
[13:13.887] | |
[13:14.885] | Because I do not hope to know |
[13:17.651] | The infirm glory of the positive hour |
[13:20.724] | Because I do not think |
[13:23.116] | Because I know I shall not know |
[13:25.703] | The one veritable transitory power |
[13:28.843] | Because I cannot drink |
[13:31.300] | There, where trees flower, and springs flow, for there is nothing again |
[13:39.252] | |
[13:39.829] | Because I know that time is always time |
[13:43.622] | And place is always and only place |
[13:46.862] | And what is actual is actual only for one time |
[13:50.954] | And only for one place |
[13:53.086] | I rejoice that things are as they are and |
[13:56.921] | I renounce the blessèd face |
[13:59.543] | And renounce the voice |
[14:01.655] | Because I cannot hope to turn again |
[14:05.070] | Consequently I rejoice, having to construct something |
[14:10.725] | Upon which to rejoice |
[14:12.787] | |
[14:13.516] | And pray to God to have mercy upon us |
[14:17.369] | And pray that I may forget |
[14:20.473] | These matters that with myself I too much discuss |
[14:24.662] | Too much explain |
[14:26.389] | Because I do not hope to turn again |
[14:30.392] | Let these words answer |
[14:32.775] | For what is done, not to be done again |
[14:36.282] | May the judgement not be too heavy upon us |
[14:40.685] | |
[14:41.326] | Because these wings are no longer wings to fly |
[14:45.536] | But merely vans to beat the air |
[14:48.602] | The air which is now thoroughly small and dry |
[14:52.761] | Smaller and dryer than the will |
[14:55.692] | Teach us to care and not to care Teach us to sit still. |
[15:02.993] | |
[15:03.958] | Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death |
[15:08.895] | Pray for us now and at the hour of our death. |
[15:13.856] | II |
[15:15.983] | Lady, three white leopards sat under a juniper-tree |
[15:20.911] | In the cool of the day, having fed to sateity |
[15:24.200] | On my legs my heart my liver and that which had been contained |
[15:28.305] | In the hollow round of my skull. And God said |
[15:32.169] | Shall these bones live? shall these |
[15:36.496] | Bones live? And that which had been contained |
[15:40.036] | In the bones (which were already dry) said chirping: |
[15:44.446] | Because of the goodness of this Lady |
[15:47.594] | And because of her loveliness, and because |
[15:50.944] | She honours the Virgin in meditation, |
[15:53.335] | We shine with brightness. And I who am here dissembled |
[15:58.857] | Proffer my deeds to oblivion, and my love |
[16:03.417] | To the posterity of the desert and the fruit of the gourd. |
[16:06.833] | It is this which recovers |
[16:09.311] | My guts the strings of my eyes and the indigestible portions |
[16:13.951] | Which the leopards reject. The Lady is withdrawn |
[16:19.041] | In a white gown, to contemplation, in a white gown. |
[16:24.399] | Let the whiteness of bones atone to forgetfulness. |
[16:29.318] | There is no life in them. As I am forgotten |
[16:34.517] | And would be forgotten, so I would forget |
[16:38.525] | Thus devoted, concentrated in purpose. And God said |
[16:44.892] | Prophesy to the wind, to the wind only for only |
[16:49.547] | The wind will listen. And the bones sang chirping |
[16:54.654] | With the burden of the grasshopper, saying |
[16:57.504] | |
[16:58.892] | Lady of silences |
[17:00.821] | Calm and distressed |
[17:02.581] | Torn and most whole |
[17:04.433] | Rose of memory |
[17:06.209] | Rose of forgetfulness |
[17:07.702] | Exhausted and life-giving |
[17:09.846] | Worried reposeful |
[17:11.634] | The single Rose |
[17:13.469] | Is now the Garden |
[17:15.152] | Where all loves end |
[17:16.882] | Terminate torment |
[17:18.916] | Of love unsatisfied |
[17:20.875] | The greater torment |
[17:22.650] | Of love satisfied |
[17:24.672] | End of the endless |
[17:27.024] | Journey to no end |
[17:28.853] | Conclusion of all that |
[17:30.605] | Is inconclusible |
[17:32.290] | Speech without word and |
[17:34.738] | Word of no speech |
[17:36.847] | Grace to the Mother |
[17:39.116] | For the Garden |
[17:41.060] | Where all love ends. |
[17:43.559] | |
[17:45.170] | Under a juniper-tree the bones sang, scattered and shining |
[17:51.278] | We are glad to be scattered, we did little good to each other, |
[17:55.392] | Under a tree in the cool of day, with the blessing of sand, |
[17:59.890] | Forgetting themselves and each other, united |
[18:03.472] | In the quiet of the desert. This is the land which ye |
[18:08.656] | Shall divide by lot. And neither division nor unity |
[18:12.872] | Matters. This is the land. We have our inheritance. |
[18:19.422] | |
[18:20.340] | III |
[18:23.843] | At the first turning of the second stair |
[18:26.753] | I turned and saw below |
[18:28.797] | The same shape twisted on the banister |
[18:31.679] | Under the vapour in the fetid air |
[18:34.327] | Struggling with the devil of the stairs who wears |
[18:38.267] | The deceitul face of hope and of despair. |
[18:42.215] | |
[18:43.261] | At the second turning of the second stair |
[18:46.877] | I left them twisting, turning below; |
[18:50.219] | There were no more faces and the stair was dark, |
[18:54.093] | Damp, jaggèd, like an old man's mouth drivelling, beyond repair, |
[19:00.422] | Or the toothed gullet of an agèd shark. |
[19:03.849] | |
[19:04.618] | At the first turning of the third stair |
[19:08.561] | Was a slotted window bellied like the figs's fruit |
[19:12.361] | And beyond the hawthorn blossom and a pasture scene |
[19:17.240] | The broadbacked figure drest in blue and green |
[19:21.437] | Enchanted the maytime with an antique flute. |
[19:24.906] | Blown hair is sweet, brown hair over the mouth blown, |
[19:30.314] | Lilac and brown hair; |
[19:33.318] | Distraction, music of the flute, stops and steps of the mind over the third stair, |
[19:41.344] | Fading, fading; strength beyond hope and despair |
[19:47.827] | Climbing the third stair. |
[19:50.763] | |
[19:52.820] | Lord, I am not worthy |
[19:54.991] | Lord, I am not worthy |
[19:58.553] | |
[19:59.270] | but speak the word only. |
[20:02.686] | IV |
[20:04.559] | Who walked between the violet and the violet |
[20:08.322] | Whe walked between |
[20:10.496] | The various ranks of varied green |
[20:12.610] | Going in white and blue, in Mary's colour, |
[20:15.895] | Talking of trivial things |
[20:17.662] | In ignorance and knowledge of eternal dolour |
[20:21.650] | Who moved among the others as they walked, |
[20:25.100] | Who then made strong the fountains and made fresh the springs |
[20:29.629] | |
[20:30.588] | Made cool the dry rock and made firm the sand |
[20:34.036] | In blue of larkspur, blue of Mary's colour, |
[20:38.686] | Sovegna vos |
[20:41.762] | |
[20:43.299] | Here are the years that walk between, bearing |
[20:46.959] | Away the fiddles and the flutes, restoring |
[20:50.446] | One who moves in the time between sleep and waking, wearing |
[20:55.340] | |
[20:56.097] | White light folded, sheathing about her, folded. |
[20:59.991] | The new years walk, restoring |
[21:03.698] | Through a bright cloud of tears, the years, restoring |
[21:08.792] | With a new verse the ancient rhyme. Redeem |
[21:13.356] | The time. Redeem |
[21:15.922] | The unread vision in the higher dream |
[21:19.007] | While jewelled unicorns draw by the gilded hearse. |
[21:24.078] | |
[21:25.282] | The silent sister veiled in white and blue |
[21:29.903] | Between the yews, behind the garden god, |
[21:33.259] | Whose flute is breathless, bent her head and signed but spoke no word |
[21:41.483] | |
[21:42.445] | But the fountain sprang up and the bird sang down |
[21:46.523] | Redeem the time, redeem the dream |
[21:49.759] | The token of the word unheard, unspoken |
[21:54.374] | |
[21:55.646] | Till the wind shake a thousand whispers from the yew |
[22:00.817] | |
[22:01.882] | And after this our exile |
[22:06.298] | |
[22:07.433] | V |
[22:08.420] | If the lost word is lost, if the spent word is spent |
[22:13.482] | If the unheard, unspoken |
[22:15.903] | Word is unspoken, unheard; |
[22:19.073] | Still is the unspoken word, the Word unheard, |
[22:24.485] | The Word without a word, the Word within |
[22:28.500] | The world and for the world; |
[22:30.936] | And the light shone in darkness and |
[22:34.111] | Against the Word the unstilled world still whirled |
[22:40.756] | About the centre of the silent Word. |
[22:44.218] | |
[22:45.726] | O my people, what have I done unto thee. |
[22:49.939] | |
[22:50.688] | Where shall the word be found, where will the word |
[22:54.568] | Resound? Not here, there is not enough silence |
[23:00.023] | Not on the sea or on the islands, not |
[23:03.972] | On the mainland, in the desert or the rain land, |
[23:07.296] | For those who walk in darkness |
[23:10.079] | Both in the day time and in the night time |
[23:13.217] | The right time and the right place are not here |
[23:17.182] | No place of grace for those who avoid the face |
[23:22.284] | No time to rejoice for those who walk among noise and deny the voice |
[23:30.479] | |
[23:30.923] | Will the veiled sister pray for |
[23:34.413] | Those who walk in darkness, who chose thee and oppose thee, |
[23:40.577] | Those who are torn on the horn between season and season, time and time, between |
[23:48.355] | Hour and hour, word and word, power and power, those who wait |
[23:55.809] | In darkness? Will the veiled sister pray |
[24:01.347] | For children at the gate |
[24:03.258] | Who will not go away and cannot pray: |
[24:06.372] | Pray for those who chose and oppose |
[24:11.951] | |
[24:12.974] | O my people, what have I done unto thee. |
[24:17.820] | |
[24:18.952] | Will the veiled sister between the slender |
[24:22.557] | Yew trees pray for those who offend her |
[24:25.948] | And are terrified and cannot surrender |
[24:29.402] | And affirm before the world and deny between the rocks |
[24:34.201] | In the last desert before the last blue rocks |
[24:38.563] | The desert in the garden the garden in the desert |
[24:42.387] | Of drouth, spitting from the mouth the withered apple-seed. |
[24:48.297] | |
[24:49.476] | O my people. |
[24:52.122] | VI |
[24:53.391] | Although I do not hope to turn again |
[24:57.457] | Although I do not hope |
[24:59.699] | Although I do not hope to turn |
[25:01.930] | |
[25:02.591] | Wavering between the profit and the loss |
[25:05.215] | In this brief transit where the dreams cross |
[25:08.447] | The dreamcrossed twilight between birth and dying |
[25:12.820] | (Bless me father) though I do not wish to wish these things |
[25:18.817] | From the wide window towards the granite shore |
[25:22.661] | The white sails still fly seaward, seaward flying |
[25:27.567] | Unbroken wings |
[25:29.337] | |
[25:30.095] | And the lost heart stiffens and rejoices |
[25:33.394] | In the lost lilac and the lost sea voices |
[25:36.818] | And the weak spirit quickens to rebel |
[25:40.252] | For the bent golden-rod and the lost sea smell |
[25:44.106] | Quickens to recover |
[25:46.266] | The cry of quail and the whirling plover |
[25:49.822] | And the blind eye creates |
[25:53.015] | The empty forms between the ivory gates |
[25:56.397] | And smell renews the salt savour of the sandy earth |
[26:02.531] | |
[26:03.960] | This is the time of tension between dying and birth |
[26:09.680] | The place of solitude where three dreams cross |
[26:14.435] | Between blue rocks |
[26:16.458] | But when the voices shaken from the yew-tree drift away |
[26:21.455] | Let the other yew be shaken and reply. |
[26:25.409] | |
[26:26.740] | Blessèd sister, holy mother, spirit of the fountain, spirit of the garden, |
[26:34.516] | Suffer us not to mock ourselves with falsehood |
[26:38.486] | Teach us to care and not to care |
[26:42.042] | Teach us to sit still |
[26:44.731] | Even among these rocks, |
[26:47.121] | Our peace in His will |
[26:50.491] | And even among these rocks |
[26:54.231] | Sister, mother |
[26:55.956] | And spirit of the river, spirit of the sea, |
[27:00.453] | Suffer me not to be separated |
[27:03.969] | |
[27:05.055] | And let my cry come unto Thee. |
[00:00.000] | zuo qu : T. S. Eliot |
[00:01.329] | The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock |
[00:05.529] | |
[00:07.130] | Let us go then, you and I, |
[00:09.044] | When the evening is spread out against the sky |
[00:12.233] | Like a patient etherized upon a table |
[00:15.128] | Let us go, through certain halfdeserted streets, |
[00:18.238] | The muttering retreats |
[00:19.418] | Of restless nights in onenight cheap hotels |
[00:22.567] | And sawdust restaurants with oystershells: |
[00:25.579] | Streets that follow like a tedious argument |
[00:28.850] | Of insidious intent |
[00:30.562] | To lead you to an overwhelming question ... |
[00:33.428] | Oh, do not ask, " What is it?" |
[00:35.781] | Let us go and make our visit. |
[00:39.101] | |
[00:40.201] | In the room the women come and go |
[00:43.389] | Talking of Michelangelo. |
[00:45.405] | |
[00:46.647] | The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the windowpanes, |
[00:50.492] | The yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle on the windowpanes, |
[00:54.327] | Licked its tongue into the corners of the evening, |
[00:57.576] | Lingered upon the pools that stand in drains, |
[01:01.174] | Let fall upon its back the soot that falls from chimneys, |
[01:05.427] | Slipped by the terrace, made a sudden leap, |
[01:08.920] | And seeing that it was a soft October night, |
[01:12.259] | Curled once about the house, and fell asleep. |
[01:16.605] | |
[01:17.872] | And indeed there will be time |
[01:20.147] | For the yellow smoke that slides along the street, |
[01:23.781] | Rubbing its back upon the windowpanes |
[01:26.178] | There will be time, there will be time |
[01:29.441] | To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet |
[01:32.616] | There will be time to murder and create, |
[01:36.498] | And time for all the works and days of hands |
[01:39.660] | That lift and drop a question on your plate |
[01:42.927] | Time for you and time for me, |
[01:45.555] | And time yet for a hundred indecisions, |
[01:48.558] | And for a hundred visions and revisions, |
[01:51.906] | Before the taking of a toast and tea. |
[01:54.962] | |
[01:56.204] | In the room the women come and go |
[01:59.722] | Talking of Michelangelo. |
[02:02.138] | |
[02:03.092] | And indeed there will be time |
[02:04.811] | To wonder, " Do I dare?" and, " Do I dare?" |
[02:10.806] | Time to turn back and descend the stair, |
[02:13.399] | With a bald spot in the middle of my hair |
[02:16.998] | They will say: " How his hair is growing thin!" |
[02:21.343] | My morning coat, my collar mounting firmly to the chin, |
[02:25.629] | My necktie rich and modest, but asserted by a simple pin |
[02:30.093] | They will say: " But how his arms and legs are thin!" |
[02:35.721] | Do I dare |
[02:38.109] | Disturb the universe? |
[02:40.213] | In a minute there is time |
[02:42.380] | For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse. |
[02:46.658] | |
[02:47.631] | For I have known them all already, known them all: |
[02:52.097] | Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons, |
[02:55.628] | I have measured out my life with coffee spoons |
[02:59.548] | I know the voices dying with a dying fall |
[03:03.695] | Beneath the music from a farther room. |
[03:06.499] | So how should I presume? |
[03:10.017] | And I have known the eyes already, known them all |
[03:13.325] | The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase, |
[03:16.147] | And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin, |
[03:20.947] | When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall, |
[03:23.597] | Then how should I begin |
[03:25.934] | To spit out all the buttends of my days and ways? |
[03:29.673] | And how should I presume? |
[03:32.626] | |
[03:33.484] | And I have known the arms already, known them all |
[03:37.487] | Arms that are braceleted and white and bare |
[03:41.150] | But in the lamplight, downed with light brown hair! |
[03:45.445] | Is it perfume from a dress |
[03:48.596] | That makes me so digress? |
[03:50.531] | Arms that lie along a table, or wrap about a shawl. |
[03:55.955] | And should I then presume? |
[03:59.140] | And how should I begin? |
[04:01.823] | |
[04:02.530] | Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets |
[04:07.440] | And watched the smoke that rises from the pipes |
[04:10.749] | Of lonely men in shirtsleeves, leaning out of windows? ... |
[04:14.428] | |
[04:15.473] | I should have been a pair of ragged claws |
[04:19.576] | Scuttling across the floors of silent seas. |
[04:23.294] | |
[04:24.430] | And the afternoon, the evening, sleeps so peacefully! |
[04:30.307] | Smoothed by long fingers, |
[04:32.741] | Asleep ... tired ... or it malingers, |
[04:37.766] | Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me. |
[04:41.290] | Should I, after tea and cakes and ices, |
[04:45.606] | Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis? |
[04:49.271] | But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed, |
[04:53.565] | Though I have seen my head grown slightly bald brought in upon a platter, |
[05:00.454] | I am no prophet and here' s no great matter |
[05:04.650] | I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker, |
[05:08.775] | And I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat, and snicker, |
[05:15.311] | And in short, I was afraid. |
[05:19.694] | |
[05:21.046] | And would it have been worth it, after all, |
[05:23.765] | After the cups, the marmalade, the tea, |
[05:26.680] | Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me, |
[05:30.493] | Would it have been worth while, |
[05:32.892] | To have bitten off the matter with a smile, |
[05:35.194] | To have squeezed the universe into a ball |
[05:38.470] | To roll it towards some overwhelming question, |
[05:41.530] | To say: " I am Lazarus, come from the dead, |
[05:45.707] | Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all" |
[05:49.955] | If one, settling a pillow by her head |
[05:52.969] | Should say: " That is not what I meant at all |
[05:57.470] | That is not it, at all." |
[05:59.639] | |
[06:00.437] | And would it have been worth it, after all, |
[06:03.675] | Would it have been worth while, |
[06:05.570] | After the sunsets and the dooryards and the sprinkled streets, |
[06:09.975] | After the novels, after the teacups, after the skirts that trail along the floor |
[06:16.233] | And this, and so much more? |
[06:19.035] | It is impossible to say just what I mean! |
[06:22.114] | But as if a magic lantern threw the nerves in patterns on a screen: |
[06:26.351] | Would it have been worth while |
[06:28.826] | If one, settling a pillow or throwing off a shawl, |
[06:32.603] | And turning toward the window, should say: |
[06:35.640] | " That is not it at all, |
[06:38.205] | That is not what I meant, at all." |
[06:42.162] | |
[06:43.069] | No! I am not Prince Hamlet, nor was meant to be |
[06:47.671] | Am an attendant lord, one that will do |
[06:51.376] | To swell a progress, start a scene or two, |
[06:54.142] | Advise the prince no doubt, an easy tool, |
[06:57.304] | Deferential, glad to be of use, |
[07:00.041] | Politic, cautious, and meticulous |
[07:02.983] | Full of high sentence, but a bit obtuse |
[07:06.491] | At times, indeed, almost ridiculous |
[07:10.620] | Almost, at times, the Fool. |
[07:14.825] | |
[07:17.015] | I grow old ... I grow old ... |
[07:20.514] | I shall wear the bottoms of my trousers rolled. |
[07:23.870] | |
[07:24.378] | Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach? |
[07:29.290] | I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach. |
[07:34.462] | I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each. |
[07:39.929] | |
[07:40.513] | I do not think that they will sing to me. |
[07:42.641] | |
[07:43.611] | I have seen them riding seaward on the waves |
[07:46.721] | Combing the white hair of the waves blown back |
[07:49.982] | When the wind blows the water white and black. |
[07:52.893] | We have lingered in the chambers of the sea |
[07:57.388] | By seagirls wreathed with seaweed red and brown |
[08:01.615] | Till human voices wake us, and we drown. |
[08:11.414] | |
[08:19.788] | The Hollow Men |
[08:21.751] | |
[08:22.427] | A penny for the Old Guy |
[08:24.003] | |
[08:25.311] | I |
[08:26.097] | |
[08:26.639] | We are the hollow men |
[08:28.645] | We are the stuffed men |
[08:30.725] | Leaning together |
[08:32.179] | Headpiece filled with straw. Alas! |
[08:35.989] | Our dried voices, when |
[08:38.135] | We whisper together |
[08:39.695] | Are quiet and meaningless |
[08:41.951] | As wind in dry grass |
[08:43.844] | Or rats' feet over broken glass |
[08:46.784] | In our dry cellar |
[08:49.210] | |
[08:49.808] | Shape without form, shade without colour, |
[08:54.323] | Paralysed force, gesture without motion |
[08:58.699] | |
[08:59.564] | Those who have crossed |
[09:01.916] | With direct eyes, to death' s other Kingdom |
[09:05.364] | Remember usif at allnot as lost |
[09:09.839] | Violent souls, but only |
[09:12.549] | As the hollow men |
[09:14.935] | The stuffed men. |
[09:16.438] | |
[09:17.690] | II |
[09:18.095] | Eyes I dare not meet in dreams |
[09:20.302] | In death' s dream kingdom |
[09:23.254] | These do not appear: |
[09:24.967] | There, the eyes are |
[09:27.318] | Sunlight on a broken column |
[09:29.832] | There, is a tree swinging |
[09:33.103] | And voices are |
[09:34.829] | In the wind' s singing |
[09:36.702] | More distant and more solemn |
[09:39.499] | Than a fading star. |
[09:41.291] | |
[09:42.125] | Let me be no nearer |
[09:44.778] | In death' s dream kingdom |
[09:47.216] | Let me also wear |
[09:49.153] | Such deliberate disguises |
[09:50.851] | Rat' s coat, crowskin, crossed staves |
[09:54.247] | In a field |
[09:55.857] | Behaving as the wind behaves |
[09:59.013] | No nearer |
[10:01.156] | |
[10:02.123] | Not that final meeting |
[10:04.901] | In the twilight kingdom |
[10:07.197] | |
[10:07.825] | III |
[10:09.200] | This is the dead land |
[10:11.898] | This is cactus land |
[10:13.848] | Here the stone images |
[10:15.850] | Are raised, here they receive |
[10:18.927] | The supplication of a dead man' s hand |
[10:21.389] | Under the twinkle of a fading star. |
[10:26.276] | |
[10:26.868] | Is it like this |
[10:28.465] | In death' s other kingdom |
[10:30.302] | Waking alone |
[10:31.824] | At the hour when we are |
[10:33.929] | Trembling with tenderness |
[10:35.866] | Lips that would kiss |
[10:38.651] | Form prayers to broken stone. |
[10:43.120] | |
[10:43.702] | IV |
[10:44.821] | The eyes are not here |
[10:46.887] | There are no eyes here |
[10:48.914] | In this valley of dying stars |
[10:51.432] | In this hollow valley |
[10:53.907] | This broken jaw of our lost kingdoms |
[10:57.360] | |
[10:58.066] | In this last of meeting places |
[11:01.867] | We grope together |
[11:03.518] | And avoid speech |
[11:05.245] | Gathered on this beach of the tumid river |
[11:08.919] | |
[11:09.526] | Sightless, unless |
[11:11.706] | The eyes reappear |
[11:13.564] | As the perpetual star |
[11:15.798] | Multifoliate rose |
[11:17.945] | Of death' s twilight kingdom |
[11:20.805] | The hope only |
[11:23.716] | Of empty men. |
[11:25.840] | |
[11:27.091] | V |
[11:28.446] | Here we go round the prickly pear |
[11:29.965] | Prickly pear prickly pear |
[11:31.692] | Here we go round the prickly pear |
[11:34.003] | At five o' clock in the morning. |
[11:35.739] | |
[11:36.442] | Between the idea |
[11:38.266] | And the reality |
[11:40.134] | Between the motion |
[11:41.796] | And the act |
[11:43.187] | Falls the Shadow |
[11:46.139] | For Thine is the Kingdom |
[11:48.593] | |
[11:49.069] | Between the conception |
[11:50.812] | And the creation |
[11:52.390] | Between the emotion |
[11:53.976] | And the response |
[11:55.739] | Falls the Shadow |
[11:59.859] | Life is very long |
[12:02.137] | |
[12:03.311] | Between the desire |
[12:04.689] | And the spasm |
[12:06.242] | Between the potency |
[12:07.951] | And the existence |
[12:09.707] | Between the essence |
[12:11.669] | And the descent |
[12:13.498] | Falls the Shadow |
[12:17.004] | For Thine is the Kingdom |
[12:18.831] | |
[12:20.047] | For Thine is |
[12:23.928] | Life is |
[12:26.904] | For Thine is the |
[12:29.567] | |
[12:30.478] | This is the way the world ends |
[12:32.507] | This is the way the world ends |
[12:34.397] | This is the way the world ends |
[12:36.411] | Not with a bang but a whimper. |
[12:40.032] | |
[12:47.293] | Ash Wednesday |
[12:48.630] | |
[12:49.644] | I |
[12:50.781] | |
[12:50.938] | Because I do not hope to turn again |
[12:53.318] | Because I do not hope |
[12:55.371] | Because I do not hope to turn |
[12:57.499] | Desiring this man' s gift and that man' s scope |
[13:00.790] | I no longer strive to strive towards such things |
[13:05.014] | Why should the age d eagle stretch its wings? |
[13:08.706] | Why should I mourn |
[13:10.923] | The vanished power of the usual reign? |
[13:13.887] | |
[13:14.885] | Because I do not hope to know |
[13:17.651] | The infirm glory of the positive hour |
[13:20.724] | Because I do not think |
[13:23.116] | Because I know I shall not know |
[13:25.703] | The one veritable transitory power |
[13:28.843] | Because I cannot drink |
[13:31.300] | There, where trees flower, and springs flow, for there is nothing again |
[13:39.252] | |
[13:39.829] | Because I know that time is always time |
[13:43.622] | And place is always and only place |
[13:46.862] | And what is actual is actual only for one time |
[13:50.954] | And only for one place |
[13:53.086] | I rejoice that things are as they are and |
[13:56.921] | I renounce the blesse d face |
[13:59.543] | And renounce the voice |
[14:01.655] | Because I cannot hope to turn again |
[14:05.070] | Consequently I rejoice, having to construct something |
[14:10.725] | Upon which to rejoice |
[14:12.787] | |
[14:13.516] | And pray to God to have mercy upon us |
[14:17.369] | And pray that I may forget |
[14:20.473] | These matters that with myself I too much discuss |
[14:24.662] | Too much explain |
[14:26.389] | Because I do not hope to turn again |
[14:30.392] | Let these words answer |
[14:32.775] | For what is done, not to be done again |
[14:36.282] | May the judgement not be too heavy upon us |
[14:40.685] | |
[14:41.326] | Because these wings are no longer wings to fly |
[14:45.536] | But merely vans to beat the air |
[14:48.602] | The air which is now thoroughly small and dry |
[14:52.761] | Smaller and dryer than the will |
[14:55.692] | Teach us to care and not to care Teach us to sit still. |
[15:02.993] | |
[15:03.958] | Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death |
[15:08.895] | Pray for us now and at the hour of our death. |
[15:13.856] | II |
[15:15.983] | Lady, three white leopards sat under a junipertree |
[15:20.911] | In the cool of the day, having fed to sateity |
[15:24.200] | On my legs my heart my liver and that which had been contained |
[15:28.305] | In the hollow round of my skull. And God said |
[15:32.169] | Shall these bones live? shall these |
[15:36.496] | Bones live? And that which had been contained |
[15:40.036] | In the bones which were already dry said chirping: |
[15:44.446] | Because of the goodness of this Lady |
[15:47.594] | And because of her loveliness, and because |
[15:50.944] | She honours the Virgin in meditation, |
[15:53.335] | We shine with brightness. And I who am here dissembled |
[15:58.857] | Proffer my deeds to oblivion, and my love |
[16:03.417] | To the posterity of the desert and the fruit of the gourd. |
[16:06.833] | It is this which recovers |
[16:09.311] | My guts the strings of my eyes and the indigestible portions |
[16:13.951] | Which the leopards reject. The Lady is withdrawn |
[16:19.041] | In a white gown, to contemplation, in a white gown. |
[16:24.399] | Let the whiteness of bones atone to forgetfulness. |
[16:29.318] | There is no life in them. As I am forgotten |
[16:34.517] | And would be forgotten, so I would forget |
[16:38.525] | Thus devoted, concentrated in purpose. And God said |
[16:44.892] | Prophesy to the wind, to the wind only for only |
[16:49.547] | The wind will listen. And the bones sang chirping |
[16:54.654] | With the burden of the grasshopper, saying |
[16:57.504] | |
[16:58.892] | Lady of silences |
[17:00.821] | Calm and distressed |
[17:02.581] | Torn and most whole |
[17:04.433] | Rose of memory |
[17:06.209] | Rose of forgetfulness |
[17:07.702] | Exhausted and lifegiving |
[17:09.846] | Worried reposeful |
[17:11.634] | The single Rose |
[17:13.469] | Is now the Garden |
[17:15.152] | Where all loves end |
[17:16.882] | Terminate torment |
[17:18.916] | Of love unsatisfied |
[17:20.875] | The greater torment |
[17:22.650] | Of love satisfied |
[17:24.672] | End of the endless |
[17:27.024] | Journey to no end |
[17:28.853] | Conclusion of all that |
[17:30.605] | Is inconclusible |
[17:32.290] | Speech without word and |
[17:34.738] | Word of no speech |
[17:36.847] | Grace to the Mother |
[17:39.116] | For the Garden |
[17:41.060] | Where all love ends. |
[17:43.559] | |
[17:45.170] | Under a junipertree the bones sang, scattered and shining |
[17:51.278] | We are glad to be scattered, we did little good to each other, |
[17:55.392] | Under a tree in the cool of day, with the blessing of sand, |
[17:59.890] | Forgetting themselves and each other, united |
[18:03.472] | In the quiet of the desert. This is the land which ye |
[18:08.656] | Shall divide by lot. And neither division nor unity |
[18:12.872] | Matters. This is the land. We have our inheritance. |
[18:19.422] | |
[18:20.340] | III |
[18:23.843] | At the first turning of the second stair |
[18:26.753] | I turned and saw below |
[18:28.797] | The same shape twisted on the banister |
[18:31.679] | Under the vapour in the fetid air |
[18:34.327] | Struggling with the devil of the stairs who wears |
[18:38.267] | The deceitul face of hope and of despair. |
[18:42.215] | |
[18:43.261] | At the second turning of the second stair |
[18:46.877] | I left them twisting, turning below |
[18:50.219] | There were no more faces and the stair was dark, |
[18:54.093] | Damp, jagge d, like an old man' s mouth drivelling, beyond repair, |
[19:00.422] | Or the toothed gullet of an age d shark. |
[19:03.849] | |
[19:04.618] | At the first turning of the third stair |
[19:08.561] | Was a slotted window bellied like the figs' s fruit |
[19:12.361] | And beyond the hawthorn blossom and a pasture scene |
[19:17.240] | The broadbacked figure drest in blue and green |
[19:21.437] | Enchanted the maytime with an antique flute. |
[19:24.906] | Blown hair is sweet, brown hair over the mouth blown, |
[19:30.314] | Lilac and brown hair |
[19:33.318] | Distraction, music of the flute, stops and steps of the mind over the third stair, |
[19:41.344] | Fading, fading strength beyond hope and despair |
[19:47.827] | Climbing the third stair. |
[19:50.763] | |
[19:52.820] | Lord, I am not worthy |
[19:54.991] | Lord, I am not worthy |
[19:58.553] | |
[19:59.270] | but speak the word only. |
[20:02.686] | IV |
[20:04.559] | Who walked between the violet and the violet |
[20:08.322] | Whe walked between |
[20:10.496] | The various ranks of varied green |
[20:12.610] | Going in white and blue, in Mary' s colour, |
[20:15.895] | Talking of trivial things |
[20:17.662] | In ignorance and knowledge of eternal dolour |
[20:21.650] | Who moved among the others as they walked, |
[20:25.100] | Who then made strong the fountains and made fresh the springs |
[20:29.629] | |
[20:30.588] | Made cool the dry rock and made firm the sand |
[20:34.036] | In blue of larkspur, blue of Mary' s colour, |
[20:38.686] | Sovegna vos |
[20:41.762] | |
[20:43.299] | Here are the years that walk between, bearing |
[20:46.959] | Away the fiddles and the flutes, restoring |
[20:50.446] | One who moves in the time between sleep and waking, wearing |
[20:55.340] | |
[20:56.097] | White light folded, sheathing about her, folded. |
[20:59.991] | The new years walk, restoring |
[21:03.698] | Through a bright cloud of tears, the years, restoring |
[21:08.792] | With a new verse the ancient rhyme. Redeem |
[21:13.356] | The time. Redeem |
[21:15.922] | The unread vision in the higher dream |
[21:19.007] | While jewelled unicorns draw by the gilded hearse. |
[21:24.078] | |
[21:25.282] | The silent sister veiled in white and blue |
[21:29.903] | Between the yews, behind the garden god, |
[21:33.259] | Whose flute is breathless, bent her head and signed but spoke no word |
[21:41.483] | |
[21:42.445] | But the fountain sprang up and the bird sang down |
[21:46.523] | Redeem the time, redeem the dream |
[21:49.759] | The token of the word unheard, unspoken |
[21:54.374] | |
[21:55.646] | Till the wind shake a thousand whispers from the yew |
[22:00.817] | |
[22:01.882] | And after this our exile |
[22:06.298] | |
[22:07.433] | V |
[22:08.420] | If the lost word is lost, if the spent word is spent |
[22:13.482] | If the unheard, unspoken |
[22:15.903] | Word is unspoken, unheard |
[22:19.073] | Still is the unspoken word, the Word unheard, |
[22:24.485] | The Word without a word, the Word within |
[22:28.500] | The world and for the world |
[22:30.936] | And the light shone in darkness and |
[22:34.111] | Against the Word the unstilled world still whirled |
[22:40.756] | About the centre of the silent Word. |
[22:44.218] | |
[22:45.726] | O my people, what have I done unto thee. |
[22:49.939] | |
[22:50.688] | Where shall the word be found, where will the word |
[22:54.568] | Resound? Not here, there is not enough silence |
[23:00.023] | Not on the sea or on the islands, not |
[23:03.972] | On the mainland, in the desert or the rain land, |
[23:07.296] | For those who walk in darkness |
[23:10.079] | Both in the day time and in the night time |
[23:13.217] | The right time and the right place are not here |
[23:17.182] | No place of grace for those who avoid the face |
[23:22.284] | No time to rejoice for those who walk among noise and deny the voice |
[23:30.479] | |
[23:30.923] | Will the veiled sister pray for |
[23:34.413] | Those who walk in darkness, who chose thee and oppose thee, |
[23:40.577] | Those who are torn on the horn between season and season, time and time, between |
[23:48.355] | Hour and hour, word and word, power and power, those who wait |
[23:55.809] | In darkness? Will the veiled sister pray |
[24:01.347] | For children at the gate |
[24:03.258] | Who will not go away and cannot pray: |
[24:06.372] | Pray for those who chose and oppose |
[24:11.951] | |
[24:12.974] | O my people, what have I done unto thee. |
[24:17.820] | |
[24:18.952] | Will the veiled sister between the slender |
[24:22.557] | Yew trees pray for those who offend her |
[24:25.948] | And are terrified and cannot surrender |
[24:29.402] | And affirm before the world and deny between the rocks |
[24:34.201] | In the last desert before the last blue rocks |
[24:38.563] | The desert in the garden the garden in the desert |
[24:42.387] | Of drouth, spitting from the mouth the withered appleseed. |
[24:48.297] | |
[24:49.476] | O my people. |
[24:52.122] | VI |
[24:53.391] | Although I do not hope to turn again |
[24:57.457] | Although I do not hope |
[24:59.699] | Although I do not hope to turn |
[25:01.930] | |
[25:02.591] | Wavering between the profit and the loss |
[25:05.215] | In this brief transit where the dreams cross |
[25:08.447] | The dreamcrossed twilight between birth and dying |
[25:12.820] | Bless me father though I do not wish to wish these things |
[25:18.817] | From the wide window towards the granite shore |
[25:22.661] | The white sails still fly seaward, seaward flying |
[25:27.567] | Unbroken wings |
[25:29.337] | |
[25:30.095] | And the lost heart stiffens and rejoices |
[25:33.394] | In the lost lilac and the lost sea voices |
[25:36.818] | And the weak spirit quickens to rebel |
[25:40.252] | For the bent goldenrod and the lost sea smell |
[25:44.106] | Quickens to recover |
[25:46.266] | The cry of quail and the whirling plover |
[25:49.822] | And the blind eye creates |
[25:53.015] | The empty forms between the ivory gates |
[25:56.397] | And smell renews the salt savour of the sandy earth |
[26:02.531] | |
[26:03.960] | This is the time of tension between dying and birth |
[26:09.680] | The place of solitude where three dreams cross |
[26:14.435] | Between blue rocks |
[26:16.458] | But when the voices shaken from the yewtree drift away |
[26:21.455] | Let the other yew be shaken and reply. |
[26:25.409] | |
[26:26.740] | Blesse d sister, holy mother, spirit of the fountain, spirit of the garden, |
[26:34.516] | Suffer us not to mock ourselves with falsehood |
[26:38.486] | Teach us to care and not to care |
[26:42.042] | Teach us to sit still |
[26:44.731] | Even among these rocks, |
[26:47.121] | Our peace in His will |
[26:50.491] | And even among these rocks |
[26:54.231] | Sister, mother |
[26:55.956] | And spirit of the river, spirit of the sea, |
[27:00.453] | Suffer me not to be separated |
[27:03.969] | |
[27:05.055] | And let my cry come unto Thee. |
[00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : T. S. Eliot |
[00:01.329] | The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock |
[00:05.529] | |
[00:07.130] | Let us go then, you and I, |
[00:09.044] | When the evening is spread out against the sky |
[00:12.233] | Like a patient etherized upon a table |
[00:15.128] | Let us go, through certain halfdeserted streets, |
[00:18.238] | The muttering retreats |
[00:19.418] | Of restless nights in onenight cheap hotels |
[00:22.567] | And sawdust restaurants with oystershells: |
[00:25.579] | Streets that follow like a tedious argument |
[00:28.850] | Of insidious intent |
[00:30.562] | To lead you to an overwhelming question ... |
[00:33.428] | Oh, do not ask, " What is it?" |
[00:35.781] | Let us go and make our visit. |
[00:39.101] | |
[00:40.201] | In the room the women come and go |
[00:43.389] | Talking of Michelangelo. |
[00:45.405] | |
[00:46.647] | The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the windowpanes, |
[00:50.492] | The yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle on the windowpanes, |
[00:54.327] | Licked its tongue into the corners of the evening, |
[00:57.576] | Lingered upon the pools that stand in drains, |
[01:01.174] | Let fall upon its back the soot that falls from chimneys, |
[01:05.427] | Slipped by the terrace, made a sudden leap, |
[01:08.920] | And seeing that it was a soft October night, |
[01:12.259] | Curled once about the house, and fell asleep. |
[01:16.605] | |
[01:17.872] | And indeed there will be time |
[01:20.147] | For the yellow smoke that slides along the street, |
[01:23.781] | Rubbing its back upon the windowpanes |
[01:26.178] | There will be time, there will be time |
[01:29.441] | To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet |
[01:32.616] | There will be time to murder and create, |
[01:36.498] | And time for all the works and days of hands |
[01:39.660] | That lift and drop a question on your plate |
[01:42.927] | Time for you and time for me, |
[01:45.555] | And time yet for a hundred indecisions, |
[01:48.558] | And for a hundred visions and revisions, |
[01:51.906] | Before the taking of a toast and tea. |
[01:54.962] | |
[01:56.204] | In the room the women come and go |
[01:59.722] | Talking of Michelangelo. |
[02:02.138] | |
[02:03.092] | And indeed there will be time |
[02:04.811] | To wonder, " Do I dare?" and, " Do I dare?" |
[02:10.806] | Time to turn back and descend the stair, |
[02:13.399] | With a bald spot in the middle of my hair |
[02:16.998] | They will say: " How his hair is growing thin!" |
[02:21.343] | My morning coat, my collar mounting firmly to the chin, |
[02:25.629] | My necktie rich and modest, but asserted by a simple pin |
[02:30.093] | They will say: " But how his arms and legs are thin!" |
[02:35.721] | Do I dare |
[02:38.109] | Disturb the universe? |
[02:40.213] | In a minute there is time |
[02:42.380] | For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse. |
[02:46.658] | |
[02:47.631] | For I have known them all already, known them all: |
[02:52.097] | Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons, |
[02:55.628] | I have measured out my life with coffee spoons |
[02:59.548] | I know the voices dying with a dying fall |
[03:03.695] | Beneath the music from a farther room. |
[03:06.499] | So how should I presume? |
[03:10.017] | And I have known the eyes already, known them all |
[03:13.325] | The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase, |
[03:16.147] | And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin, |
[03:20.947] | When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall, |
[03:23.597] | Then how should I begin |
[03:25.934] | To spit out all the buttends of my days and ways? |
[03:29.673] | And how should I presume? |
[03:32.626] | |
[03:33.484] | And I have known the arms already, known them all |
[03:37.487] | Arms that are braceleted and white and bare |
[03:41.150] | But in the lamplight, downed with light brown hair! |
[03:45.445] | Is it perfume from a dress |
[03:48.596] | That makes me so digress? |
[03:50.531] | Arms that lie along a table, or wrap about a shawl. |
[03:55.955] | And should I then presume? |
[03:59.140] | And how should I begin? |
[04:01.823] | |
[04:02.530] | Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets |
[04:07.440] | And watched the smoke that rises from the pipes |
[04:10.749] | Of lonely men in shirtsleeves, leaning out of windows? ... |
[04:14.428] | |
[04:15.473] | I should have been a pair of ragged claws |
[04:19.576] | Scuttling across the floors of silent seas. |
[04:23.294] | |
[04:24.430] | And the afternoon, the evening, sleeps so peacefully! |
[04:30.307] | Smoothed by long fingers, |
[04:32.741] | Asleep ... tired ... or it malingers, |
[04:37.766] | Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me. |
[04:41.290] | Should I, after tea and cakes and ices, |
[04:45.606] | Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis? |
[04:49.271] | But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed, |
[04:53.565] | Though I have seen my head grown slightly bald brought in upon a platter, |
[05:00.454] | I am no prophet and here' s no great matter |
[05:04.650] | I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker, |
[05:08.775] | And I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat, and snicker, |
[05:15.311] | And in short, I was afraid. |
[05:19.694] | |
[05:21.046] | And would it have been worth it, after all, |
[05:23.765] | After the cups, the marmalade, the tea, |
[05:26.680] | Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me, |
[05:30.493] | Would it have been worth while, |
[05:32.892] | To have bitten off the matter with a smile, |
[05:35.194] | To have squeezed the universe into a ball |
[05:38.470] | To roll it towards some overwhelming question, |
[05:41.530] | To say: " I am Lazarus, come from the dead, |
[05:45.707] | Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all" |
[05:49.955] | If one, settling a pillow by her head |
[05:52.969] | Should say: " That is not what I meant at all |
[05:57.470] | That is not it, at all." |
[05:59.639] | |
[06:00.437] | And would it have been worth it, after all, |
[06:03.675] | Would it have been worth while, |
[06:05.570] | After the sunsets and the dooryards and the sprinkled streets, |
[06:09.975] | After the novels, after the teacups, after the skirts that trail along the floor |
[06:16.233] | And this, and so much more? |
[06:19.035] | It is impossible to say just what I mean! |
[06:22.114] | But as if a magic lantern threw the nerves in patterns on a screen: |
[06:26.351] | Would it have been worth while |
[06:28.826] | If one, settling a pillow or throwing off a shawl, |
[06:32.603] | And turning toward the window, should say: |
[06:35.640] | " That is not it at all, |
[06:38.205] | That is not what I meant, at all." |
[06:42.162] | |
[06:43.069] | No! I am not Prince Hamlet, nor was meant to be |
[06:47.671] | Am an attendant lord, one that will do |
[06:51.376] | To swell a progress, start a scene or two, |
[06:54.142] | Advise the prince no doubt, an easy tool, |
[06:57.304] | Deferential, glad to be of use, |
[07:00.041] | Politic, cautious, and meticulous |
[07:02.983] | Full of high sentence, but a bit obtuse |
[07:06.491] | At times, indeed, almost ridiculous |
[07:10.620] | Almost, at times, the Fool. |
[07:14.825] | |
[07:17.015] | I grow old ... I grow old ... |
[07:20.514] | I shall wear the bottoms of my trousers rolled. |
[07:23.870] | |
[07:24.378] | Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach? |
[07:29.290] | I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach. |
[07:34.462] | I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each. |
[07:39.929] | |
[07:40.513] | I do not think that they will sing to me. |
[07:42.641] | |
[07:43.611] | I have seen them riding seaward on the waves |
[07:46.721] | Combing the white hair of the waves blown back |
[07:49.982] | When the wind blows the water white and black. |
[07:52.893] | We have lingered in the chambers of the sea |
[07:57.388] | By seagirls wreathed with seaweed red and brown |
[08:01.615] | Till human voices wake us, and we drown. |
[08:11.414] | |
[08:19.788] | The Hollow Men |
[08:21.751] | |
[08:22.427] | A penny for the Old Guy |
[08:24.003] | |
[08:25.311] | I |
[08:26.097] | |
[08:26.639] | We are the hollow men |
[08:28.645] | We are the stuffed men |
[08:30.725] | Leaning together |
[08:32.179] | Headpiece filled with straw. Alas! |
[08:35.989] | Our dried voices, when |
[08:38.135] | We whisper together |
[08:39.695] | Are quiet and meaningless |
[08:41.951] | As wind in dry grass |
[08:43.844] | Or rats' feet over broken glass |
[08:46.784] | In our dry cellar |
[08:49.210] | |
[08:49.808] | Shape without form, shade without colour, |
[08:54.323] | Paralysed force, gesture without motion |
[08:58.699] | |
[08:59.564] | Those who have crossed |
[09:01.916] | With direct eyes, to death' s other Kingdom |
[09:05.364] | Remember usif at allnot as lost |
[09:09.839] | Violent souls, but only |
[09:12.549] | As the hollow men |
[09:14.935] | The stuffed men. |
[09:16.438] | |
[09:17.690] | II |
[09:18.095] | Eyes I dare not meet in dreams |
[09:20.302] | In death' s dream kingdom |
[09:23.254] | These do not appear: |
[09:24.967] | There, the eyes are |
[09:27.318] | Sunlight on a broken column |
[09:29.832] | There, is a tree swinging |
[09:33.103] | And voices are |
[09:34.829] | In the wind' s singing |
[09:36.702] | More distant and more solemn |
[09:39.499] | Than a fading star. |
[09:41.291] | |
[09:42.125] | Let me be no nearer |
[09:44.778] | In death' s dream kingdom |
[09:47.216] | Let me also wear |
[09:49.153] | Such deliberate disguises |
[09:50.851] | Rat' s coat, crowskin, crossed staves |
[09:54.247] | In a field |
[09:55.857] | Behaving as the wind behaves |
[09:59.013] | No nearer |
[10:01.156] | |
[10:02.123] | Not that final meeting |
[10:04.901] | In the twilight kingdom |
[10:07.197] | |
[10:07.825] | III |
[10:09.200] | This is the dead land |
[10:11.898] | This is cactus land |
[10:13.848] | Here the stone images |
[10:15.850] | Are raised, here they receive |
[10:18.927] | The supplication of a dead man' s hand |
[10:21.389] | Under the twinkle of a fading star. |
[10:26.276] | |
[10:26.868] | Is it like this |
[10:28.465] | In death' s other kingdom |
[10:30.302] | Waking alone |
[10:31.824] | At the hour when we are |
[10:33.929] | Trembling with tenderness |
[10:35.866] | Lips that would kiss |
[10:38.651] | Form prayers to broken stone. |
[10:43.120] | |
[10:43.702] | IV |
[10:44.821] | The eyes are not here |
[10:46.887] | There are no eyes here |
[10:48.914] | In this valley of dying stars |
[10:51.432] | In this hollow valley |
[10:53.907] | This broken jaw of our lost kingdoms |
[10:57.360] | |
[10:58.066] | In this last of meeting places |
[11:01.867] | We grope together |
[11:03.518] | And avoid speech |
[11:05.245] | Gathered on this beach of the tumid river |
[11:08.919] | |
[11:09.526] | Sightless, unless |
[11:11.706] | The eyes reappear |
[11:13.564] | As the perpetual star |
[11:15.798] | Multifoliate rose |
[11:17.945] | Of death' s twilight kingdom |
[11:20.805] | The hope only |
[11:23.716] | Of empty men. |
[11:25.840] | |
[11:27.091] | V |
[11:28.446] | Here we go round the prickly pear |
[11:29.965] | Prickly pear prickly pear |
[11:31.692] | Here we go round the prickly pear |
[11:34.003] | At five o' clock in the morning. |
[11:35.739] | |
[11:36.442] | Between the idea |
[11:38.266] | And the reality |
[11:40.134] | Between the motion |
[11:41.796] | And the act |
[11:43.187] | Falls the Shadow |
[11:46.139] | For Thine is the Kingdom |
[11:48.593] | |
[11:49.069] | Between the conception |
[11:50.812] | And the creation |
[11:52.390] | Between the emotion |
[11:53.976] | And the response |
[11:55.739] | Falls the Shadow |
[11:59.859] | Life is very long |
[12:02.137] | |
[12:03.311] | Between the desire |
[12:04.689] | And the spasm |
[12:06.242] | Between the potency |
[12:07.951] | And the existence |
[12:09.707] | Between the essence |
[12:11.669] | And the descent |
[12:13.498] | Falls the Shadow |
[12:17.004] | For Thine is the Kingdom |
[12:18.831] | |
[12:20.047] | For Thine is |
[12:23.928] | Life is |
[12:26.904] | For Thine is the |
[12:29.567] | |
[12:30.478] | This is the way the world ends |
[12:32.507] | This is the way the world ends |
[12:34.397] | This is the way the world ends |
[12:36.411] | Not with a bang but a whimper. |
[12:40.032] | |
[12:47.293] | Ash Wednesday |
[12:48.630] | |
[12:49.644] | I |
[12:50.781] | |
[12:50.938] | Because I do not hope to turn again |
[12:53.318] | Because I do not hope |
[12:55.371] | Because I do not hope to turn |
[12:57.499] | Desiring this man' s gift and that man' s scope |
[13:00.790] | I no longer strive to strive towards such things |
[13:05.014] | Why should the agè d eagle stretch its wings? |
[13:08.706] | Why should I mourn |
[13:10.923] | The vanished power of the usual reign? |
[13:13.887] | |
[13:14.885] | Because I do not hope to know |
[13:17.651] | The infirm glory of the positive hour |
[13:20.724] | Because I do not think |
[13:23.116] | Because I know I shall not know |
[13:25.703] | The one veritable transitory power |
[13:28.843] | Because I cannot drink |
[13:31.300] | There, where trees flower, and springs flow, for there is nothing again |
[13:39.252] | |
[13:39.829] | Because I know that time is always time |
[13:43.622] | And place is always and only place |
[13:46.862] | And what is actual is actual only for one time |
[13:50.954] | And only for one place |
[13:53.086] | I rejoice that things are as they are and |
[13:56.921] | I renounce the blessè d face |
[13:59.543] | And renounce the voice |
[14:01.655] | Because I cannot hope to turn again |
[14:05.070] | Consequently I rejoice, having to construct something |
[14:10.725] | Upon which to rejoice |
[14:12.787] | |
[14:13.516] | And pray to God to have mercy upon us |
[14:17.369] | And pray that I may forget |
[14:20.473] | These matters that with myself I too much discuss |
[14:24.662] | Too much explain |
[14:26.389] | Because I do not hope to turn again |
[14:30.392] | Let these words answer |
[14:32.775] | For what is done, not to be done again |
[14:36.282] | May the judgement not be too heavy upon us |
[14:40.685] | |
[14:41.326] | Because these wings are no longer wings to fly |
[14:45.536] | But merely vans to beat the air |
[14:48.602] | The air which is now thoroughly small and dry |
[14:52.761] | Smaller and dryer than the will |
[14:55.692] | Teach us to care and not to care Teach us to sit still. |
[15:02.993] | |
[15:03.958] | Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death |
[15:08.895] | Pray for us now and at the hour of our death. |
[15:13.856] | II |
[15:15.983] | Lady, three white leopards sat under a junipertree |
[15:20.911] | In the cool of the day, having fed to sateity |
[15:24.200] | On my legs my heart my liver and that which had been contained |
[15:28.305] | In the hollow round of my skull. And God said |
[15:32.169] | Shall these bones live? shall these |
[15:36.496] | Bones live? And that which had been contained |
[15:40.036] | In the bones which were already dry said chirping: |
[15:44.446] | Because of the goodness of this Lady |
[15:47.594] | And because of her loveliness, and because |
[15:50.944] | She honours the Virgin in meditation, |
[15:53.335] | We shine with brightness. And I who am here dissembled |
[15:58.857] | Proffer my deeds to oblivion, and my love |
[16:03.417] | To the posterity of the desert and the fruit of the gourd. |
[16:06.833] | It is this which recovers |
[16:09.311] | My guts the strings of my eyes and the indigestible portions |
[16:13.951] | Which the leopards reject. The Lady is withdrawn |
[16:19.041] | In a white gown, to contemplation, in a white gown. |
[16:24.399] | Let the whiteness of bones atone to forgetfulness. |
[16:29.318] | There is no life in them. As I am forgotten |
[16:34.517] | And would be forgotten, so I would forget |
[16:38.525] | Thus devoted, concentrated in purpose. And God said |
[16:44.892] | Prophesy to the wind, to the wind only for only |
[16:49.547] | The wind will listen. And the bones sang chirping |
[16:54.654] | With the burden of the grasshopper, saying |
[16:57.504] | |
[16:58.892] | Lady of silences |
[17:00.821] | Calm and distressed |
[17:02.581] | Torn and most whole |
[17:04.433] | Rose of memory |
[17:06.209] | Rose of forgetfulness |
[17:07.702] | Exhausted and lifegiving |
[17:09.846] | Worried reposeful |
[17:11.634] | The single Rose |
[17:13.469] | Is now the Garden |
[17:15.152] | Where all loves end |
[17:16.882] | Terminate torment |
[17:18.916] | Of love unsatisfied |
[17:20.875] | The greater torment |
[17:22.650] | Of love satisfied |
[17:24.672] | End of the endless |
[17:27.024] | Journey to no end |
[17:28.853] | Conclusion of all that |
[17:30.605] | Is inconclusible |
[17:32.290] | Speech without word and |
[17:34.738] | Word of no speech |
[17:36.847] | Grace to the Mother |
[17:39.116] | For the Garden |
[17:41.060] | Where all love ends. |
[17:43.559] | |
[17:45.170] | Under a junipertree the bones sang, scattered and shining |
[17:51.278] | We are glad to be scattered, we did little good to each other, |
[17:55.392] | Under a tree in the cool of day, with the blessing of sand, |
[17:59.890] | Forgetting themselves and each other, united |
[18:03.472] | In the quiet of the desert. This is the land which ye |
[18:08.656] | Shall divide by lot. And neither division nor unity |
[18:12.872] | Matters. This is the land. We have our inheritance. |
[18:19.422] | |
[18:20.340] | III |
[18:23.843] | At the first turning of the second stair |
[18:26.753] | I turned and saw below |
[18:28.797] | The same shape twisted on the banister |
[18:31.679] | Under the vapour in the fetid air |
[18:34.327] | Struggling with the devil of the stairs who wears |
[18:38.267] | The deceitul face of hope and of despair. |
[18:42.215] | |
[18:43.261] | At the second turning of the second stair |
[18:46.877] | I left them twisting, turning below |
[18:50.219] | There were no more faces and the stair was dark, |
[18:54.093] | Damp, jaggè d, like an old man' s mouth drivelling, beyond repair, |
[19:00.422] | Or the toothed gullet of an agè d shark. |
[19:03.849] | |
[19:04.618] | At the first turning of the third stair |
[19:08.561] | Was a slotted window bellied like the figs' s fruit |
[19:12.361] | And beyond the hawthorn blossom and a pasture scene |
[19:17.240] | The broadbacked figure drest in blue and green |
[19:21.437] | Enchanted the maytime with an antique flute. |
[19:24.906] | Blown hair is sweet, brown hair over the mouth blown, |
[19:30.314] | Lilac and brown hair |
[19:33.318] | Distraction, music of the flute, stops and steps of the mind over the third stair, |
[19:41.344] | Fading, fading strength beyond hope and despair |
[19:47.827] | Climbing the third stair. |
[19:50.763] | |
[19:52.820] | Lord, I am not worthy |
[19:54.991] | Lord, I am not worthy |
[19:58.553] | |
[19:59.270] | but speak the word only. |
[20:02.686] | IV |
[20:04.559] | Who walked between the violet and the violet |
[20:08.322] | Whe walked between |
[20:10.496] | The various ranks of varied green |
[20:12.610] | Going in white and blue, in Mary' s colour, |
[20:15.895] | Talking of trivial things |
[20:17.662] | In ignorance and knowledge of eternal dolour |
[20:21.650] | Who moved among the others as they walked, |
[20:25.100] | Who then made strong the fountains and made fresh the springs |
[20:29.629] | |
[20:30.588] | Made cool the dry rock and made firm the sand |
[20:34.036] | In blue of larkspur, blue of Mary' s colour, |
[20:38.686] | Sovegna vos |
[20:41.762] | |
[20:43.299] | Here are the years that walk between, bearing |
[20:46.959] | Away the fiddles and the flutes, restoring |
[20:50.446] | One who moves in the time between sleep and waking, wearing |
[20:55.340] | |
[20:56.097] | White light folded, sheathing about her, folded. |
[20:59.991] | The new years walk, restoring |
[21:03.698] | Through a bright cloud of tears, the years, restoring |
[21:08.792] | With a new verse the ancient rhyme. Redeem |
[21:13.356] | The time. Redeem |
[21:15.922] | The unread vision in the higher dream |
[21:19.007] | While jewelled unicorns draw by the gilded hearse. |
[21:24.078] | |
[21:25.282] | The silent sister veiled in white and blue |
[21:29.903] | Between the yews, behind the garden god, |
[21:33.259] | Whose flute is breathless, bent her head and signed but spoke no word |
[21:41.483] | |
[21:42.445] | But the fountain sprang up and the bird sang down |
[21:46.523] | Redeem the time, redeem the dream |
[21:49.759] | The token of the word unheard, unspoken |
[21:54.374] | |
[21:55.646] | Till the wind shake a thousand whispers from the yew |
[22:00.817] | |
[22:01.882] | And after this our exile |
[22:06.298] | |
[22:07.433] | V |
[22:08.420] | If the lost word is lost, if the spent word is spent |
[22:13.482] | If the unheard, unspoken |
[22:15.903] | Word is unspoken, unheard |
[22:19.073] | Still is the unspoken word, the Word unheard, |
[22:24.485] | The Word without a word, the Word within |
[22:28.500] | The world and for the world |
[22:30.936] | And the light shone in darkness and |
[22:34.111] | Against the Word the unstilled world still whirled |
[22:40.756] | About the centre of the silent Word. |
[22:44.218] | |
[22:45.726] | O my people, what have I done unto thee. |
[22:49.939] | |
[22:50.688] | Where shall the word be found, where will the word |
[22:54.568] | Resound? Not here, there is not enough silence |
[23:00.023] | Not on the sea or on the islands, not |
[23:03.972] | On the mainland, in the desert or the rain land, |
[23:07.296] | For those who walk in darkness |
[23:10.079] | Both in the day time and in the night time |
[23:13.217] | The right time and the right place are not here |
[23:17.182] | No place of grace for those who avoid the face |
[23:22.284] | No time to rejoice for those who walk among noise and deny the voice |
[23:30.479] | |
[23:30.923] | Will the veiled sister pray for |
[23:34.413] | Those who walk in darkness, who chose thee and oppose thee, |
[23:40.577] | Those who are torn on the horn between season and season, time and time, between |
[23:48.355] | Hour and hour, word and word, power and power, those who wait |
[23:55.809] | In darkness? Will the veiled sister pray |
[24:01.347] | For children at the gate |
[24:03.258] | Who will not go away and cannot pray: |
[24:06.372] | Pray for those who chose and oppose |
[24:11.951] | |
[24:12.974] | O my people, what have I done unto thee. |
[24:17.820] | |
[24:18.952] | Will the veiled sister between the slender |
[24:22.557] | Yew trees pray for those who offend her |
[24:25.948] | And are terrified and cannot surrender |
[24:29.402] | And affirm before the world and deny between the rocks |
[24:34.201] | In the last desert before the last blue rocks |
[24:38.563] | The desert in the garden the garden in the desert |
[24:42.387] | Of drouth, spitting from the mouth the withered appleseed. |
[24:48.297] | |
[24:49.476] | O my people. |
[24:52.122] | VI |
[24:53.391] | Although I do not hope to turn again |
[24:57.457] | Although I do not hope |
[24:59.699] | Although I do not hope to turn |
[25:01.930] | |
[25:02.591] | Wavering between the profit and the loss |
[25:05.215] | In this brief transit where the dreams cross |
[25:08.447] | The dreamcrossed twilight between birth and dying |
[25:12.820] | Bless me father though I do not wish to wish these things |
[25:18.817] | From the wide window towards the granite shore |
[25:22.661] | The white sails still fly seaward, seaward flying |
[25:27.567] | Unbroken wings |
[25:29.337] | |
[25:30.095] | And the lost heart stiffens and rejoices |
[25:33.394] | In the lost lilac and the lost sea voices |
[25:36.818] | And the weak spirit quickens to rebel |
[25:40.252] | For the bent goldenrod and the lost sea smell |
[25:44.106] | Quickens to recover |
[25:46.266] | The cry of quail and the whirling plover |
[25:49.822] | And the blind eye creates |
[25:53.015] | The empty forms between the ivory gates |
[25:56.397] | And smell renews the salt savour of the sandy earth |
[26:02.531] | |
[26:03.960] | This is the time of tension between dying and birth |
[26:09.680] | The place of solitude where three dreams cross |
[26:14.435] | Between blue rocks |
[26:16.458] | But when the voices shaken from the yewtree drift away |
[26:21.455] | Let the other yew be shaken and reply. |
[26:25.409] | |
[26:26.740] | Blessè d sister, holy mother, spirit of the fountain, spirit of the garden, |
[26:34.516] | Suffer us not to mock ourselves with falsehood |
[26:38.486] | Teach us to care and not to care |
[26:42.042] | Teach us to sit still |
[26:44.731] | Even among these rocks, |
[26:47.121] | Our peace in His will |
[26:50.491] | And even among these rocks |
[26:54.231] | Sister, mother |
[26:55.956] | And spirit of the river, spirit of the sea, |
[27:00.453] | Suffer me not to be separated |
[27:03.969] | |
[27:05.055] | And let my cry come unto Thee. |