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Living like animals with no real shame. |
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Like creatures that exist that God didn't create. |
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My body speaks to me and I understand. |
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It makes me say to it, "your wish is my command." |
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Like feeling tired but wanting to stay awake, |
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Or spending money to cover up a mistake. |
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Like running fast but always taking long breaks. |
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Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake. |
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I want to see the best version of me. |
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The me that I know is not my friend at all. |
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A man can trust himself to spend his life away. |
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Trust himself to drink 'till there's a smile on his face. |
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A drink can trust a man to have another sip. |
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A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips. |
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Like reading half and never open it again. |
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Saying I was there when I ain't ever been. |
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How I feel about the way God taunts. |
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The same is the way I give my body what it wants. |
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I want to see the way I want to see. |
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I'm all alone. I'm not my friend at all. |
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I'm dead to me. I'm just a body. |
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Is a man really alive if he can't control his own life? |