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it's not an accusation, I freeze when I see you and I can still feel |
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you breath |
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you say I spread lies for attention as you play victim |
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their minds set on who to believe |
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I can't sit here pitied and self absorbed |
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but I can't scrub this scent clean |
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i've tried before adn i'm sure I can't explain in words |
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or thoughts the way i've kicked and fought |
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and fought myself to be sane to come clean and |
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begin at last again |
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sure I could give up and those I praise |
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woudln't give a **** |
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so much for friends, so much for feelings now |
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why don't you spit in my face |
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for bringing shame to your name |
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you and I know for sure |
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behind closed doors |
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it was you against me |
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I won't sit here blamed and ignored |
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as I rinse the stains clean without support |
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and i'm sure I can't explain in words or thought |
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the lessons I was taught |
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as I fought while you used force for gain |
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and I was skin deep in shame |
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now I won't let up |
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i'll tread the heals of your every step |
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so much for friends, so much for feelings now |
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why don't you spit in my face |
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for bringing shame to your name |
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you and I know for sure |
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behind closed doors |
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it was you against me |
