| [00:00.00] | 作词：Az/萨巴- |
| [00:05.00] | 作曲：Az/萨巴- |
| [00:14.59] | Az： |
| [00:24.14] | 我从来没有想过自己会选择这条阴暗的路 |
| [00:27.20] | 做过的一切傻事儿父母为了我把他们狠狠遮住 |
| [00:30.20] | 鞋子脏了是因为你走的路从来没有干净 |
| [00:32.86] | 是否现在见到别人的落败在能感觉到安定 |
| [00:36.02] | 我从来都没有好好学习经常被赶出门外 |
| [00:39.00] | 人生的大起大落可我只有没成功的失败 |
| [00:42.11] | 做成什么样的人都不用跟我选择客气 |
| [00:44.82] | 想变成一个坏人可发现自己 坏的不够彻底 |
| [00:48.06] | 又想当一个好人可发现善良的还不够纯粹 |
| [00:51.01] | 所以你才会痛苦抱着枕头选择了沉睡 |
| [00:54.00] | 真是怀念小时候的纯洁 代表着我的人生一切 |
| [00:56.96] | 还想过长大做什么工作还想过 怎么去立业 |
| [00:59.96] | 如今变得狼狈不堪 导致对我惊慌不安 |
| [01:02.87] | 就算是我努力去摆脱一切困扰可还是洗手不干 |
| [01:06.03] | 想过奥特曼的能力 也会了超人的正义 |
| [01:08.54] | 我也想过把自己封闭整理、可最后没得到想要的胜利 |
| [01:11.99] | 做错了什么事都会在我的脑海中不断的徘徊 |
| [01:14.54] | 本想过早点长大、可我的增长就是个灾害 |
| [01:17.89] | 本来就应该死的，不知道为什么活到了今天 |
| [01:20.55] | 就算是我看到多大的希望 不像以前感到新鲜 |
| [01:23.59] | 灯火酒绿中穿梭 |
| [01:26.50] | 又从虎口中逃脱 |
| [01:29.69] | 在寻找自我 |
| [01:32.40] | 又会向谁去诉说 |
| [01:37.53] | 萨巴-： |
| [01:47.58] | 我还记得从小起 |
| [01:50.34] | 除了哭就是调皮淘气 |
| [01:53.56] | 可每个人都会慢慢长大会有梦想 |
| [01:56.64] | 走出父母怀抱接触新物慢慢成长 |
| [01:59.69] | 跟随成长花儿慢慢开放长出新枝 |
| [02:02.55] | 也总会结实好与坏慢慢丢失心智 |
| [02:05.70] | 还记得多少个夜晚想念一个人无法入睡 |
| [02:08.66] | 还记得多少次吹牛逼将来一定荣华富贵 |
| [02:11.56] | 可我错了 我彻头彻尾的错了 |
| [02:14.52] | 我还是成为了当初自己最讨厌的模样 |
| [02:17.42] | 我试着做出警告不要成为悲剧的作者 |
| [02:20.48] | 让我听着无法入眠的那首歌还未停止播放 |
| [02:23.53] | 当初呢个最讨厌看见爸爸喝酒回来的孩子 |
| [02:26.54] | 现在却丢不掉被别人称为酒鬼的牌子 |
| [02:29.48] | 还知道当初你爱过让你变了模样的那个女孩 |
| [02:32.45] | 最终你还是一无所获位置依然被他给取代 |
| [02:35.45] | i hate my life |
| [02:36.96] | 我做过的这一切都没得到过回报 |
| [02:38.48] | 后悔当初自己愚蠢恐惧味道不断围绕 |
| [02:41.49] | 该走的都走了该飞的全部远走高飞 |
| [02:44.43] | 我不再抱任何希望慢慢独自一人 |
| [02:46.53] | 犹如身在黑牢 |
| [02:47.54] | 灯火酒绿中穿梭 |
| [02:49.93] | 又从虎口中逃脱 |
| [02:53.28] | 在寻找自我 |
| [02:55.98] | 又会向谁去诉说 |
| [03:15.52] | prod By. ViolentBeatz |
| [00:00.00] | zuo ci: Az sa ba |
| [00:05.00] | zuo qu: Az sa ba |
| [00:14.59] | Az: |
| [00:24.14] | wo cong lai mei you xiang guo zi ji hui xuan ze zhe tiao yin an de lu |
| [00:27.20] | zuo guo de yi qie sha shi er fu mu wei le wo ba ta men hen hen zhe zhu |
| [00:30.20] | xie zi zang le shi yin wei ni zou de lu cong lai mei you gan jing |
| [00:32.86] | shi fou xian zai jian dao bie ren de luo bai zai neng gan jue dao an ding |
| [00:36.02] | wo cong lai dou mei you hao hao xue xi jing chang bei gan chu men wai |
| [00:39.00] | ren sheng de da qi da luo ke wo zhi you mei cheng gong de shi bai |
| [00:42.11] | zuo cheng shen me yang de ren dou bu yong gen wo xuan ze ke qi |
| [00:44.82] | xiang bian cheng yi ge huai ren ke fa xian zi ji huai de bu gou che di |
| [00:48.06] | you xiang dang yi ge hao ren ke fa xian shan liang de hai bu gou chun cui |
| [00:51.01] | suo yi ni cai hui tong ku bao zhe zhen tou xuan ze le chen shui |
| [00:54.00] | zhen shi huai nian xiao shi hou de chun jie dai biao zhe wo de ren sheng yi qie |
| [00:56.96] | hai xiang guo chang da zuo shi mo gong zuo hai xiang guo zen me qu li ye |
| [00:59.96] | ru jin bian de lang bei bu kan dao zhi dui wo jing huang bu an |
| [01:02.87] | jiu suan shi wo nu li qu bai tuo yi qie kun rao ke hai shi xi shou bu gan |
| [01:06.03] | xiang guo ao te man de neng li ye hui le chao ren de zheng yi |
| [01:08.54] | wo ye xiang guo ba zi ji feng bi zheng li ke zui hou mei de dao xiang yao de sheng li |
| [01:11.99] | zuo cuo le shen me shi dou hui zai wo de nao hai zhong bu duan de pai huai |
| [01:14.54] | ben xiang guo zao dian zhang da ke wo de zeng zhang jiu shi ge zai hai |
| [01:17.89] | ben lai jiu ying gai si de, bu zhi dao wei shi me huo dao le jin tian |
| [01:20.55] | jiu suan shi wo kan dao duo da de xi wang bu xiang yi qian gan dao xin xian |
| [01:23.59] | deng huo jiu lv zhong chuan suo |
| [01:26.50] | you cong hu kou zhong tao tuo |
| [01:29.69] | zai xun zhao zi wo |
| [01:32.40] | you hui xiang shui qu su shuo |
| [01:37.53] | sa ba : |
| [01:47.58] | wo hai ji de cong xiao qi |
| [01:50.34] | chu le ku jiu shi tiao pi tao qi |
| [01:53.56] | ke mei ge ren dou hui man man chang da hui you meng xiang |
| [01:56.64] | zou chu fu mu huai bao jie chu xin wu man man cheng zhang |
| [01:59.69] | gen sui cheng zhang hua er man man kai fang zhang chu xin zhi |
| [02:02.55] | ye zong hui jie shi hao yu huai man man diu shi xin zhi |
| [02:05.70] | hai ji de duo shao ge ye wan xiang nian yi ge ren wu fa ru shui |
| [02:08.66] | hai ji de duo shao ci chui niu bi jiang lai yi ding rong hua fu gui |
| [02:11.56] | ke wo cuo le wo che tou che wei de cuo le |
| [02:14.52] | wo hai shi cheng wei liao dang chu zi ji zui tao yan de mu yang |
| [02:17.42] | wo shi zhe zuo chu jing gao bu yao cheng wei bei ju de zuo zhe |
| [02:20.48] | rang wo ting zhe wu fa ru mian de na shou ge hai wei ting zhi bo fang |
| [02:23.53] | dang chu ne ge zui tao yan kan jian ba ba he jiu hui lai de hai zi |
| [02:26.54] | xian zai que diu bu diao bei bie ren cheng wei jiu gui de pai zi |
| [02:29.48] | hai zhi dao dang chu ni ai guo rang ni bian le mu yang de na ge nv hai |
| [02:32.45] | zui zhong ni hai shi yi wu suo huo wei zhi yi ran bei ta gei qu dai |
| [02:35.45] | i hate my life |
| [02:36.96] | wo zuo guo de zhe yi qie dou mei de dao guo hui bao |
| [02:38.48] | hou hui dang chu zi ji yu chun kong ju wei dao bu duan wei rao |
| [02:41.49] | gai zou de dou zou le gai fei de quan bu yuan zou gao fei |
| [02:44.43] | wo bu zai bao ren he xi wang man man du zi yi ren |
| [02:46.53] | you ru shen zai hei lao |
| [02:47.54] | deng huo jiu lv zhong chuan suo |
| [02:49.93] | you cong hu kou zhong tao tuo |
| [02:53.28] | zai xun zhao zi wo |
| [02:55.98] | you hui xiang shui qu su shuo |
| [03:15.52] | prod By. ViolentBeatz |
| [00:00.00] | zuò cí: Az sà bā |
| [00:05.00] | zuò qǔ: Az sà bā |
| [00:14.59] | Az: |
| [00:24.14] | wǒ cóng lái méi yǒu xiǎng guò zì jǐ huì xuǎn zé zhè tiáo yīn àn de lù |
| [00:27.20] | zuò guò de yī qiè shǎ shì ér fù mǔ wèi le wǒ bǎ tā men hěn hěn zhē zhù |
| [00:30.20] | xié zǐ zàng le shì yīn wèi nǐ zǒu de lù cóng lái méi yǒu gān jìng |
| [00:32.86] | shì fǒu xiàn zài jiàn dào bié rén de luò bài zài néng gǎn jué dào ān dìng |
| [00:36.02] | wǒ cóng lái dōu méi yǒu hǎo hào xué xí jīng cháng bèi gǎn chū mén wài |
| [00:39.00] | rén shēng de dà qǐ dà luō kě wǒ zhǐ yǒu méi chéng gōng de shī bài |
| [00:42.11] | zuò chéng shén me yàng de rén dōu bù yòng gēn wǒ xuǎn zé kè qì |
| [00:44.82] | xiǎng biàn chéng yí gè huài rén kě fā xiàn zì jǐ huài de bù gòu chè dǐ |
| [00:48.06] | yòu xiǎng dāng yí gè hǎo rén kě fā xiàn shàn liáng de hái bù gòu chún cuì |
| [00:51.01] | suǒ yǐ nǐ cái huì tòng kǔ bào zhe zhěn tou xuǎn zé le chén shuì |
| [00:54.00] | zhēn shì huái niàn xiǎo shí hòu de chún jié dài biǎo zhe wǒ de rén shēng yī qiè |
| [00:56.96] | hái xiǎng guò cháng dà zuò shí mǒ gōng zuò hái xiǎng guò zěn me qù lì yè |
| [00:59.96] | rú jīn biàn de láng bèi bù kān dǎo zhì duì wǒ jīng huāng bù ān |
| [01:02.87] | jiù suàn shì wǒ nǔ lì qù bǎi tuō yī qiè kùn rǎo kě hái shì xǐ shǒu bù gàn |
| [01:06.03] | xiǎng guò ào tè màn de néng lì yě huì le chāo rén de zhèng yì |
| [01:08.54] | wǒ yě xiǎng guò bǎ zì jǐ fēng bì zhěng lǐ kě zuì hòu méi de dào xiǎng yào de shèng lì |
| [01:11.99] | zuò cuò le shén me shì dōu huì zài wǒ de nǎo hǎi zhōng bù duàn de pái huái |
| [01:14.54] | běn xiǎng guò zǎo diǎn zhǎng dà kě wǒ de zēng zhǎng jiù shì gè zāi hài |
| [01:17.89] | běn lái jiù yīng gāi sǐ de, bù zhī dào wèi shí me huó dào le jīn tiān |
| [01:20.55] | jiù suàn shì wǒ kàn dào duō dà de xī wàng bù xiàng yǐ qián gǎn dào xīn xiān |
| [01:23.59] | dēng huǒ jiǔ lǜ zhōng chuān suō |
| [01:26.50] | yòu cóng hǔ kǒu zhōng táo tuō |
| [01:29.69] | zài xún zhǎo zì wǒ |
| [01:32.40] | yòu huì xiàng shuí qù sù shuō |
| [01:37.53] | sà bā : |
| [01:47.58] | wǒ hái jì de cóng xiǎo qǐ |
| [01:50.34] | chú le kū jiù shì tiáo pí táo qì |
| [01:53.56] | kě měi ge rén dōu huì màn màn cháng dà huì yǒu mèng xiǎng |
| [01:56.64] | zǒu chū fù mǔ huái bào jiē chù xīn wù màn màn chéng zhǎng |
| [01:59.69] | gēn suí chéng zhǎng huā ér màn màn kāi fàng zhǎng chū xīn zhī |
| [02:02.55] | yě zǒng huì jiē shi hǎo yǔ huài màn màn diū shī xīn zhì |
| [02:05.70] | hái jì de duō shǎo gè yè wǎn xiǎng niàn yí ge rén wú fǎ rù shuì |
| [02:08.66] | hái jì de duō shǎo cì chuī niú bī jiāng lái yí dìng róng huá fù guì |
| [02:11.56] | kě wǒ cuò le wǒ chè tóu chè wěi de cuò le |
| [02:14.52] | wǒ hái shì chéng wéi liǎo dàng chū zì jǐ zuì tǎo yàn de mú yàng |
| [02:17.42] | wǒ shì zhe zuò chū jǐng gào bú yào chéng wéi bēi jù de zuò zhě |
| [02:20.48] | ràng wǒ tīng zhe wú fǎ rù mián de nà shǒu gē hái wèi tíng zhǐ bō fàng |
| [02:23.53] | dāng chū ne gè zuì tǎo yàn kàn jiàn bà bà hē jiǔ huí lái de hái zi |
| [02:26.54] | xiàn zài què diū bù diào bèi bié rén chēng wéi jiǔ guǐ de pái zi |
| [02:29.48] | hái zhī dào dāng chū nǐ ài guò ràng nǐ biàn le mú yàng de nà gè nǚ hái |
| [02:32.45] | zuì zhōng nǐ hái shì yī wú suǒ huò wèi zhì yī rán bèi tā gěi qǔ dài |
| [02:35.45] | i hate my life |
| [02:36.96] | wǒ zuò guò de zhè yī qiè dōu méi de dào guò huí bào |
| [02:38.48] | hòu huǐ dāng chū zì jǐ yú chǔn kǒng jù wèi dào bù duàn wéi rào |
| [02:41.49] | gāi zǒu de dōu zǒu le gāi fēi de quán bù yuǎn zǒu gāo fēi |
| [02:44.43] | wǒ bù zài bào rèn hé xī wàng màn màn dú zì yī rén |
| [02:46.53] | yóu rú shēn zài hēi láo |
| [02:47.54] | dēng huǒ jiǔ lǜ zhōng chuān suō |
| [02:49.93] | yòu cóng hǔ kǒu zhōng táo tuō |
| [02:53.28] | zài xún zhǎo zì wǒ |
| [02:55.98] | yòu huì xiàng shuí qù sù shuō |
| [03:15.52] | prod By. ViolentBeatz |
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