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This is dedicated to you, you know who you are. |
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Listen.. Yo.. |
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I called you when I needed you most, I thought we would link |
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I told you the bad news, you haven't talked to me since |
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frankly, I don't want to talk to a shrink |
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I might look happy but I'm angry and I'm tortured within |
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you come back around now, with your hands out |
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I can see the guilt in your eyes, maybe you understand now |
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It isn't the fact that when I talk you didn't listen |
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Its that you said you'd call back in a minute but you didn't |
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Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to beg friend |
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It just feels lifes my hit a dead end |
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I tried to turn around but now my back's against the wall |
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And the pain just wont stop I might have to end it all |
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I tell myself life is sacred, Its not right to waste it |
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I feel surrounded but at the same time isolated |
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At times my own day dreams scare me |
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I find myself hating anyone that may seem carefree |
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Id rather go out smiling than crying at home |
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Ive realized that my worst fear is dying alone |
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At times I lose my composure but that's not a surprise |
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I can't control the emotions I keep bottled inside |
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Don't pretend there's a friendship you and me share |
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When you hit rock bottom people are usually scared |
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I guess stupidly I expected you to be there |
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And when the shit hits the fan man, who really cares |
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Yea listen.. |
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I was just sitting here feeling sorry for myself and helpless |
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Then I realized that I was just being selfish |
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I'm a soldier, my self-centred brain is my helmet |
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but when reality hit me I felt sick |
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We run from our problems - there's many that are paralyzed |
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We take life for granted - these simply never had a life |
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We've heard it all before - some people are deaf |
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That tramp lives in a box while I sleep in my bed |
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Inside I'm a tortured man who hates living. |
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But there's people being tortured in Abu Ghraib prison |
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Theres youths right now that are dying from Malaria |
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so we can have clean running water in our area |
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that shit there, has got me feeling ashamed |
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if you've been through it, tell me whats the meaning of pain |
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you went court, and they locked you away when you we're acting wild |
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there's people in Guantanamo Bay that never had a trial |
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weve seen a lot - there's some that were born blind |
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in some places hip hop cant be performed live |
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You whopped bare chicks, you think you a heavyweight? |
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In Africa 6000 people die from AIDS everyday |
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And the babies there get it from their mothers, |
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so think about that next time you **** without a rubber |
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It hurts but no one said the truth would be fair |
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The world's a messed up place man, but who really cares? |
