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Tell me how to feel |
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Show me what is real |
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I tried to back away but everwhere's the same |
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And in this over-conscious world all |
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I want to do is dream |
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I don't know what you held on to |
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To get this far but |
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I need some too |
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Because I'm slipping from existence |
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And there's just no resistence |
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To stop this all from happening |
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Today the pain |
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It got so bad |
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I had to scream |
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I'm cutting myself |
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Because I cannot face |
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The world around me |
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Is nothing |
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I'm cutting up myself |
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Because there's no way out |
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Dispersing what |
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I feel So |
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I feel nothing |
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I don't know what to do |
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To be as numb as you |
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I must be doing something wrong to always feel this down |
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With an overwhelming urge to shout at those around |
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I tried to reach out to the past |
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But the lesson learned is to not look back |
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The memories will just confuse |
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An overwhelmed and frightened youth |
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I've learned to accept it |
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I know that that's pathetic |
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I can't explain to others |
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I know that they'll reject it |
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Today the pain |
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It got so bad |
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I had to scream |
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I'm cutting myself |
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Because I cannot face |
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The world around me |
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Is nothing |
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I'm cutting up myself |
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Because there's no way out |
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Dispersing what |
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I feel So |
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I feel nothing |
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Today the pain |
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It got so bad |
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I had to scream |
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Today the pain |
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It felt so bad |
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I had to scream |
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I had to scream |
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I had to scream |
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I had to scream |