[00:00.000] | 作曲 : ZIV |
[00:01.000] | 作词 : Gunai/Lz |
[00:18.944] | Mathilda:Is life always this hard, or is it just when you're a kid? |
[00:26.944] | Leon: Always like this. |
[00:35.191] | Keep it |
[00:40.000] | Leaden.Youth.Necrology |
[00:44.443] | Lz |
[01:01.694] | 开始了 |
[01:04.445] | 其实也结束了 |
[01:09.445] | 你走了 |
[01:12.444] | 像是从没来过 |
[01:17.693] | 别人的关心也变成奢侈品 |
[01:21.943] | 习惯依赖尼古丁也更上瘾 |
[01:25.196] | 你太多秘密 也不会tell me |
[01:29.943] | 我独自生活 不觉得lonely |
[01:33.942] | 想要活的单纯 不想增加伤痕 |
[01:37.944] | 没那么多感慨 没人可以依赖 |
[01:41.943] | 太早明白生活道理也是一种悲哀 |
[01:45.942] | 轻易把我捡起却又随手把我丢开 |
[01:49.944] | 昨夜在梦里 我又遇见你 |
[01:53.943] | 兄弟在一起 谈着天说地 |
[01:57.691] | 可当我悠悠转醒却又不见你 |
[02:01.693] | 我选择相信但你却在讲儿戏 |
[02:05.944] | 话不说透 ctmysoul 你能够明白我内心就够 |
[02:09.944] | 坦然接受 从此以后 不再为同一件事情难受 |
[02:13.945] | 把心伤透 苦果吃够 只为了自己的生活演奏 |
[02:17.945] | 吹走魔咒 记忆拼凑 能够穿透看不透的虚构 |
[02:22.191] | 开始了 |
[02:24.441] | 其实也结束了 |
[02:29.446] | 你走了 |
[02:32.196] | 像是从没来过 |
[02:38.192] | 开始了 |
[02:40.442] | 其实也结束了 |
[02:45.942] | 你走了 |
[02:48.445] | 像是从没来过 |
[02:52.695] | Gunai |
[02:54.192] | 不知道 |
[02:54.944] | 从什么时候开始不再快乐 变得自闭 |
[02:57.944] | 渐渐地 |
[02:58.696] | 花钱也会精打细算要变得比以前更加仔细 |
[03:01.941] | 慢慢适应了房间里面烟雾弥漫 |
[03:04.193] | 负面情绪无法抑制的扩散 |
[03:05.944] | 酒精也无法再继续给我安全感 |
[03:07.944] | 整个人也开始变得更加散漫 |
[03:09.944] | 开始给自己戴上面具 |
[03:11.692] | 掩盖了真实的忧愁情绪 |
[03:13.941] | 受到的伤害还在延续 |
[03:15.943] | 面对交友也会有些犹豫 |
[03:17.942] | 距离上一个女孩 时间过了半年 思念会让我难眠 |
[03:21.694] | 她也变得不像陈从前 散片 每晚和不同的男人缠绵 |
[03:25.943] | 我也 逐渐习惯了 一个人的生活 变的洒脱 |
[03:29.944] | 控制 好所有情绪 不会轻易失落 逐渐沉默 |
[03:33.942] | 平时也没有什么好的人缘 |
[03:35.943] | 开始变得讨人嫌 |
[03:37.944] | 做起了自己最讨厌的演员 |
[03:39.944] | 尝试给自己安全 |
[03:41.943] | 亲人对我产生质疑 |
[03:43.691] | 把我疏离 封闭自己 |
[03:45.941] | 说你还是没有志气 |
[03:47.693] | 言行不一 没有出息 |
[03:49.880] | 快要无法承受压力 |
[03:51.573] | 这种经历 活得没有意义 |
[03:53.818] | 空气已经变得压抑 |
[03:55.571] | 不能呼吸 删掉过往记忆 |
[03:56.257] | Lzz |
[03:58.009] | 开始了 |
[04:00.506] | 其实也结束了 |
[04:06.009] | 你走了 |
[04:08.507] | 像是从没来过 |
[04:13.951] | 没来过 |
[04:17.952] | 结束了 |
[00:00.000] | zuo qu : ZIV |
[00:01.000] | zuo ci : Gunai Lz |
[00:18.944] | Mathilda: Is life always this hard, or is it just when you' re a kid? |
[00:26.944] | Leon: Always like this. |
[00:35.191] | Keep it |
[00:40.000] | Leaden. Youth. Necrology |
[00:44.443] | Lz |
[01:01.694] | kai shi le |
[01:04.445] | qi shi ye jie shu le |
[01:09.445] | ni zou le |
[01:12.444] | xiang shi cong mei lai guo |
[01:17.693] | bie ren de guan xin ye bian cheng she chi pin |
[01:21.943] | xi guan yi lai ni gu ding ye geng shang yin |
[01:25.196] | ni tai duo mi mi ye bu hui tell me |
[01:29.943] | wo du zi sheng huo bu jue de lonely |
[01:33.942] | xiang yao huo de dan chun bu xiang zeng jia shang hen |
[01:37.944] | mei na me duo gan kai mei ren ke yi yi lai |
[01:41.943] | tai zao ming bai sheng huo dao li ye shi yi zhong bei ai |
[01:45.942] | qing yi ba wo jian qi que you sui shou ba wo diu kai |
[01:49.944] | zuo ye zai meng li wo you yu jian ni |
[01:53.943] | xiong di zai yi qi tan zhe tian shuo di |
[01:57.691] | ke dang wo you you zhuan xing que you bu jian ni |
[02:01.693] | wo xuan ze xiang xin dan ni que zai jiang er xi |
[02:05.944] | hua bu shuo tou ctmysoul ni neng gou ming bai wo nei xin jiu gou |
[02:09.944] | tan ran jie shou cong ci yi hou bu zai wei tong yi jian shi qing nan shou |
[02:13.945] | ba xin shang tou ku guo chi gou zhi wei le zi ji de sheng huo yan zou |
[02:17.945] | chui zou mo zhou ji yi pin cou neng gou chuan tou kan bu tou de xu gou |
[02:22.191] | kai shi le |
[02:24.441] | qi shi ye jie shu le |
[02:29.446] | ni zou le |
[02:32.196] | xiang shi cong mei lai guo |
[02:38.192] | kai shi le |
[02:40.442] | qi shi ye jie shu le |
[02:45.942] | ni zou le |
[02:48.445] | xiang shi cong mei lai guo |
[02:52.695] | Gunai |
[02:54.192] | bu zhi dao |
[02:54.944] | cong shen me shi hou kai shi bu zai kuai le bian de zi bi |
[02:57.944] | jian jian di |
[02:58.696] | hua qian ye hui jing da xi suan yao bian de bi yi qian geng jia zi xi |
[03:01.941] | man man shi ying le fang jian li mian yan wu mi man |
[03:04.193] | fu mian qing xu wu fa yi zhi de kuo san |
[03:05.944] | jiu jing ye wu fa zai ji xu gei wo an quan gan |
[03:07.944] | zheng ge ren ye kai shi bian de geng jia san man |
[03:09.944] | kai shi gei zi ji dai shang mian ju |
[03:11.692] | yan gai le zhen shi de you chou qing xu |
[03:13.941] | shou dao de shang hai hai zai yan xu |
[03:15.943] | mian dui jiao you ye hui you xie you yu |
[03:17.942] | ju li shang yi ge nv hai shi jian guo le ban nian si nian hui rang wo nan mian |
[03:21.694] | ta ye bian de bu xiang chen cong qian san pian mei wan he bu tong de nan ren chan mian |
[03:25.943] | wo ye zhu jian xi guan le yi ge ren de sheng huo bian de sa tuo |
[03:29.944] | kong zhi hao suo you qing xu bu hui qing yi shi luo zhu jian chen mo |
[03:33.942] | ping shi ye mei you shen me hao de ren yuan |
[03:35.943] | kai shi bian de tao ren xian |
[03:37.944] | zuo qi le zi ji zui tao yan de yan yuan |
[03:39.944] | chang shi gei zi ji an quan |
[03:41.943] | qin ren dui wo chan sheng zhi yi |
[03:43.691] | ba wo shu li feng bi zi ji |
[03:45.941] | shuo ni hai shi mei you zhi qi |
[03:47.693] | yan xing bu yi mei you chu xi |
[03:49.880] | kuai yao wu fa cheng shou ya li |
[03:51.573] | zhe zhong jing li huo de mei you yi yi |
[03:53.818] | kong qi yi jing bian de ya yi |
[03:55.571] | bu neng hu xi shan diao guo wang ji yi |
[03:56.257] | Lzz |
[03:58.009] | kai shi le |
[04:00.506] | qi shi ye jie shu le |
[04:06.009] | ni zou le |
[04:08.507] | xiang shi cong mei lai guo |
[04:13.951] | mei lai guo |
[04:17.952] | jie shu le |
[00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : ZIV |
[00:01.000] | zuò cí : Gunai Lz |
[00:18.944] | Mathilda: Is life always this hard, or is it just when you' re a kid? |
[00:26.944] | Leon: Always like this. |
[00:35.191] | Keep it |
[00:40.000] | Leaden. Youth. Necrology |
[00:44.443] | Lz |
[01:01.694] | kāi shǐ le |
[01:04.445] | qí shí yě jié shù le |
[01:09.445] | nǐ zǒu le |
[01:12.444] | xiàng shì cóng méi lái guò |
[01:17.693] | bié rén de guān xīn yě biàn chéng shē chǐ pǐn |
[01:21.943] | xí guàn yī lài ní gǔ dīng yě gèng shàng yǐn |
[01:25.196] | nǐ tài duō mì mì yě bú huì tell me |
[01:29.943] | wǒ dú zì shēng huó bù jué de lonely |
[01:33.942] | xiǎng yào huó de dān chún bù xiǎng zēng jiā shāng hén |
[01:37.944] | méi nà me duō gǎn kǎi méi rén kě yǐ yī lài |
[01:41.943] | tài zǎo míng bái shēng huó dào lǐ yě shì yī zhǒng bēi āi |
[01:45.942] | qīng yì bǎ wǒ jiǎn qǐ què yòu suí shǒu bà wǒ diū kāi |
[01:49.944] | zuó yè zài mèng lǐ wǒ yòu yù jiàn nǐ |
[01:53.943] | xiōng dì zài yì qǐ tán zhe tiān shuō dì |
[01:57.691] | kě dāng wǒ yōu yōu zhuǎn xǐng què yòu bú jiàn nǐ |
[02:01.693] | wǒ xuǎn zé xiāng xìn dàn nǐ què zài jiǎng ér xì |
[02:05.944] | huà bù shuō tòu ctmysoul nǐ néng gòu míng bái wǒ nèi xīn jiù gòu |
[02:09.944] | tǎn rán jiē shòu cóng cǐ yǐ hòu bù zài wèi tóng yī jiàn shì qíng nán shòu |
[02:13.945] | bǎ xīn shāng tòu kǔ guǒ chī gòu zhǐ wèi le zì jǐ de shēng huó yǎn zòu |
[02:17.945] | chuī zǒu mó zhòu jì yì pīn còu néng gòu chuān tòu kàn bù tòu de xū gòu |
[02:22.191] | kāi shǐ le |
[02:24.441] | qí shí yě jié shù le |
[02:29.446] | nǐ zǒu le |
[02:32.196] | xiàng shì cóng méi lái guò |
[02:38.192] | kāi shǐ le |
[02:40.442] | qí shí yě jié shù le |
[02:45.942] | nǐ zǒu le |
[02:48.445] | xiàng shì cóng méi lái guò |
[02:52.695] | Gunai |
[02:54.192] | bù zhī dào |
[02:54.944] | cóng shén me shí hòu kāi shǐ bù zài kuài lè biàn de zì bì |
[02:57.944] | jiàn jiàn dì |
[02:58.696] | huā qián yě huì jīng dǎ xì suàn yào biàn de bǐ yǐ qián gèng jiā zǐ xì |
[03:01.941] | màn màn shì yìng le fáng jiān lǐ miàn yān wù mí màn |
[03:04.193] | fù miàn qíng xù wú fǎ yì zhì de kuò sàn |
[03:05.944] | jiǔ jīng yě wú fǎ zài jì xù gěi wǒ ān quán gǎn |
[03:07.944] | zhěng gè rén yě kāi shǐ biàn de gèng jiā sǎn màn |
[03:09.944] | kāi shǐ gěi zì jǐ dài shang miàn jù |
[03:11.692] | yǎn gài le zhēn shí de yōu chóu qíng xù |
[03:13.941] | shòu dào de shāng hài hái zài yán xù |
[03:15.943] | miàn duì jiāo yǒu yě huì yǒu xiē yóu yù |
[03:17.942] | jù lí shàng yī ge nǚ hái shí jiān guò le bàn nián sī niàn huì ràng wǒ nán mián |
[03:21.694] | tā yě biàn de bù xiàng chén cóng qián sàn piàn měi wǎn hé bù tóng de nán rén chán mián |
[03:25.943] | wǒ yě zhú jiàn xí guàn le yí ge rén de shēng huó biàn de sǎ tuō |
[03:29.944] | kòng zhì hǎo suǒ yǒu qíng xù bú huì qīng yì shī luò zhú jiàn chén mò |
[03:33.942] | píng shí yě méi yǒu shén me hǎo de rén yuán |
[03:35.943] | kāi shǐ biàn de tǎo rén xián |
[03:37.944] | zuò qǐ le zì jǐ zuì tǎo yàn de yǎn yuán |
[03:39.944] | cháng shì gěi zì jǐ ān quán |
[03:41.943] | qīn rén duì wǒ chǎn shēng zhì yí |
[03:43.691] | bǎ wǒ shū lí fēng bì zì jǐ |
[03:45.941] | shuō nǐ hái shì méi yǒu zhì qì |
[03:47.693] | yán xíng bù yī méi yǒu chū xī |
[03:49.880] | kuài yào wú fǎ chéng shòu yā lì |
[03:51.573] | zhè zhǒng jīng lì huó dé méi yǒu yì yì |
[03:53.818] | kōng qì yǐ jīng biàn de yā yì |
[03:55.571] | bù néng hū xī shān diào guò wǎng jì yì |
[03:56.257] | Lzz |
[03:58.009] | kāi shǐ le |
[04:00.506] | qí shí yě jié shù le |
[04:06.009] | nǐ zǒu le |
[04:08.507] | xiàng shì cóng méi lái guò |
[04:13.951] | méi lái guò |
[04:17.952] | jié shù le |