[00:00.000] | 作曲 : Penance/李沫萱 |
[00:01.000] | 作词 : Penance |
[00:04.920] | 编曲:Lucid Soundz |
[00:08.424] | 混音:陳家麟JC-Note |
[00:11.424] | 刺眼的白光那应该是手术台灯 |
[00:14.426] | 她被护士端着场景应该是才生 |
[00:17.428] | 不知为何妈妈眼神带点悲伤 |
[00:19.677] | 应该是非常累了 |
[00:21.174] | 那护士的眼神也显得这一切很寻常 |
[00:24.176] | 不论是记忆 还是梦中景象 |
[00:26.678] | 刚出生的视力 应该是个硬伤 |
[00:29.676] | 但这一切感觉那么真实 不像是臆想 |
[00:34.174] | 又是一个清早亲切的外婆嘱咐她别迟到 |
[00:37.927] | 初中不外乎就是校车 |
[00:39.676] | 但她很满足有同学能一起笑着 |
[00:42.172] | 长相成绩太普通有时也被耻笑 |
[00:44.928] | 但她不在乎 |
[00:46.923] | 她在校也有很交心的扛把子 |
[00:48.928] | 她够低调偶尔谈几个靓伢子 |
[00:51.179] | 从早到晚短信像催魂夺命太爱撒娇 |
[00:54.422] | 但也正好赶走那些想上她的多情沙雕 |
[00:57.926] | 每到周末她就消沉 同学莫名其妙 |
[01:00.422] | 每当问她怎么回事 她便故作高深 |
[01:03.423] | 她不想被认为高冷 独自藏起了软弱 |
[01:06.430] | 在家相对于在外是那么沉默 |
[01:08.929] | 习惯了父母互相针锋相对太多不懂的纷争 |
[01:12.887] | 家具都能被刚碎 |
[01:14.637] | 一般这还算好的 |
[01:16.142] | 她安慰自己还有更多被家暴的 |
[01:18.140] | 但她时刻忘不了的 |
[01:20.136] | 是有天爸妈以为她已经睡着了 |
[01:22.135] | 够小声地吵着 爸爸说了一句 |
[01:24.881] | 谁要你当初生个女的? |
[01:27.139] | 妈妈说她更后悔跟他在一起呢 |
[01:30.130] | 跟他结婚真该死本该打掉孩子的 |
[01:33.136] | All those moments |
[01:37.143] | will be lost in |
[01:39.392] | time like tears |
[01:42.643] | in the rain. |
[01:45.140] | But oh my darling, |
[01:47.387] | I'll do my crying |
[01:50.882] | in the rain |
[01:53.143] | to hide my pain. |
[01:56.386] | 为了心中的快乐她默默忍受 |
[01:59.383] | 她相信有天自由会带走恩仇 |
[02:02.389] | 不被欢迎的出生像个臆想 |
[02:04.885] | 却一直在潜意识抑制她成长 |
[02:07.639] | 空虚的度日如年 终于过了四五年 |
[02:10.636] | 考上了外地大学 朋友也换了一圈 |
[02:13.643] | 一些老友也时常问她好久回长沙 |
[02:16.389] | 她借口并非长假她无法顾全大家 |
[02:18.893] | 干脆不回直至下个长假 |
[02:21.138] | 事实是她外婆已逝世 |
[02:23.138] | 她爸妈分散在外打牌有意避开彼此 |
[02:25.889] | 她不止一次单独走夜路想象被害 |
[02:28.137] | 讽刺是这让她对活着感到满足 |
[02:30.885] | 有时她犯胃痛有次来的最凶 |
[02:33.133] | 不得不进途经咖啡店 |
[02:35.133] | 坐下捂着脸掩饰失禁泪腺 |
[02:37.394] | 这是与那店员的第一次见面 |
[02:39.387] | 那杯加糖热红茶是他们的前缘 |
[02:41.886] | 加上微信了解他两处兼职很上进 |
[02:44.637] | 偶尔一起喝咖啡了解家庭遭遇很相近 |
[02:47.639] | 从电影院到私影 不再单独逛夜市 |
[02:51.089] | 从ktv到阳台男女那些事不说也罢 |
[02:53.585] | 男人那些话让她憧憬将来在哪安居乐业 |
[02:57.343] | 甚至婚后孩子取名这些 |
[02:59.839] | 她开始相信他是白光让她开始开朗 |
[03:02.338] | 接着突如其来阳性的试纸 |
[03:04.589] | 他听后便失踪从咖啡店辞职 |
[03:07.342] | All those moments |
[03:10.844] | will be lost in |
[03:13.090] | time like tears |
[03:16.097] | in the rain. |
[03:18.835] | But oh my darling, |
[03:21.342] | I'll do my crying |
[03:24.585] | in the rain |
[03:26.833] | to hide my pain. |
[03:30.088] | 刺眼的白光问她看够没有 |
[03:32.841] | 若没看够可以晚点随时跟他飞走 |
[03:35.587] | 犹豫着上升看到盘子端着自己 |
[03:38.839] | 难怪那么冰凉 隐约看到内脏 |
[03:41.342] | 她问她只是想活着但有什么意义 |
[03:44.341] | 白光回答她可以再看看其他人的记忆 |
[03:47.341] | 也许其余景象 她看了看绝望的妈妈 |
[03:50.839] | 还是直接走吧 免得继续失望 |
[00:00.000] | zuo qu : Penance li mo xuan |
[00:01.000] | zuo ci : Penance |
[00:04.920] | bian qu: Lucid Soundz |
[00:08.424] | hun yin: chen jia lin JCNote |
[00:11.424] | ci yan de bai guang na ying gai shi shou shu tai deng |
[00:14.426] | ta bei hu shi duan zhe chang jing ying gai shi cai sheng |
[00:17.428] | bu zhi wei he ma ma yan shen dai dian bei shang |
[00:19.677] | ying gai shi fei chang lei le |
[00:21.174] | na hu shi de yan shen ye xian de zhe yi qie hen xun chang |
[00:24.176] | bu lun shi ji yi hai shi meng zhong jing xiang |
[00:26.678] | gang chu sheng de shi li ying gai shi ge ying shang |
[00:29.676] | dan zhe yi qie gan jue na me zhen shi bu xiang shi yi xiang |
[00:34.174] | you shi yi ge qing zao qin qie de wai po zhu fu ta bie chi dao |
[00:37.927] | chu zhong bu wai hu jiu shi xiao che |
[00:39.676] | dan ta hen man zu you tong xue neng yi qi xiao zhe |
[00:42.172] | zhang xiang cheng ji tai pu tong you shi ye bei chi xiao |
[00:44.928] | dan ta bu zai hu |
[00:46.923] | ta zai xiao ye you hen jiao xin de kang ba zi |
[00:48.928] | ta gou di diao ou er tan ji ge jing ya zi |
[00:51.179] | cong zao dao wan duan xin xiang cui hun duo ming tai ai sa jiao |
[00:54.422] | dan ye zheng hao gan zou nei xie xiang shang ta de duo qing sha diao |
[00:57.926] | mei dao zhou mo ta jiu xiao chen tong xue mo ming qi miao |
[01:00.422] | mei dang wen ta zen me hui shi ta bian gu zuo gao shen |
[01:03.423] | ta bu xiang bei ren wei gao leng du zi cang qi le ruan ruo |
[01:06.430] | zai jia xiang dui yu zai wai shi na me chen mo |
[01:08.929] | xi guan le fu mu hu xiang zhen feng xiang dui tai duo bu dong de fen zheng |
[01:12.887] | jia ju dou neng bei gang sui |
[01:14.637] | yi ban zhe hai suan hao de |
[01:16.142] | ta an wei zi ji hai you geng duo bei jia bao de |
[01:18.140] | dan ta shi ke wang bu liao de |
[01:20.136] | shi you tian ba ma yi wei ta yi jing shui zhao le |
[01:22.135] | gou xiao sheng di chao zhe ba ba shuo le yi ju |
[01:24.881] | shui yao ni dang chu sheng ge nv de? |
[01:27.139] | ma ma shuo ta geng hou hui gen ta zai yi qi ne |
[01:30.130] | gen ta jie hun zhen gai si ben gai da diao hai zi de |
[01:33.136] | All those moments |
[01:37.143] | will be lost in |
[01:39.392] | time like tears |
[01:42.643] | in the rain. |
[01:45.140] | But oh my darling, |
[01:47.387] | I' ll do my crying |
[01:50.882] | in the rain |
[01:53.143] | to hide my pain. |
[01:56.386] | wei le xin zhong de kuai le ta mo mo ren shou |
[01:59.383] | ta xiang xin you tian zi you hui dai zou en chou |
[02:02.389] | bu bei huan ying de chu sheng xiang ge yi xiang |
[02:04.885] | que yi zhi zai qian yi shi yi zhi ta cheng zhang |
[02:07.639] | kong xu de du ri ru nian zhong yu guo le si wu nian |
[02:10.636] | kao shang le wai di da xue peng you ye huan le yi quan |
[02:13.643] | yi xie lao you ye shi chang wen ta hao jiu hui chang sha |
[02:16.389] | ta jie kou bing fei chang jia ta wu fa gu quan da jia |
[02:18.893] | gan cui bu hui zhi zhi xia ge chang jia |
[02:21.138] | shi shi shi ta wai po yi shi shi |
[02:23.138] | ta ba ma fen san zai wai da pai you yi bi kai bi ci |
[02:25.889] | ta bu zhi yi ci dan du zou ye lu xiang xiang bei hai |
[02:28.137] | feng ci shi zhe rang ta dui huo zhe gan dao man zu |
[02:30.885] | you shi ta fan wei tong you ci lai de zui xiong |
[02:33.133] | bu de bu jin tu jing ka fei dian |
[02:35.133] | zuo xia wu zhe lian yan shi shi jin lei xian |
[02:37.394] | zhe shi yu na dian yuan de di yi ci jian mian |
[02:39.387] | na bei jia tang re hong cha shi ta men de qian yuan |
[02:41.886] | jia shang wei xin liao jie ta liang chu jian zhi hen shang jin |
[02:44.637] | ou er yi qi he ka fei liao jie jia ting zao yu hen xiang jin |
[02:47.639] | cong dian ying yuan dao si ying bu zai dan du guang ye shi |
[02:51.089] | cong ktv dao yang tai nan nv nei xie shi bu shuo ye ba |
[02:53.585] | nan ren nei xie hua rang ta chong jing jiang lai zai na an ju le ye |
[02:57.343] | shen zhi hun hou hai zi qu ming zhei xie |
[02:59.839] | ta kai shi xiang xin ta shi bai guang rang ta kai shi kai lang |
[03:02.338] | jie zhe tu ru qi lai yang xing de shi zhi |
[03:04.589] | ta ting hou bian shi zong cong ka fei dian ci zhi |
[03:07.342] | All those moments |
[03:10.844] | will be lost in |
[03:13.090] | time like tears |
[03:16.097] | in the rain. |
[03:18.835] | But oh my darling, |
[03:21.342] | I' ll do my crying |
[03:24.585] | in the rain |
[03:26.833] | to hide my pain. |
[03:30.088] | ci yan de bai guang wen ta kan gou mei you |
[03:32.841] | ruo mei kan gou ke yi wan dian sui shi gen ta fei zou |
[03:35.587] | you yu zhe shang sheng kan dao pan zi duan zhe zi ji |
[03:38.839] | nan guai na me bing liang yin yue kan dao nei zang |
[03:41.342] | ta wen ta zhi shi xiang huo zhe dan you shen me yi yi |
[03:44.341] | bai guang hui da ta ke yi zai kan kan qi ta ren de ji yi |
[03:47.341] | ye xu qi yu jing xiang ta kan le kan jue wang de ma ma |
[03:50.839] | hai shi zhi jie zou ba mian de ji xu shi wang |
[00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : Penance lǐ mò xuān |
[00:01.000] | zuò cí : Penance |
[00:04.920] | biān qǔ: Lucid Soundz |
[00:08.424] | hùn yīn: chén jiā lín JCNote |
[00:11.424] | cì yǎn de bái guāng nà yīng gāi shì shǒu shù tái dēng |
[00:14.426] | tā bèi hù shì duān zhe chǎng jǐng yīng gāi shì cái shēng |
[00:17.428] | bù zhī wèi hé mā mā yǎn shén dài diǎn bēi shāng |
[00:19.677] | yīng gāi shì fēi cháng lèi le |
[00:21.174] | nà hù shì de yǎn shén yě xiǎn de zhè yī qiè hěn xún cháng |
[00:24.176] | bù lùn shì jì yì hái shì mèng zhōng jǐng xiàng |
[00:26.678] | gāng chū shēng de shì lì yīng gāi shì gè yìng shāng |
[00:29.676] | dàn zhè yī qiè gǎn jué nà me zhēn shí bù xiàng shì yì xiǎng |
[00:34.174] | yòu shì yí gè qīng zǎo qīn qiè de wài pó zhǔ fù tā bié chí dào |
[00:37.927] | chū zhōng bù wài hū jiù shì xiào chē |
[00:39.676] | dàn tā hěn mǎn zú yǒu tóng xué néng yì qǐ xiào zhe |
[00:42.172] | zhǎng xiàng chéng jī tài pǔ tōng yǒu shí yě bèi chǐ xiào |
[00:44.928] | dàn tā bù zài hu |
[00:46.923] | tā zài xiào yě yǒu hěn jiāo xīn de káng bà zi |
[00:48.928] | tā gòu dī diào ǒu ěr tán jǐ gè jìng yá zǐ |
[00:51.179] | cóng zǎo dào wǎn duǎn xìn xiàng cuī hún duó mìng tài ài sā jiāo |
[00:54.422] | dàn yě zhèng hǎo gǎn zǒu nèi xiē xiǎng shàng tā de duō qíng shā diāo |
[00:57.926] | měi dào zhōu mò tā jiù xiāo chén tóng xué mò míng qí miào |
[01:00.422] | měi dāng wèn tā zěn me huí shì tā biàn gù zuò gāo shēn |
[01:03.423] | tā bù xiǎng bèi rèn wéi gāo lěng dú zì cáng qǐ le ruǎn ruò |
[01:06.430] | zài jiā xiāng duì yú zài wài shì nà me chén mò |
[01:08.929] | xí guàn le fù mǔ hù xiāng zhēn fēng xiāng duì tài duō bù dǒng de fēn zhēng |
[01:12.887] | jiā jù dōu néng bèi gāng suì |
[01:14.637] | yì bān zhè hái suàn hǎo de |
[01:16.142] | tā ān wèi zì jǐ hái yǒu gèng duō bèi jiā bào de |
[01:18.140] | dàn tā shí kè wàng bù liǎo de |
[01:20.136] | shì yǒu tiān bà mā yǐ wéi tā yǐ jīng shuì zháo le |
[01:22.135] | gòu xiǎo shēng dì chǎo zhe bà bà shuō le yī jù |
[01:24.881] | shuí yào nǐ dāng chū shēng gè nǚ de? |
[01:27.139] | mā mā shuō tā gèng hòu huǐ gēn tā zài yì qǐ ne |
[01:30.130] | gēn tā jié hūn zhēn gāi sǐ běn gāi dǎ diào hái zi de |
[01:33.136] | All those moments |
[01:37.143] | will be lost in |
[01:39.392] | time like tears |
[01:42.643] | in the rain. |
[01:45.140] | But oh my darling, |
[01:47.387] | I' ll do my crying |
[01:50.882] | in the rain |
[01:53.143] | to hide my pain. |
[01:56.386] | wèi le xīn zhōng de kuài lè tā mò mò rěn shòu |
[01:59.383] | tā xiāng xìn yǒu tiān zì yóu huì dài zǒu ēn chóu |
[02:02.389] | bù bèi huān yíng de chū shēng xiàng gè yì xiǎng |
[02:04.885] | què yī zhí zài qián yì shí yì zhì tā chéng zhǎng |
[02:07.639] | kōng xū de dù rì rú nián zhōng yú guò le sì wǔ nián |
[02:10.636] | kǎo shàng le wài dì dà xué péng yǒu yě huàn le yī quān |
[02:13.643] | yī xiē lǎo yǒu yě shí cháng wèn tā hǎo jiǔ huí cháng shā |
[02:16.389] | tā jiè kǒu bìng fēi cháng jià tā wú fǎ gù quán dà jiā |
[02:18.893] | gān cuì bù huí zhí zhì xià gè cháng jià |
[02:21.138] | shì shí shì tā wài pó yǐ shì shì |
[02:23.138] | tā bà mā fēn sǎn zài wài dǎ pái yǒu yì bì kāi bǐ cǐ |
[02:25.889] | tā bù zhǐ yī cì dān dú zǒu yè lù xiǎng xiàng bèi hài |
[02:28.137] | fěng cì shì zhè ràng tā duì huó zhe gǎn dào mǎn zú |
[02:30.885] | yǒu shí tā fàn wèi tòng yǒu cì lái de zuì xiōng |
[02:33.133] | bù dé bù jìn tú jīng kā fēi diàn |
[02:35.133] | zuò xià wǔ zhe liǎn yǎn shì shī jìn lèi xiàn |
[02:37.394] | zhè shì yǔ nà diàn yuán de dì yī cì jiàn miàn |
[02:39.387] | nà bēi jiā táng rè hóng chá shì tā men de qián yuán |
[02:41.886] | jiā shang wēi xìn liǎo jiě tā liǎng chù jiān zhí hěn shàng jìn |
[02:44.637] | ǒu ěr yì qǐ hē kā fēi liǎo jiě jiā tíng zāo yù hěn xiāng jìn |
[02:47.639] | cóng diàn yǐng yuàn dào sī yǐng bù zài dān dú guàng yè shì |
[02:51.089] | cóng ktv dào yáng tái nán nǚ nèi xiē shì bù shuō yě bà |
[02:53.585] | nán rén nèi xiē huà ràng tā chōng jǐng jiāng lái zài nǎ ān jū lè yè |
[02:57.343] | shèn zhì hūn hòu hái zi qǔ míng zhèi xiē |
[02:59.839] | tā kāi shǐ xiāng xìn tā shì bái guāng ràng tā kāi shǐ kāi lǎng |
[03:02.338] | jiē zhe tū rú qí lái yáng xìng de shì zhǐ |
[03:04.589] | tā tīng hòu biàn shī zōng cóng kā fēi diàn cí zhí |
[03:07.342] | All those moments |
[03:10.844] | will be lost in |
[03:13.090] | time like tears |
[03:16.097] | in the rain. |
[03:18.835] | But oh my darling, |
[03:21.342] | I' ll do my crying |
[03:24.585] | in the rain |
[03:26.833] | to hide my pain. |
[03:30.088] | cì yǎn de bái guāng wèn tā kàn gòu méi yǒu |
[03:32.841] | ruò méi kàn gòu kě yǐ wǎn diǎn suí shí gēn tā fēi zǒu |
[03:35.587] | yóu yù zhe shàng shēng kàn dào pán zi duān zhe zì jǐ |
[03:38.839] | nán guài nà me bīng liáng yǐn yuē kàn dào nèi zàng |
[03:41.342] | tā wèn tā zhǐ shì xiǎng huó zhe dàn yǒu shén me yì yì |
[03:44.341] | bái guāng huí dá tā kě yǐ zài kàn kàn qí tā rén de jì yì |
[03:47.341] | yě xǔ qí yú jǐng xiàng tā kàn le kàn jué wàng de mā mā |
[03:50.839] | hái shì zhí jiē zǒu ba miǎn de jì xù shī wàng |