[00:00.000] | 作曲 : 左漂 |
[00:01.000] | 作词 : 左漂 |
[00:03.43] | 后期:左漂 编曲:Lezter |
[00:15.00] | 所有我的样子我都讨厌 |
[00:16.77] | 我被摧毁了从我出生那天 |
[00:18.61] | 再也没有什么可以拯救我 |
[00:20.03] | 指引我 |
[00:20.79] | 更美好的生活是什么 |
[00:22.17] | 我懦弱 打骨子里懦弱 |
[00:23.69] | 因为他们教育我做人该察言观色 |
[00:25.72] | 低声下气才能不闯祸 |
[00:27.15] | 不被赶出房门不被拧耳朵 |
[00:29.13] | 我得看着他们笑 |
[00:30.10] | 看他们折磨我 |
[00:31.08] | 努力去迎合 |
[00:31.90] | 软弱却不能堕落 |
[00:33.12] | 因为道德告诉我这样做不适合 |
[00:35.55] | |
[00:36.01] | 可我为什么 |
[00:36.97] | 总是心惊胆战的过 |
[00:37.48] | 总是唯唯诺诺的活 |
[00:38.34] | 总是一不小心煽情了眼泪忍不住的落 |
[00:40.47] | |
[00:41.73] | 我不想矫揉造作把悲惨拿来述说 |
[00:45.22] | 我知道比我不幸的人还多得多得多 |
[00:48.43] | 可那种不幸不是这种痛 |
[00:50.41] | 它没有委曲求全来得重 |
[00:52.30] | 没有心理创伤需要去感动 |
[00:54.14] | 它一点一滴侵入皮肉腐臭 |
[00:55.83] | 沉重的感官回不了头的乱走 |
[00:59.47] | 它气急败坏了想要将我启封 |
[01:03.04] | 新物种 来自这个时代的孬种 |
[01:06.54] | 什么都懂也学着把什么都掏空 |
[01:10.10] | 她就在我旁边看着我的脸 |
[01:13.00] | 传达的信息有点贱 |
[01:14.57] | |
[01:15.63] | 我早已百毒不侵 |
[01:19.18] | 我早已百毒不侵 |
[01:22.94] | 我早已百毒不侵 |
[01:26.53] | 我早已百毒不侵 |
[01:27.86] | |
[01:28.88] | 我不是什么神 |
[01:30.66] | 我创造不了人 |
[01:32.50] | 我寻寻觅觅也总触及不到真 |
[01:34.39] | |
[01:35.76] | 我是什么人我过着什么样的人生 |
[01:38.14] | 我这不健全的人格我要和谁来分 |
[01:40.67] | 哪本书能告诉我怎样才能重新建立体系 |
[01:43.53] | 搭建我的墓地 |
[01:44.45] | 坚强坚强的无所顾虑 |
[01:45.87] | 善良美丽的时候不再哭泣 |
[01:47.50] | 不必嘲笑自己的怪异 |
[01:48.72] | 唾弃 |
[01:49.48] | 一次次无能的智力 |
[01:50.95] | 僵硬扭曲的肢体 |
[01:51.92] | 盲目冲动的眼力 |
[01:53.30] | 疯子一般的吹嘘 |
[01:54.40] | 太过注意细微的具体 |
[01:55.68] | 学习 |
[01:56.48] | 好多无用的字句去比喻 |
[01:57.96] | 练习 |
[01:58.92] | 混乱庸俗的反应力 |
[02:00.19] | 我奇丑无比 |
[02:01.00] | 在他们的信仰中跳来跳去 |
[02:02.78] | 也琢磨不清的存在的逻辑 |
[02:03.91] | |
[02:05.17] | 终于在这天 |
[02:07.01] | 我躺在沙发边望着周边 |
[02:10.27] | 把玩眼睛的视线和耳朵的局限 |
[02:12.96] | 还是要做个人吧 |
[02:14.77] | 去探探无边的世界的极端 |
[02:17.46] | 到底能让我有多难堪 |
[02:21.64] | 到底能让我有多难堪 |
[02:25.86] | 到底能让我有多难堪 |
[02:29.56] | 到底能让我有多难堪 |
[02:30.41] | |
[02:34.49] | 我早已百毒不侵 |
[02:38.20] | 我早已百毒不侵 |
[02:41.85] | 我早已百毒不侵 |
[02:45.51] | 我早已百毒不侵 |
[02:49.32] | 我早已百毒不侵 |
[02:53.10] | 我早已百毒不侵 |
[00:00.000] | zuo qu : zuo piao |
[00:01.000] | zuo ci : zuo piao |
[00:03.43] | hou qi: zuo piao bian qu: Lezter |
[00:15.00] | suo you wo de yang zi wo dou tao yan |
[00:16.77] | wo bei cui hui le cong wo chu sheng na tian |
[00:18.61] | zai ye mei you shen me ke yi zheng jiu wo |
[00:20.03] | zhi yin wo |
[00:20.79] | geng mei hao de sheng huo shi shen me |
[00:22.17] | wo nuo ruo da gu zi li nuo ruo |
[00:23.69] | yin wei ta men jiao yu wo zuo ren gai cha yan guan se |
[00:25.72] | di sheng xia qi cai neng bu chuang huo |
[00:27.15] | bu bei gan chu fang men bu bei ning er duo |
[00:29.13] | wo de kan zhe ta men xiao |
[00:30.10] | kan ta men zhe mo wo |
[00:31.08] | nu li qu ying he |
[00:31.90] | ruan ruo que bu neng duo luo |
[00:33.12] | yin wei dao de gao su wo zhe yang zuo bu shi he |
[00:35.55] | |
[00:36.01] | ke wo wei shi me |
[00:36.97] | zong shi xin jing dan zhan de guo |
[00:37.48] | zong shi wei wei nuo nuo de huo |
[00:38.34] | zong shi yi bu xiao xin shan qing le yan lei ren bu zhu de luo |
[00:40.47] | |
[00:41.73] | wo bu xiang jiao rou zao zuo ba bei can na lai shu shuo |
[00:45.22] | wo zhi dao bi wo bu xing de ren hai duo de duo de duo |
[00:48.43] | ke na zhong bu xing bu shi zhe zhong tong |
[00:50.41] | ta mei you wei qu qiu quan lai de zhong |
[00:52.30] | mei you xin li chuang shang xu yao qu gan dong |
[00:54.14] | ta yi dian yi di qin ru pi rou fu chou |
[00:55.83] | chen zhong de gan guan hui bu liao tou de luan zou |
[00:59.47] | ta qi ji bai huai le xiang yao jiang wo qi feng |
[01:03.04] | xin wu zhong lai zi zhe ge shi dai de nao zhong |
[01:06.54] | shen me dou dong ye xue zhe ba shen me dou tao kong |
[01:10.10] | ta jiu zai wo pang bian kan zhe wo de lian |
[01:13.00] | chuan da de xin xi you dian jian |
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[01:15.63] | wo zao yi bai du bu qin |
[01:19.18] | wo zao yi bai du bu qin |
[01:22.94] | wo zao yi bai du bu qin |
[01:26.53] | wo zao yi bai du bu qin |
[01:27.86] | |
[01:28.88] | wo bu shi shen me shen |
[01:30.66] | wo chuang zao bu liao ren |
[01:32.50] | wo xun xun mi mi ye zong chu ji bu dao zhen |
[01:34.39] | |
[01:35.76] | wo shi shen me ren wo guo zhe shen me yang de ren sheng |
[01:38.14] | wo zhe bu jian quan de ren ge wo yao he shui lai fen |
[01:40.67] | na ben shu neng gao su wo zen yang cai neng chong xin jian li ti xi |
[01:43.53] | da jian wo de mu di |
[01:44.45] | jian qiang jian qiang de wu suo gu lv |
[01:45.87] | shan liang mei li de shi hou bu zai ku qi |
[01:47.50] | bu bi chao xiao zi ji de guai yi |
[01:48.72] | tuo qi |
[01:49.48] | yi ci ci wu neng de zhi li |
[01:50.95] | jiang ying niu qu de zhi ti |
[01:51.92] | mang mu chong dong de yan li |
[01:53.30] | feng zi yi ban de chui xu |
[01:54.40] | tai guo zhu yi xi wei de ju ti |
[01:55.68] | xue xi |
[01:56.48] | hao duo wu yong de zi ju qu bi yu |
[01:57.96] | lian xi |
[01:58.92] | hun luan yong su de fan ying li |
[02:00.19] | wo qi chou wu bi |
[02:01.00] | zai ta men de xin yang zhong tiao lai tiao qu |
[02:02.78] | ye zuo mo bu qing de cun zai de luo ji |
[02:03.91] | |
[02:05.17] | zhong yu zai zhe tian |
[02:07.01] | wo tang zai sha fa bian wang zhe zhou bian |
[02:10.27] | ba wan yan jing de shi xian he er duo de ju xian |
[02:12.96] | hai shi yao zuo ge ren ba |
[02:14.77] | qu tan tan wu bian de shi jie de ji duan |
[02:17.46] | dao di neng rang wo you duo nan kan |
[02:21.64] | dao di neng rang wo you duo nan kan |
[02:25.86] | dao di neng rang wo you duo nan kan |
[02:29.56] | dao di neng rang wo you duo nan kan |
[02:30.41] | |
[02:34.49] | wo zao yi bai du bu qin |
[02:38.20] | wo zao yi bai du bu qin |
[02:41.85] | wo zao yi bai du bu qin |
[02:45.51] | wo zao yi bai du bu qin |
[02:49.32] | wo zao yi bai du bu qin |
[02:53.10] | wo zao yi bai du bu qin |
[00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : zuǒ piào |
[00:01.000] | zuò cí : zuǒ piào |
[00:03.43] | hòu qī: zuǒ piào biān qǔ: Lezter |
[00:15.00] | suǒ yǒu wǒ de yàng zi wǒ dōu tǎo yàn |
[00:16.77] | wǒ bèi cuī huǐ le cóng wǒ chū shēng nà tiān |
[00:18.61] | zài yě méi yǒu shén me kě yǐ zhěng jiù wǒ |
[00:20.03] | zhǐ yǐn wǒ |
[00:20.79] | gèng měi hǎo de shēng huó shì shén me |
[00:22.17] | wǒ nuò ruò dǎ gǔ zi lǐ nuò ruò |
[00:23.69] | yīn wèi tā men jiào yù wǒ zuò rén gāi chá yán guān sè |
[00:25.72] | dī shēng xià qì cái néng bù chuǎng huò |
[00:27.15] | bù bèi gǎn chū fáng mén bù bèi níng ěr duǒ |
[00:29.13] | wǒ dé kàn zhe tā men xiào |
[00:30.10] | kàn tā men zhé mó wǒ |
[00:31.08] | nǔ lì qù yíng hé |
[00:31.90] | ruǎn ruò què bù néng duò luò |
[00:33.12] | yīn wèi dào dé gào sù wǒ zhè yàng zuò bù shì hé |
[00:35.55] | |
[00:36.01] | kě wǒ wèi shí me |
[00:36.97] | zǒng shì xīn jīng dǎn zhàn de guò |
[00:37.48] | zǒng shì wěi wěi nuò nuò de huó |
[00:38.34] | zǒng shì yī bù xiǎo xīn shān qíng le yǎn lèi rěn bú zhù de luò |
[00:40.47] | |
[00:41.73] | wǒ bù xiǎng jiǎo róu zào zuò bǎ bēi cǎn ná lái shù shuō |
[00:45.22] | wǒ zhī dào bǐ wǒ bù xìng de rén hái duō de duō de duō |
[00:48.43] | kě nà zhǒng bù xìng bú shì zhè zhǒng tòng |
[00:50.41] | tā méi yǒu wěi qū qiú quán lái de zhòng |
[00:52.30] | méi yǒu xīn lǐ chuāng shāng xū yào qù gǎn dòng |
[00:54.14] | tā yì diǎn yī dī qīn rù pí ròu fǔ chòu |
[00:55.83] | chén zhòng de gǎn guān huí bù liǎo tóu de luàn zǒu |
[00:59.47] | tā qì jí bài huài le xiǎng yào jiāng wǒ qǐ fēng |
[01:03.04] | xīn wù zhǒng lái zì zhè gè shí dài de nāo zhǒng |
[01:06.54] | shén me dōu dǒng yě xué zhe bǎ shén me dōu tāo kōng |
[01:10.10] | tā jiù zài wǒ páng biān kàn zhe wǒ de liǎn |
[01:13.00] | chuán dá de xìn xī yǒu diǎn jiàn |
[01:14.57] | |
[01:15.63] | wǒ zǎo yǐ bǎi dú bù qīn |
[01:19.18] | wǒ zǎo yǐ bǎi dú bù qīn |
[01:22.94] | wǒ zǎo yǐ bǎi dú bù qīn |
[01:26.53] | wǒ zǎo yǐ bǎi dú bù qīn |
[01:27.86] | |
[01:28.88] | wǒ bú shì shén me shén |
[01:30.66] | wǒ chuàng zào bù liǎo rén |
[01:32.50] | wǒ xún xún mì mì yě zǒng chù jí bú dào zhēn |
[01:34.39] | |
[01:35.76] | wǒ shì shén me rén wǒ guò zhe shén me yàng de rén shēng |
[01:38.14] | wǒ zhè bù jiàn quán de rén gé wǒ yào hé shuí lái fēn |
[01:40.67] | nǎ běn shū néng gào sù wǒ zěn yàng cái néng chóng xīn jiàn lì tǐ xì |
[01:43.53] | dā jiàn wǒ de mù dì |
[01:44.45] | jiān qiáng jiān qiáng de wú suǒ gù lǜ |
[01:45.87] | shàn liáng měi lì de shí hòu bù zài kū qì |
[01:47.50] | bù bì cháo xiào zì jǐ de guài yì |
[01:48.72] | tuò qì |
[01:49.48] | yī cì cì wú néng de zhì lì |
[01:50.95] | jiāng yìng niǔ qū de zhī tǐ |
[01:51.92] | máng mù chōng dòng de yǎn lì |
[01:53.30] | fēng zi yì bān de chuī xū |
[01:54.40] | tài guò zhù yì xì wēi de jù tǐ |
[01:55.68] | xué xí |
[01:56.48] | hǎo duō wú yòng de zì jù qù bǐ yù |
[01:57.96] | liàn xí |
[01:58.92] | hùn luàn yōng sú de fǎn yìng lì |
[02:00.19] | wǒ qí chǒu wú bǐ |
[02:01.00] | zài tā men de xìn yǎng zhōng tiào lái tiào qù |
[02:02.78] | yě zuó mo bù qīng de cún zài de luó ji |
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[02:05.17] | zhōng yú zài zhè tiān |
[02:07.01] | wǒ tǎng zài shā fā biān wàng zhe zhōu biān |
[02:10.27] | bǎ wán yǎn jīng de shì xiàn hé ěr duǒ de jú xiàn |
[02:12.96] | hái shì yào zuò gè rén ba |
[02:14.77] | qù tàn tàn wú biān de shì jiè de jí duān |
[02:17.46] | dào dǐ néng ràng wǒ yǒu duō nàn kān |
[02:21.64] | dào dǐ néng ràng wǒ yǒu duō nàn kān |
[02:25.86] | dào dǐ néng ràng wǒ yǒu duō nàn kān |
[02:29.56] | dào dǐ néng ràng wǒ yǒu duō nàn kān |
[02:30.41] | |
[02:34.49] | wǒ zǎo yǐ bǎi dú bù qīn |
[02:38.20] | wǒ zǎo yǐ bǎi dú bù qīn |
[02:41.85] | wǒ zǎo yǐ bǎi dú bù qīn |
[02:45.51] | wǒ zǎo yǐ bǎi dú bù qīn |
[02:49.32] | wǒ zǎo yǐ bǎi dú bù qīn |
[02:53.10] | wǒ zǎo yǐ bǎi dú bù qīn |