[00:00.000] | 作曲 : ZitroxBeats |
[00:01.000] | 作词 : 肖小灼 |
[00:19.15] | 在眼泪中睡 在哭泣中苏醒 |
[00:21.89] | 是家常便饭了一件致郁的事情 |
[00:24.88] | 谁能照亮阴影或帮我开一盏灯 |
[00:27.58] | 可能需要人陪需要麻醉需要镇静 |
[00:30.27] | 重复着 被噩梦吃掉又吐出来 |
[00:32.91] | 如果能重新选择我可不可以不要存在 |
[00:35.95] | 把难过都给我吧 让全世界笑一笑 |
[00:38.79] | 然后放过我吧 让我带着难过消失掉 |
[00:41.88] | 从十二岁起我就是个不快乐的人 |
[00:44.27] | 喜欢躲在角落里 内心里的废墟是我的天地 |
[00:46.91] | 我的世界没有惊变的天气 永远在下雨 |
[00:49.60] | 把我淹没在汪洋 那时我就已经死去 |
[00:52.60] | 生而为人确实抱歉 浪费了不计其数的厚望 |
[00:55.44] | 欠下了不少 希望得到一场厚葬 |
[00:57.68] | 我真的没那麽重要 不值得有人想起 |
[01:00.66] | 我想闭上眼睛然后永久性地失忆 |
[01:03.76] | |
[01:03.76] | 你不是最难过的 肯定也不是最不幸的 |
[01:06.75] | 也不是唯一一个想死每天睡不着的 |
[01:09.54] | 你不是被上帝忘得最乾淨的那一个 |
[01:11.78] | 也不是唯一一个绝望至极还在坚持的 |
[01:14.98] | 你不是最难过的 肯定也不是最不幸的 |
[01:17.77] | 也不是唯一一个想死每天睡不着的 |
[01:20.61] | 你不是被上帝忘得最乾淨的那一个 |
[01:23.15] | 也不是唯一一个绝望至极还在坚持的 |
[01:37.70] | |
[01:37.70] | 我在慌乱之中找不到她 |
[01:39.80] | 自我安慰往好处想她一定没事吧 |
[01:42.63] | 最近的一分一秒比一辈子都煎熬 |
[01:45.42] | 快失常 精神正遭到残忍的施暴 |
[01:48.96] | 失联时长在增加 |
[01:50.81] | 六神无主一般的我 灵魂早就没了家 |
[01:53.64] | 仿佛天塌 我被折磨被持续施压 |
[01:56.48] | 惶恐不安的心情太多也变得廉价 |
[01:59.92] | 是我亲手把自己藏起来了 |
[02:02.21] | 让任何人都看不到我也看不到任何人 |
[02:04.85] | 把心的碎片重新拼起来但还有裂痕 |
[02:07.60] | 我在这场梦里等着一个天使的吻 |
[02:11.28] | 这世界上有两个你 |
[02:13.17] | 一个在现世 一个在我心里 |
[02:15.91] | 我也好想你在我的怀里梦里眼里时光里 |
[02:18.75] | 成为我一个人的秘密和仅存的回忆 |
[02:21.64] | |
[02:21.64] | 你不是最难过的 肯定也不是最不幸的 |
[02:24.74] | 也不是唯一一个想死每天睡不着的 |
[02:27.47] | 你不是被上帝忘得最乾淨的那一个 |
[02:30.04] | 也不是唯一一个绝望至极还在坚持的 |
[02:33.12] | 你不是最难过的 肯定也不是最不幸的 |
[02:36.06] | 也不是唯一一个想死每天睡不着的 |
[02:38.81] | 你不是被上帝忘得最乾淨的那一个 |
[02:41.10] | 也不是唯一一个绝望至极还在坚持的 |
[02:55.20] | |
[02:55.20] | 任由我放纵的时光已经结束 |
[02:57.94] | 现在慢慢走向死亡 |
[02:59.64] | 我的身体开始有些陌生 像枯萎的海棠 |
[03:03.03] | 我找到了些希望 我很爱它如同皎洁的月光 |
[03:06.52] | 有的人总会散发出平和的死亡气息 |
[03:09.06] | 你感觉不到他的存在和他的呼吸 |
[03:11.84] | 我把自己分身于歌词里 望一场永存 |
[03:14.49] | 沉淀在每天的黄昏 绽放在每年的春 |
[03:17.69] | 我是被上帝遗忘的人,终将悲惨地离去 |
[03:20.32] | 最后牵挂的是你,只要你过得比我好就足矣 |
[03:23.42] | 我该承受的部分就让我自己处理 |
[03:25.76] | 就算会有屏住呼吸也压制不住的哭泣 |
[03:28.60] | 我懂每一个人的伤心和一万个想离开的理由 |
[03:31.89] | 我将昏睡一百年不再会有抢救 |
[03:34.68] | 我想在梦里像鱼一样永远地游 |
[03:36.68] | 忘掉生命下扬的嘴角 然后离开地球 |
[03:39.76] | |
[03:39.76] | 你不是最难过的 肯定也不是最不幸的 |
[03:42.76] | 也不是唯一一个想死每天睡不着的 |
[03:45.66] | 你不是被上帝忘得最乾淨的那一个 |
[03:47.89] | 也不是唯一一个绝望至极还在坚持的 |
[03:51.13] | 你不是最难过的 肯定也不是最不幸的 |
[03:53.83] | 也不是唯一一个想死每天睡不着的 |
[03:56.56] | 你不是被上帝忘得最乾淨的那一个 |
[03:59.06] | 也不是唯一一个绝望至极还在坚持的 |
[00:00.000] | zuo qu : ZitroxBeats |
[00:01.000] | zuo ci : xiao xiao zhuo |
[00:19.15] | zai yan lei zhong shui zai ku qi zhong su xing |
[00:21.89] | shi jia chang bian fan le yi jian zhi yu de shi qing |
[00:24.88] | shui neng zhao liang yin ying huo bang wo kai yi zhan deng |
[00:27.58] | ke neng xu yao ren pei xu yao ma zui xu yao zhen jing |
[00:30.27] | chong fu zhe bei e meng chi diao you tu chu lai |
[00:32.91] | ru guo neng chong xin xuan ze wo ke bu ke yi bu yao cun zai |
[00:35.95] | ba nan guo dou gei wo ba rang quan shi jie xiao yi xiao |
[00:38.79] | ran hou fang guo wo ba rang wo dai zhe nan guo xiao shi diao |
[00:41.88] | cong shi er sui qi wo jiu shi ge bu kuai le de ren |
[00:44.27] | xi huan duo zai jiao luo li nei xin li de fei xu shi wo de tian di |
[00:46.91] | wo de shi jie mei you jing bian de tian qi yong yuan zai xia yu |
[00:49.60] | ba wo yan mo zai wang yang na shi wo jiu yi jing si qu |
[00:52.60] | sheng er wei ren que shi bao qian lang fei le bu ji qi shu de hou wang |
[00:55.44] | qian xia liao bu shao xi wang de dao yi chang hou zang |
[00:57.68] | wo zhen de mei na me zhong yao bu zhi de you ren xiang qi |
[01:00.66] | wo xiang bi shang yan jing ran hou yong jiu xing di shi yi |
[01:03.76] | |
[01:03.76] | ni bu shi zui nan guo de ken ding ye bu shi zui bu xing de |
[01:06.75] | ye bu shi wei yi yi ge xiang si mei tian shui bu zhao de |
[01:09.54] | ni bu shi bei shang di wang de zui gan jing de na yi ge |
[01:11.78] | ye bu shi wei yi yi ge jue wang zhi ji hai zai jian chi de |
[01:14.98] | ni bu shi zui nan guo de ken ding ye bu shi zui bu xing de |
[01:17.77] | ye bu shi wei yi yi ge xiang si mei tian shui bu zhao de |
[01:20.61] | ni bu shi bei shang di wang de zui gan jing de na yi ge |
[01:23.15] | ye bu shi wei yi yi ge jue wang zhi ji hai zai jian chi de |
[01:37.70] | |
[01:37.70] | wo zai huang luan zhi zhong zhao bu dao ta |
[01:39.80] | zi wo an wei wang hao chu xiang ta yi ding mei shi ba |
[01:42.63] | zui jin de yi fen yi miao bi yi bei zi dou jian ao |
[01:45.42] | kuai shi chang jing shen zheng zao dao can ren de shi bao |
[01:48.96] | shi lian shi zhang zai zeng jia |
[01:50.81] | liu shen wu zhu yi ban de wo ling hun zao jiu mei le jia |
[01:53.64] | fang fu tian ta wo bei zhe mo bei chi xu shi ya |
[01:56.48] | huang kong bu an de xin qing tai duo ye bian de lian jia |
[01:59.92] | shi wo qin shou ba zi ji cang qi lai le |
[02:02.21] | rang ren he ren dou kan bu dao wo ye kan bu dao ren he ren |
[02:04.85] | ba xin de sui pian chong xin pin qi lai dan hai you lie hen |
[02:07.60] | wo zai zhe chang meng li deng zhe yi ge tian shi de wen |
[02:11.28] | zhe shi jie shang you liang ge ni |
[02:13.17] | yi ge zai xian shi yi ge zai wo xin li |
[02:15.91] | wo ye hao xiang ni zai wo de huai li meng li yan li shi guang li |
[02:18.75] | cheng wei wo yi ge ren de mi mi he jin cun de hui yi |
[02:21.64] | |
[02:21.64] | ni bu shi zui nan guo de ken ding ye bu shi zui bu xing de |
[02:24.74] | ye bu shi wei yi yi ge xiang si mei tian shui bu zhao de |
[02:27.47] | ni bu shi bei shang di wang de zui gan jing de na yi ge |
[02:30.04] | ye bu shi wei yi yi ge jue wang zhi ji hai zai jian chi de |
[02:33.12] | ni bu shi zui nan guo de ken ding ye bu shi zui bu xing de |
[02:36.06] | ye bu shi wei yi yi ge xiang si mei tian shui bu zhao de |
[02:38.81] | ni bu shi bei shang di wang de zui gan jing de na yi ge |
[02:41.10] | ye bu shi wei yi yi ge jue wang zhi ji hai zai jian chi de |
[02:55.20] | |
[02:55.20] | ren you wo fang zong de shi guang yi jing jie shu |
[02:57.94] | xian zai man man zou xiang si wang |
[02:59.64] | wo de shen ti kai shi you xie mo sheng xiang ku wei de hai tang |
[03:03.03] | wo zhao dao le xie xi wang wo hen ai ta ru tong jiao jie de yue guang |
[03:06.52] | you de ren zong hui san fa chu ping he de si wang qi xi |
[03:09.06] | ni gan jue bu dao ta de cun zai he ta de hu xi |
[03:11.84] | wo ba zi ji fen shen yu ge ci li wang yi chang yong cun |
[03:14.49] | chen dian zai mei tian de huang hun zhan fang zai mei nian de chun |
[03:17.69] | wo shi bei shang di yi wang de ren, zhong jiang bei can di li qu |
[03:20.32] | zui hou qian gua de shi ni, zhi yao ni guo de bi wo hao jiu zu yi |
[03:23.42] | wo gai cheng shou de bu fen jiu rang wo zi ji chu li |
[03:25.76] | jiu suan hui you ping zhu hu xi ye ya zhi bu zhu de ku qi |
[03:28.60] | wo dong mei yi ge ren de shang xin he yi wan ge xiang li kai de li you |
[03:31.89] | wo jiang hun shui yi bai nian bu zai hui you qiang jiu |
[03:34.68] | wo xiang zai meng li xiang yu yi yang yong yuan di you |
[03:36.68] | wang diao sheng ming xia yang de zui jiao ran hou li kai di qiu |
[03:39.76] | |
[03:39.76] | ni bu shi zui nan guo de ken ding ye bu shi zui bu xing de |
[03:42.76] | ye bu shi wei yi yi ge xiang si mei tian shui bu zhao de |
[03:45.66] | ni bu shi bei shang di wang de zui gan jing de na yi ge |
[03:47.89] | ye bu shi wei yi yi ge jue wang zhi ji hai zai jian chi de |
[03:51.13] | ni bu shi zui nan guo de ken ding ye bu shi zui bu xing de |
[03:53.83] | ye bu shi wei yi yi ge xiang si mei tian shui bu zhao de |
[03:56.56] | ni bu shi bei shang di wang de zui gan jing de na yi ge |
[03:59.06] | ye bu shi wei yi yi ge jue wang zhi ji hai zai jian chi de |
[00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : ZitroxBeats |
[00:01.000] | zuò cí : xiào xiǎo zhuó |
[00:19.15] | zài yǎn lèi zhōng shuì zài kū qì zhōng sū xǐng |
[00:21.89] | shì jiā cháng biàn fàn le yī jiàn zhì yù de shì qíng |
[00:24.88] | shuí néng zhào liàng yīn yǐng huò bāng wǒ kāi yī zhǎn dēng |
[00:27.58] | kě néng xū yào rén péi xū yào má zuì xū yào zhèn jìng |
[00:30.27] | chóng fù zhe bèi è mèng chī diào yòu tǔ chū lái |
[00:32.91] | rú guǒ néng chóng xīn xuǎn zé wǒ kě bù kě yǐ bú yào cún zài |
[00:35.95] | bǎ nán guò dōu gěi wǒ ba ràng quán shì jiè xiào yī xiào |
[00:38.79] | rán hòu fàng guò wǒ ba ràng wǒ dài zhe nán guò xiāo shī diào |
[00:41.88] | cóng shí èr suì qǐ wǒ jiù shì gè bù kuài lè de rén |
[00:44.27] | xǐ huān duǒ zài jiǎo luò lǐ nèi xīn lǐ de fèi xū shì wǒ de tiān dì |
[00:46.91] | wǒ de shì jiè méi yǒu jīng biàn de tiān qì yǒng yuǎn zài xià yǔ |
[00:49.60] | bǎ wǒ yān mò zài wāng yáng nà shí wǒ jiù yǐ jīng sǐ qù |
[00:52.60] | shēng ér wéi rén què shí bào qiàn làng fèi le bù jì qí shù de hòu wàng |
[00:55.44] | qiàn xià liǎo bù shǎo xī wàng dé dào yī chǎng hòu zàng |
[00:57.68] | wǒ zhēn de méi nà me zhòng yào bù zhí de yǒu rén xiǎng qǐ |
[01:00.66] | wǒ xiǎng bì shang yǎn jīng rán hòu yǒng jiǔ xìng dì shī yì |
[01:03.76] | |
[01:03.76] | nǐ bú shì zuì nán guò de kěn dìng yě bú shì zuì bù xìng de |
[01:06.75] | yě bú shì wéi yī yí gè xiǎng sǐ měi tiān shuì bù zháo de |
[01:09.54] | nǐ bú shì bèi shàng dì wàng dé zuì gān jìng de nà yí gè |
[01:11.78] | yě bú shì wéi yī yí gè jué wàng zhì jí hái zài jiān chí de |
[01:14.98] | nǐ bú shì zuì nán guò de kěn dìng yě bú shì zuì bù xìng de |
[01:17.77] | yě bú shì wéi yī yí gè xiǎng sǐ měi tiān shuì bù zháo de |
[01:20.61] | nǐ bú shì bèi shàng dì wàng dé zuì gān jìng de nà yí gè |
[01:23.15] | yě bú shì wéi yī yí gè jué wàng zhì jí hái zài jiān chí de |
[01:37.70] | |
[01:37.70] | wǒ zài huāng luàn zhī zhōng zhǎo bu dào tā |
[01:39.80] | zì wǒ ān wèi wǎng hǎo chù xiǎng tā yí dìng méi shì ba |
[01:42.63] | zuì jìn de yī fēn yī miǎo bǐ yī bèi zǐ dōu jiān áo |
[01:45.42] | kuài shī cháng jīng shén zhèng zāo dào cán rěn de shī bào |
[01:48.96] | shī lián shí zhǎng zài zēng jiā |
[01:50.81] | liù shén wú zhǔ yì bān de wǒ líng hún zǎo jiù méi le jiā |
[01:53.64] | fǎng fú tiān tā wǒ bèi zhé mó bèi chí xù shī yā |
[01:56.48] | huáng kǒng bù ān de xīn qíng tài duō yě biàn de lián jià |
[01:59.92] | shì wǒ qīn shǒu bà zì jǐ cáng qǐ lái le |
[02:02.21] | ràng rèn hé rén dōu kàn bú dào wǒ yě kàn bú dào rèn hé rén |
[02:04.85] | bǎ xīn de suì piàn chóng xīn pīn qǐ lái dàn hái yǒu liè hén |
[02:07.60] | wǒ zài zhè chǎng mèng lǐ děng zhe yí gè tiān shǐ de wěn |
[02:11.28] | zhè shì jiè shang yǒu liǎng gè nǐ |
[02:13.17] | yí gè zài xiàn shì yí gè zài wǒ xīn lǐ |
[02:15.91] | wǒ yě hǎo xiǎng nǐ zài wǒ de huái lǐ mèng lǐ yǎn lǐ shí guāng lǐ |
[02:18.75] | chéng wéi wǒ yí ge rén de mì mì hé jǐn cún de huí yì |
[02:21.64] | |
[02:21.64] | nǐ bú shì zuì nán guò de kěn dìng yě bú shì zuì bù xìng de |
[02:24.74] | yě bú shì wéi yī yí gè xiǎng sǐ měi tiān shuì bù zháo de |
[02:27.47] | nǐ bú shì bèi shàng dì wàng dé zuì gān jìng de nà yí gè |
[02:30.04] | yě bú shì wéi yī yí gè jué wàng zhì jí hái zài jiān chí de |
[02:33.12] | nǐ bú shì zuì nán guò de kěn dìng yě bú shì zuì bù xìng de |
[02:36.06] | yě bú shì wéi yī yí gè xiǎng sǐ měi tiān shuì bù zháo de |
[02:38.81] | nǐ bú shì bèi shàng dì wàng dé zuì gān jìng de nà yí gè |
[02:41.10] | yě bú shì wéi yī yí gè jué wàng zhì jí hái zài jiān chí de |
[02:55.20] | |
[02:55.20] | rèn yóu wǒ fàng zòng de shí guāng yǐ jīng jié shù |
[02:57.94] | xiàn zài màn màn zǒu xiàng sǐ wáng |
[02:59.64] | wǒ de shēn tǐ kāi shǐ yǒu xiē mò shēng xiàng kū wěi de hǎi táng |
[03:03.03] | wǒ zhǎo dào le xiē xī wàng wǒ hěn ài tā rú tóng jiǎo jié de yuè guāng |
[03:06.52] | yǒu de rén zǒng huì sàn fà chū píng hé de sǐ wáng qì xī |
[03:09.06] | nǐ gǎn jué bú dào tā de cún zài hé tā de hū xī |
[03:11.84] | wǒ bǎ zì jǐ fēn shēn yú gē cí lǐ wàng yī chǎng yǒng cún |
[03:14.49] | chén diàn zài měi tiān de huáng hūn zhàn fàng zài měi nián de chūn |
[03:17.69] | wǒ shì bèi shàng dì yí wàng de rén, zhōng jiāng bēi cǎn dì lí qù |
[03:20.32] | zuì hòu qiān guà de shì nǐ, zhǐ yào nǐ guò de bǐ wǒ hǎo jiù zú yǐ |
[03:23.42] | wǒ gāi chéng shòu de bù fèn jiù ràng wǒ zì jǐ chǔ lǐ |
[03:25.76] | jiù suàn huì yǒu píng zhù hū xī yě yā zhì bú zhù de kū qì |
[03:28.60] | wǒ dǒng měi yí ge rén de shāng xīn hé yī wàn gè xiǎng lí kāi de lǐ yóu |
[03:31.89] | wǒ jiāng hūn shuì yī bǎi nián bù zài huì yǒu qiǎng jiù |
[03:34.68] | wǒ xiǎng zài mèng lǐ xiàng yú yí yàng yǒng yuǎn dì yóu |
[03:36.68] | wàng diào shēng mìng xià yáng de zuǐ jiǎo rán hòu lí kāi dì qiú |
[03:39.76] | |
[03:39.76] | nǐ bú shì zuì nán guò de kěn dìng yě bú shì zuì bù xìng de |
[03:42.76] | yě bú shì wéi yī yí gè xiǎng sǐ měi tiān shuì bù zháo de |
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