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My best friend do not got a mommy and he jealous of me |
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So I hug her extra tight before she's ready to sleep |
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In the morning I got lot to do and places to be |
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Mommy crying in the kitchen I pretend I don't see |
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Then I grab my bag I say goodbye and then she says it to me |
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As I'm walking out the door I wonder what's expected of me |
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I love my momma and I wanna make her problems go away |
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But I don't want to see a child in who is parenting me |
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A couple days ago I sat down in the kitchen with her |
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And she told me that she hate the way she look |
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And she get lonely when I'm gone 'cause she got nowhere to turn |
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So she tried to lose herself inside her book |
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The conversation ended as I'm feeling like a horrible son |
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But I kept it and I didn't say a word |
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Because I knew that it would only make it worse |
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Mommy taught me confidence and now she insecure, ah |
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Mommy taught me not to be afraid of mistakes |
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Mommy taught me always to follow a dream |
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Mommy taught me how to deal with the pressure |
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But not when the pressure don't belong to me |
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Mommy taught me always be grateful and share |
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Mommy taught me always to do what is fair |
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It's not that I don't care it's that I care too much |
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And I still believe in heroes |
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I still believe in |
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Everything you taught me, |
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That's why I can't believe your ******g nerve |
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You just complain, complain, complain, |
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I don't think I get the treatment I deserve |
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Because I think about you all day, |
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I don't focus and I feel my stomach turn |
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Then you tell me not to worry 'bout it, |
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Ma' you would just eat your ******g words |
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******, took me years just to say this, |
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So I ain't leaving one thing out |
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When I see a tear on your face, |
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Is only thing I can think 'bout |
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Only thing I want to fix, |
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If I can't help then I flip out |
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I saw you cry driving me to school |
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Then you wondered why I got kicked out |
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See I thought this ****** was okay, |
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My homie found out and he don't |
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When I told him I can't hang today |
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'Cause my mom depressed she can't be alone |
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You taught me not to bite my tongue |
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You taught me I control my fate |
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You taught me how to get ****** straight |
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You taught me what is fair, this ain't |
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******, I don't want to hear about what could be, |
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Why the ****** you gotta let the past control you? |
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I don't want to hear about a fight with daddy |
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Or about the money daddy owe you |
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I don't want to hear that you feel ugly |
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You're more beautiful than you just could imagine |
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I don't want to be in this position |
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When I listen thinking you don't know how good you have it |
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You could be homeless with no money, |
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When the wind blowing there's snow coming |
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You could be like dad, living the same life |
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Everyday and going home to nobody |
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At least you got me, huh? |
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At least you got heat, huh? |
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I want to make it just to make you rich |
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But a dollar can't sell a pessimist |
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Look, I wanna be someone that you can speak with |
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But you always tellin' me never forget to be a kid |
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But I can't be a kid when I see you like this |
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Can't be myself when I see you like this |
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Old enough to know my hero isn't invincible |
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But I'm still young enough to not wanna know |
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Where all the weaknesses is |
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I just don't think it's right |
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And I just don't think it's fair to act |
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When I feel like I gotta parent my parent |
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Just for my parent to parent back |
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I love you more than you know |
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But I cannot be the only reason |
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My role model don't roll down a deep end 'cause |
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Mommy taught me not to be afraid of mistakes |
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Mommy taught me always to follow a dream |
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Mommy taught me how to deal with the pressure |
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But not when the pressure don't belong to me |
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Mommy taught me always be grateful and share |
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Mommy taught me always to do what is fair |
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It's not that I don't care it's that I care too much |
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And I still believe in heroes |
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I still believe in |
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Heroes |