| [00:00.000] | 作曲 : 姜没 |
| [00:01.000] | 作词 : 腿儿 |
| [00:09.819] | 我还记得 这一切的开始 |
| [00:12.482] | 摔倒那刻 大脑空得像白纸 |
| [00:15.000] | 场景转换 到 医院大厅 人来人往 |
| [00:18.400] | 坐在轮椅 上 我没法再去假装坚强 |
| [00:20.910] | 所以我止不住地哭 |
| [00:22.614] | 医生说我最好别运动了 ok那我认输 |
| [00:25.186] | 可前16年自卑感的 单谁给我买 |
| [00:27.878] | 全都付之一炬狗屁梦想 丢进火海 |
| [00:30.354] | 刺眼的白光 和 没过劲儿的麻药 |
| [00:33.262] | 交替发生反应 虚弱的我就快傻掉 |
| [00:35.554] | 迟钝地思考着眼前和未来 |
| [00:38.578] | 嗯 是我亲手把未来给推开 |
| [00:40.858] | 自作自受的感觉 无比畅快 |
| [00:43.434] | 全身湿透感谢那场雨 淋得慷慨 |
| [00:45.888] | 说得对 |
| [00:47.282] | 你们全都 说得对 |
| [00:48.714] | 那时候你们恨不得吐沫都往我脸上啐 |
| [00:51.375] | 痛苦像一堆废石 |
| [00:53.700] | 砺堆积在心房里 |
| [00:56.698] | 他看着梦缓缓下坠 |
| [00:58.894] | 早已沉进日落里 |
| [01:01.563] | 就不会再渴望醒来 |
| [01:04.331] | 睁开眼看到黎明 |
| [01:06.676] | 要在黑夜里下一场 |
| [01:09.367] | 阻挡他的大雨 |
| [01:12.654] | 16年12月 我回到学校 |
| [01:15.027] | 拐杖伴我身旁 忘记快乐诀窍 |
| [01:17.658] | 我就像只猴子被大家围观 |
| [01:20.358] | 你们的关心是对我心灵的摧残 |
| [01:22.750] | 去食堂 回教室 只要在校内 |
| [01:25.446] | 眼神讽刺和挖苦我只能尴尬笑对 |
| [01:28.102] | 像是被丢在那肮脏的角落 |
| [01:30.274] | shout out to 中阳每天陪我让我能够好过 |
| [01:32.987] | 抨击声在那段时间没停下 |
| [01:35.902] | 不明白叛逆怎么成了父母对我的评价 |
| [01:38.146] | 我知道确实大部分错都在我 |
| [01:40.530] | 但我真的承受了不属于我的太多太多 |
| [01:43.874] | 没有人能理解 安慰也是只走过场 |
| [01:46.606] | 活得像是机械 无法抚平心中波浪 |
| [01:48.746] | 一层一层 在我胸腔内汹涌 |
| [01:51.084] | 时间久了也认为自己是真的不中用 |
| [01:53.999] | 为了腐烂的地狱 |
| [01:56.646] | 不要停下脚步 |
| [01:59.906] | 夜长如巨蟒 |
| [02:01.958] | 人人烂炖成汤 |
| [02:04.550] | 面对无法改变现状 |
| [02:06.923] | 情绪怎么隐藏 |
| [02:09.674] | 多想孤独黑暗路上 |
| [02:12.431] | 有他的一束光 |
| [02:15.174] | |
| [02:26.045] | 终于我决定拿起纸笔 |
| [02:27.377] | 在另个世界重新投币再次做我自己 |
| [02:30.393] | 潦草的字迹涂满每个日夜轮回 |
| [02:32.949] | 嘶哑的喉咙声音必须唱到最高分贝 |
| [02:35.546] | 眼泪稀释了痛让苦难与自卑中和 |
| [02:38.050] | 慢慢往上走也顺利跳过各种陷阱空格 |
| [02:40.917] | 空虚 孤独 为何要把我缠绕 |
| [02:43.953] | 丢不掉的依然是旁观者的讪笑 |
| [02:45.845] | but I start from bottom生于工业区的孩子 |
| [02:48.598] | I Don't give a **** 是时间教我的台词 |
| [02:51.206] | 嗯 对 I still on my way |
| [02:53.798] | trust myself始终坚信自己选的对 |
| [02:56.821] | It 's all about my life my life x3 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo qu : jiang mei |
| [00:01.000] | zuo ci : tui er |
| [00:09.819] | wo hai ji de zhe yi qie de kai shi |
| [00:12.482] | shuai dao na ke da nao kong de xiang bai zhi |
| [00:15.000] | chang jing zhuan huan dao yi yuan da ting ren lai ren wang |
| [00:18.400] | zuo zai lun yi shang wo mei fa zai qu jia zhuang jian qiang |
| [00:20.910] | suo yi wo zhi bu zhu di ku |
| [00:22.614] | yi sheng shuo wo zui hao bie yun dong le ok na wo ren shu |
| [00:25.186] | ke qian 16 nian zi bei gan de dan shui gei wo mai |
| [00:27.878] | quan dou fu zhi yi ju gou pi meng xiang diu jin huo hai |
| [00:30.354] | ci yan de bai guang he mei guo jin r de ma yao |
| [00:33.262] | jiao ti fa sheng fan ying xu ruo de wo jiu kuai sha diao |
| [00:35.554] | chi dun di si kao zhuo yan qian he wei lai |
| [00:38.578] | shi wo qin shou ba wei lai gei tui kai |
| [00:40.858] | zi zuo zi shou de gan jue wu bi chang kuai |
| [00:43.434] | quan shen shi tou gan xie na chang yu lin de kang kai |
| [00:45.888] | shuo de dui |
| [00:47.282] | ni men quan dou shuo de dui |
| [00:48.714] | na shi hou ni men hen bu de tu mo dou wang wo lian shang cui |
| [00:51.375] | tong ku xiang yi dui fei shi |
| [00:53.700] | li dui ji zai xin fang li |
| [00:56.698] | ta kan zhe meng huan huan xia zhui |
| [00:58.894] | zao yi chen jin ri luo li |
| [01:01.563] | jiu bu hui zai ke wang xing lai |
| [01:04.331] | zheng kai yan kan dao li ming |
| [01:06.676] | yao zai hei ye li xia yi chang |
| [01:09.367] | zu dang ta de da yu |
| [01:12.654] | 16 nian 12 yue wo hui dao xue xiao |
| [01:15.027] | guai zhang ban wo shen pang wang ji kuai le jue qiao |
| [01:17.658] | wo jiu xiang zhi hou zi bei da jia wei guan |
| [01:20.358] | ni men de guan xin shi dui wo xin ling de cui can |
| [01:22.750] | qu shi tang hui jiao shi zhi yao zai xiao nei |
| [01:25.446] | yan shen feng ci he wa ku wo zhi neng gan ga xiao dui |
| [01:28.102] | xiang shi bei diu zai na ang zang de jiao luo |
| [01:30.274] | shout out to zhong yang mei tian pei wo rang wo neng gou hao guo |
| [01:32.987] | peng ji sheng zai na duan shi jian mei ting xia |
| [01:35.902] | bu ming bai pan ni zen me cheng le fu mu dui wo de ping jia |
| [01:38.146] | wo zhi dao que shi da bu fen cuo dou zai wo |
| [01:40.530] | dan wo zhen de cheng shou liao bu shu yu wo de tai duo tai duo |
| [01:43.874] | mei you ren neng li jie an wei ye shi zhi zou guo chang |
| [01:46.606] | huo de xiang shi ji xie wu fa fu ping xin zhong bo lang |
| [01:48.746] | yi ceng yi ceng zai wo xiong qiang nei xiong yong |
| [01:51.084] | shi jian jiu le ye ren wei zi ji shi zhen de bu zhong yong |
| [01:53.999] | wei le fu lan de di yu |
| [01:56.646] | bu yao ting xia jiao bu |
| [01:59.906] | ye zhang ru ju mang |
| [02:01.958] | ren ren lan dun cheng tang |
| [02:04.550] | mian dui wu fa gai bian xian zhuang |
| [02:06.923] | qing xu zen me yin cang |
| [02:09.674] | duo xiang gu du hei an lu shang |
| [02:12.431] | you ta de yi shu guang |
| [02:15.174] | |
| [02:26.045] | zhong yu wo jue ding na qi zhi bi |
| [02:27.377] | zai ling ge shi jie chong xin tou bi zai ci zuo wo zi ji |
| [02:30.393] | liao cao de zi ji tu man mei ge ri ye lun hui |
| [02:32.949] | si ya de hou long sheng yin bi xu chang dao zui gao fen bei |
| [02:35.546] | yan lei xi shi le tong rang ku nan yu zi bei zhong he |
| [02:38.050] | man man wang shang zou ye shun li tiao guo ge zhong xian jing kong ge |
| [02:40.917] | kong xu gu du wei he yao ba wo chan rao |
| [02:43.953] | diu bu diao de yi ran shi pang guan zhe de shan xiao |
| [02:45.845] | but I start from bottom sheng yu gong ye qu de hai zi |
| [02:48.598] | I Don' t give a shi shi jian jiao wo de tai ci |
| [02:51.206] | dui I still on my way |
| [02:53.798] | trust myself shi zhong jian xin zi ji xuan de dui |
| [02:56.821] | It ' s all about my life my life x3 |
| [00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : jiāng méi |
| [00:01.000] | zuò cí : tuǐ ér |
| [00:09.819] | wǒ hái jì de zhè yī qiè de kāi shǐ |
| [00:12.482] | shuāi dǎo nà kè dà nǎo kōng dé xiàng bái zhǐ |
| [00:15.000] | chǎng jǐng zhuǎn huàn dào yī yuàn dà tīng rén lái rén wǎng |
| [00:18.400] | zuò zài lún yǐ shàng wǒ méi fǎ zài qù jiǎ zhuāng jiān qiáng |
| [00:20.910] | suǒ yǐ wǒ zhǐ bú zhù dì kū |
| [00:22.614] | yī shēng shuō wǒ zuì hǎo bié yùn dòng le ok nà wǒ rèn shū |
| [00:25.186] | kě qián 16 nián zì bēi gǎn de dān shuí gěi wǒ mǎi |
| [00:27.878] | quán dōu fù zhī yī jù gǒu pì mèng xiǎng diū jìn huǒ hǎi |
| [00:30.354] | cì yǎn de bái guāng hé méi guò jìn r de má yào |
| [00:33.262] | jiāo tì fā shēng fǎn yìng xū ruò de wǒ jiù kuài shǎ diào |
| [00:35.554] | chí dùn dì sī kǎo zhuó yǎn qián hé wèi lái |
| [00:38.578] | shì wǒ qīn shǒu bà wèi lái gěi tuī kāi |
| [00:40.858] | zì zuò zì shòu de gǎn jué wú bǐ chàng kuài |
| [00:43.434] | quán shēn shī tòu gǎn xiè nà chǎng yǔ lín dé kāng kǎi |
| [00:45.888] | shuō de duì |
| [00:47.282] | nǐ men quán dōu shuō de duì |
| [00:48.714] | nà shí hou nǐ men hèn bù dé tù mò dōu wǎng wǒ liǎn shàng cuì |
| [00:51.375] | tòng kǔ xiàng yī duī fèi shí |
| [00:53.700] | lì duī jī zài xīn fáng lǐ |
| [00:56.698] | tā kàn zhe mèng huǎn huǎn xià zhuì |
| [00:58.894] | zǎo yǐ chén jìn rì luò lǐ |
| [01:01.563] | jiù bú huì zài kě wàng xǐng lái |
| [01:04.331] | zhēng kāi yǎn kàn dào lí míng |
| [01:06.676] | yào zài hēi yè lǐ xià yī chǎng |
| [01:09.367] | zǔ dǎng tā de dà yǔ |
| [01:12.654] | 16 nián 12 yuè wǒ huí dào xué xiào |
| [01:15.027] | guǎi zhàng bàn wǒ shēn páng wàng jì kuài lè jué qiào |
| [01:17.658] | wǒ jiù xiàng zhǐ hóu zi bèi dà jiā wéi guān |
| [01:20.358] | nǐ men de guān xīn shì duì wǒ xīn líng de cuī cán |
| [01:22.750] | qù shí táng huí jiào shì zhǐ yào zài xiào nèi |
| [01:25.446] | yǎn shén fěng cì hé wā kǔ wǒ zhǐ néng gān gà xiào duì |
| [01:28.102] | xiàng shì bèi diū zài nà āng zāng de jiǎo luò |
| [01:30.274] | shout out to zhōng yáng měi tiān péi wǒ ràng wǒ néng gòu hǎo guò |
| [01:32.987] | pēng jī shēng zài nà duàn shí jiān méi tíng xià |
| [01:35.902] | bù míng bái pàn nì zěn me chéng le fù mǔ duì wǒ de píng jià |
| [01:38.146] | wǒ zhī dào què shí dà bù fèn cuò dōu zài wǒ |
| [01:40.530] | dàn wǒ zhēn de chéng shòu liǎo bù shǔ yú wǒ de tài duō tài duō |
| [01:43.874] | méi yǒu rén néng lǐ jiě ān wèi yě shì zhǐ zǒu guò chǎng |
| [01:46.606] | huó dé xiàng shì jī xiè wú fǎ fǔ píng xīn zhōng bō làng |
| [01:48.746] | yī céng yī céng zài wǒ xiōng qiāng nèi xiōng yǒng |
| [01:51.084] | shí jiān jiǔ le yě rèn wéi zì jǐ shì zhēn de bù zhōng yòng |
| [01:53.999] | wèi le fǔ làn de dì yù |
| [01:56.646] | bú yào tíng xià jiǎo bù |
| [01:59.906] | yè zhǎng rú jù mǎng |
| [02:01.958] | rén rén làn dùn chéng tāng |
| [02:04.550] | miàn duì wú fǎ gǎi biàn xiàn zhuàng |
| [02:06.923] | qíng xù zěn me yǐn cáng |
| [02:09.674] | duō xiǎng gū dú hēi àn lù shàng |
| [02:12.431] | yǒu tā de yī shù guāng |
| [02:15.174] | |
| [02:26.045] | zhōng yú wǒ jué dìng ná qǐ zhǐ bǐ |
| [02:27.377] | zài lìng gè shì jiè chóng xīn tóu bì zài cì zuò wǒ zì jǐ |
| [02:30.393] | liáo cǎo de zì jī tú mǎn měi gè rì yè lún huí |
| [02:32.949] | sī yǎ de hóu lóng shēng yīn bì xū chàng dào zuì gāo fēn bèi |
| [02:35.546] | yǎn lèi xī shì le tòng ràng kǔ nàn yǔ zì bēi zhōng hé |
| [02:38.050] | màn màn wǎng shàng zǒu yě shùn lì tiào guò gè zhǒng xiàn jǐng kōng gé |
| [02:40.917] | kōng xū gū dú wèi hé yào bǎ wǒ chán rào |
| [02:43.953] | diū bù diào de yī rán shì páng guān zhě de shàn xiào |
| [02:45.845] | but I start from bottom shēng yú gōng yè qū de hái zi |
| [02:48.598] | I Don' t give a shì shí jiān jiào wǒ de tái cí |
| [02:51.206] | duì I still on my way |
| [02:53.798] | trust myself shǐ zhōng jiān xìn zì jǐ xuǎn de duì |
| [02:56.821] | It ' s all about my life my life x3 |
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