[00:00.000] | 作曲 : run away (free beat) |
[00:01.000] | 作词 : 脏仔/张雪飞 |
[00:17.39] | 她给我打了一个电话 |
[00:20.96] | 说她今天不想回家 |
[00:22.64] | 她说她迷失在这里像 |
[00:25.14] | 废弃站里的皮卡 |
[00:25.70] | 她说周围都是灰尘 |
[00:28.95] | 包裹着她声带嘶哑 |
[00:31.28] | 近乎咆哮着的 问我 |
[00:33.51] | 你在哪 |
[00:35.80] | |
[00:36.09] | 她的泪都已经蒸发 |
[00:38.39] | 某天下午倒在沙发 |
[00:40.27] | 外面风和日丽但是 |
[00:42.39] | 这间屋子雷雨交加 |
[00:44.59] | 她的世界开始崩塌 |
[00:46.87] | 砂砾淹没她的衣裳 |
[00:49.21] | 在黑暗里抱着 自己 |
[00:51.25] | 不说话啊~ |
[00:52.43] | |
[00:53.25] | 她突然给你打来了电话 |
[00:55.33] | 第一声喂都透露着绝望 |
[00:57.51] | 我问她怎么了你还好吗 |
[00:59.77] | 传来的只有抽泣的音量 |
[01:00.99] | |
[01:01.59] | 于是就这样的开始沉默 |
[01:04.21] | 她突然说人活着算什么 |
[01:06.57] | 她说我知道怎么去振作 |
[01:08.91] | 但是我真的没有勇气战胜懦弱 |
[01:10.63] | |
[01:11.15] | 我真的想把自己都丢弃 |
[01:13.13] | 我真的很累很想休息 |
[01:14.81] | 我恨每个周末恨每个周一 |
[01:16.91] | 恨没有人的时候自己抽泣 |
[01:19.27] | |
[01:19.47] | 只剩我一人面对这样的一切 |
[01:19.63] | 这样的世界 |
[01:22.37] | 这样那样的****** 在我身上肆虐 |
[01:25.03] | 而我还要度过每一个该死的日夜 |
[01:27.41] | 迎接每个冷漠的视线 |
[01:28.53] | |
[01:28.83] | 我真的没法感到温暖 |
[01:30.73] | 在阳光下我更不敢伸展 |
[01:33.13] | 看看我这个弱小的身板 |
[01:35.15] | 每个人都在背后说这姑娘真惨 |
[01:37.15] | |
[01:37.35] | 呵呵 我不需要那种嘴脸 |
[01:39.29] | 于是尽可能离远点 |
[01:41.83] | 只是孤独的感觉更强烈 |
[01:44.59] | 我的难过会更多些 |
[01:46.67] | |
[01:47.25] | 她的声带震颤像是连空气都在埋怨 |
[01:51.87] | 每个字句吐出来像审判自己的利剑 |
[01:55.39] | 那些人装腔作势讨论着她像讨论弱智 |
[01:59.67] | 今天是平凡的一天 是她一个人的末日 |
[02:03.81] | 她给我打了一个电话 |
[02:06.73] | 说她今天不想回家 |
[02:08.55] | 她说她迷失在这里像 |
[02:11.21] | 废弃站里的皮卡 |
[02:12.95] | 她说周围都是灰尘 |
[02:15.13] | 包裹着她声带嘶哑 |
[02:17.25] | 近乎咆哮着的 问我 |
[02:20.15] | 你在哪 |
[02:21.79] | |
[02:21.99] | 她的泪都已经蒸发 |
[02:24.21] | 某天下午倒在沙发 |
[02:26.25] | 外面风和日丽但是 |
[02:28.59] | 这间屋子雷雨交加 |
[02:30.69] | 她的世界开始崩塌 |
[02:32.93] | 砂砾淹没她的衣裳 |
[02:35.16] | 在黑暗里抱着 自己 |
[02:37.36] | 不说话啊~ |
[02:37.96] | |
[02:39.18] | |
[02:39.64] | 你跟我说你厌倦了活着 |
[02:42.08] | 更厌倦了那么多的谎话 |
[02:44.16] | 你厌倦了欺骗自己微笑 |
[02:46.91] | 也更厌倦了那尔虞我诈 |
[02:49.15] | 你说你的人生都是黑暗缺还有人不断恶语相加 |
[02:50.89] | 你总觉得背后有人窥看 总想要撕开你满身伤疤 |
[02:57.05] | 根本不能够发自内心的笑 |
[03:00.15] | 因为这世界哪来的笑点 |
[03:01.93] | w你想要去没人的地方大叫 |
[03:04.58] | 想活的和常人一样耀眼 |
[03:06.82] | 不想回家是不是因为觉得那里 |
[03:09.32] | 不想家并没有让你觉得温暖你不敢在外面喝醉是不是怕喝醉 |
[03:13.08] | 了没人送你回家为你撑伞 |
[03:15.68] | god dan |
[03:16.40] | 这该死的世界为什么会有生老病死 |
[03:19.70] | god dan |
[03:21.22] | 为什么这世界四面八方都像是镜子 |
[03:24.39] | 和母亲的聊天记录字字如刀绞不断的扎在了你幼小心里 |
[03:28.97] | 你说今天云朵很漂亮可你的心里却又下起了不同的阴雨 |
[03:30.04] | 为什么每天都要把眉头紧 |
[03:35.16] | 皱 是因为每天都那么痛苦心痛你总会痛苦的捂着自的胸口 |
[03:37.62] | 说希望这所有的一切都是梦你说你太需要那烈酒 |
[03:42.19] | 安眠药 褪黑素 只要能安静的入 |
[03:46.06] | 睡真的就好你说这世界末日了 |
[03:48.51] | 你甚至想留在原地喝醉不想要在去逃跑 |
[03:50.29] | |
[03:50.75] | 她给我打了一个电话 |
[03:53.10] | 说她今天不想回家 |
[03:55.08] | 她说她迷失在这里像 |
[03:57.78] | 废弃站里的皮卡 |
[04:00.13] | 她说周围都是灰尘 |
[04:00.23] | 包裹着她声带嘶哑 |
[04:04.04] | 近乎咆哮着的 问我 |
[04:07.54] | 你在哪 |
[00:00.000] | zuo qu : run away free beat |
[00:01.000] | zuo ci : zang zi zhang xue fei |
[00:17.39] | ta gei wo da le yi ge dian hua |
[00:20.96] | shuo ta jin tian bu xiang hui jia |
[00:22.64] | ta shuo ta mi shi zai zhe li xiang |
[00:25.14] | fei qi zhan li de pi ka |
[00:25.70] | ta shuo zhou wei dou shi hui chen |
[00:28.95] | bao guo zhe ta sheng dai si ya |
[00:31.28] | jin hu pao xiao zhe de wen wo |
[00:33.51] | ni zai na |
[00:35.80] | |
[00:36.09] | ta de lei dou yi jing zheng fa |
[00:38.39] | mou tian xia wu dao zai sha fa |
[00:40.27] | wai mian feng he ri li dan shi |
[00:42.39] | zhe jian wu zi lei yu jiao jia |
[00:44.59] | ta de shi jie kai shi beng ta |
[00:46.87] | sha li yan mo ta de yi shang |
[00:49.21] | zai hei an li bao zhe zi ji |
[00:51.25] | bu shuo hua a |
[00:52.43] | |
[00:53.25] | ta tu ran gei ni da lai le dian hua |
[00:55.33] | di yi sheng wei dou tou lu zhe jue wang |
[00:57.51] | wo wen ta zen me le ni hai hao ma |
[00:59.77] | chuan lai de zhi you chou qi de yin liang |
[01:00.99] | |
[01:01.59] | yu shi jiu zhe yang de kai shi chen mo |
[01:04.21] | ta tu ran shuo ren huo zhe suan shen me |
[01:06.57] | ta shuo wo zhi dao zen me qu zhen zuo |
[01:08.91] | dan shi wo zhen de mei you yong qi zhan sheng nuo ruo |
[01:10.63] | |
[01:11.15] | wo zhen de xiang ba zi ji dou diu qi |
[01:13.13] | wo zhen de hen lei hen xiang xiu xi |
[01:14.81] | wo hen mei ge zhou mo hen mei ge zhou yi |
[01:16.91] | hen mei you ren de shi hou zi ji chou qi |
[01:19.27] | |
[01:19.47] | zhi sheng wo yi ren mian dui zhe yang de yi qie |
[01:19.63] | zhe yang de shi jie |
[01:22.37] | zhe yang na yang de zai wo shen shang si nue |
[01:25.03] | er wo hai yao du guo mei yi ge gai si de ri ye |
[01:27.41] | ying jie mei ge leng mo de shi xian |
[01:28.53] | |
[01:28.83] | wo zhen de mei fa gan dao wen nuan |
[01:30.73] | zai yang guang xia wo geng bu gan shen zhan |
[01:33.13] | kan kan wo zhe ge ruo xiao de shen ban |
[01:35.15] | mei ge ren dou zai bei hou shuo zhe gu niang zhen can |
[01:37.15] | |
[01:37.35] | he he wo bu xu yao na zhong zui lian |
[01:39.29] | yu shi jin ke neng li yuan dian |
[01:41.83] | zhi shi gu du de gan jue geng qiang lie |
[01:44.59] | wo de nan guo hui geng duo xie |
[01:46.67] | |
[01:47.25] | ta de sheng dai zhen chan xiang shi lian kong qi dou zai man yuan |
[01:51.87] | mei ge zi ju tu chu lai xiang shen pan zi ji de li jian |
[01:55.39] | nei xie ren zhuang qiang zuo shi tao lun zhe ta xiang tao lun ruo zhi |
[01:59.67] | jin tian shi ping fan de yi tian shi ta yi ge ren de mo ri |
[02:03.81] | ta gei wo da le yi ge dian hua |
[02:06.73] | shuo ta jin tian bu xiang hui jia |
[02:08.55] | ta shuo ta mi shi zai zhe li xiang |
[02:11.21] | fei qi zhan li de pi ka |
[02:12.95] | ta shuo zhou wei dou shi hui chen |
[02:15.13] | bao guo zhe ta sheng dai si ya |
[02:17.25] | jin hu pao xiao zhe de wen wo |
[02:20.15] | ni zai na |
[02:21.79] | |
[02:21.99] | ta de lei dou yi jing zheng fa |
[02:24.21] | mou tian xia wu dao zai sha fa |
[02:26.25] | wai mian feng he ri li dan shi |
[02:28.59] | zhe jian wu zi lei yu jiao jia |
[02:30.69] | ta de shi jie kai shi beng ta |
[02:32.93] | sha li yan mo ta de yi shang |
[02:35.16] | zai hei an li bao zhe zi ji |
[02:37.36] | bu shuo hua a |
[02:37.96] | |
[02:39.18] | |
[02:39.64] | ni gen wo shuo ni yan juan le huo zhe |
[02:42.08] | geng yan juan le na me duo de huang hua |
[02:44.16] | ni yan juan le qi pian zi ji wei xiao |
[02:46.91] | ye geng yan juan le na er yu wo zha |
[02:49.15] | ni shuo ni de ren sheng dou shi hei an que hai you ren bu duan e yu xiang jia |
[02:50.89] | ni zong jue de bei hou you ren kui kan zong xiang yao si kai ni man shen shang ba |
[02:57.05] | gen ben bu neng gou fa zi nei xin de xiao |
[03:00.15] | yin wei zhe shi jie na lai de xiao dian |
[03:01.93] | w ni xiang yao qu mei ren de di fang da jiao |
[03:04.58] | xiang huo de he chang ren yi yang yao yan |
[03:06.82] | bu xiang hui jia shi bu shi yin wei jue de na li |
[03:09.32] | bu xiang jia bing mei you rang ni jue de wen nuan ni bu gan zai wai mian he zui shi bu shi pa he zui |
[03:13.08] | le mei ren song ni hui jia wei ni cheng san |
[03:15.68] | god dan |
[03:16.40] | zhe gai si de shi jie wei shi me hui you sheng lao bing si |
[03:19.70] | god dan |
[03:21.22] | wei shi me zhe shi jie si mian ba fang dou xiang shi jing zi |
[03:24.39] | he mu qin de liao tian ji lu zi zi ru dao jiao bu duan de zha zai le ni you xiao xin li |
[03:28.97] | ni shuo jin tian yun duo hen piao liang ke ni de xin li que you xia qi liao bu tong de yin yu |
[03:30.04] | wei shi me mei tian du yao ba mei tou jin |
[03:35.16] | zhou shi yin wei mei tian du na me tong ku xin tong ni zong hui tong ku de wu zhe zi de xiong kou |
[03:37.62] | shuo xi wang zhe suo you de yi qie dou shi meng ni shuo ni tai xu yao na lie jiu |
[03:42.19] | an mian yao tui hei su zhi yao neng an jing de ru |
[03:46.06] | shui zhen de jiu hao ni shuo zhe shi jie mo ri le |
[03:48.51] | ni shen zhi xiang liu zai yuan di he zui bu xiang yao zai qu tao pao |
[03:50.29] | |
[03:50.75] | ta gei wo da le yi ge dian hua |
[03:53.10] | shuo ta jin tian bu xiang hui jia |
[03:55.08] | ta shuo ta mi shi zai zhe li xiang |
[03:57.78] | fei qi zhan li de pi ka |
[04:00.13] | ta shuo zhou wei dou shi hui chen |
[04:00.23] | bao guo zhe ta sheng dai si ya |
[04:04.04] | jin hu pao xiao zhe de wen wo |
[04:07.54] | ni zai na |
[00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : run away free beat |
[00:01.000] | zuò cí : zàng zǐ zhāng xuě fēi |
[00:17.39] | tā gěi wǒ dǎ le yí gè diàn huà |
[00:20.96] | shuō tā jīn tiān bù xiǎng huí jiā |
[00:22.64] | tā shuō tā mí shī zài zhè lǐ xiàng |
[00:25.14] | fèi qì zhàn lǐ de pí kǎ |
[00:25.70] | tā shuō zhōu wéi dōu shì huī chén |
[00:28.95] | bāo guǒ zhe tā shēng dài sī yǎ |
[00:31.28] | jìn hū páo xiào zhe de wèn wǒ |
[00:33.51] | nǐ zài nǎ |
[00:35.80] | |
[00:36.09] | tā de lèi dōu yǐ jīng zhēng fā |
[00:38.39] | mǒu tiān xià wǔ dào zài shā fā |
[00:40.27] | wài miàn fēng hé rì lì dàn shì |
[00:42.39] | zhè jiān wū zi léi yǔ jiāo jiā |
[00:44.59] | tā de shì jiè kāi shǐ bēng tā |
[00:46.87] | shā lì yān mò tā de yī shang |
[00:49.21] | zài hēi àn lǐ bào zhe zì jǐ |
[00:51.25] | bù shuō huà a |
[00:52.43] | |
[00:53.25] | tā tū rán gěi nǐ dǎ lái le diàn huà |
[00:55.33] | dì yī shēng wèi dōu tòu lù zhe jué wàng |
[00:57.51] | wǒ wèn tā zěn me le nǐ hái hǎo ma |
[00:59.77] | chuán lái de zhǐ yǒu chōu qì de yīn liàng |
[01:00.99] | |
[01:01.59] | yú shì jiù zhè yàng de kāi shǐ chén mò |
[01:04.21] | tā tū rán shuō rén huó zhe suàn shén me |
[01:06.57] | tā shuō wǒ zhī dào zěn me qù zhèn zuò |
[01:08.91] | dàn shì wǒ zhēn de méi yǒu yǒng qì zhàn shèng nuò ruò |
[01:10.63] | |
[01:11.15] | wǒ zhēn de xiǎng bǎ zì jǐ dōu diū qì |
[01:13.13] | wǒ zhēn de hěn lèi hěn xiǎng xiū xī |
[01:14.81] | wǒ hèn měi gè zhōu mò hèn měi gè zhōu yī |
[01:16.91] | hèn méi yǒu rén de shí hòu zì jǐ chōu qì |
[01:19.27] | |
[01:19.47] | zhǐ shèng wǒ yī rén miàn duì zhè yàng de yī qiè |
[01:19.63] | zhè yàng de shì jiè |
[01:22.37] | zhè yàng nà yàng de zài wǒ shēn shàng sì nüè |
[01:25.03] | ér wǒ hái yào dù guò měi yí gè gāi sǐ de rì yè |
[01:27.41] | yíng jiē měi gè lěng mò de shì xiàn |
[01:28.53] | |
[01:28.83] | wǒ zhēn de méi fǎ gǎn dào wēn nuǎn |
[01:30.73] | zài yáng guāng xià wǒ gèng bù gǎn shēn zhǎn |
[01:33.13] | kàn kàn wǒ zhè gè ruò xiǎo de shēn bǎn |
[01:35.15] | měi ge rén dōu zài bèi hòu shuō zhè gū niáng zhēn cǎn |
[01:37.15] | |
[01:37.35] | hē hē wǒ bù xū yào nà zhǒng zuǐ liǎn |
[01:39.29] | yú shì jìn kě néng lí yuǎn diǎn |
[01:41.83] | zhǐ shì gū dú de gǎn jué gèng qiáng liè |
[01:44.59] | wǒ de nán guò huì gèng duō xiē |
[01:46.67] | |
[01:47.25] | tā de shēng dài zhèn chàn xiàng shì lián kōng qì dōu zài mán yuàn |
[01:51.87] | měi gè zì jù tǔ chū lái xiàng shěn pàn zì jǐ de lì jiàn |
[01:55.39] | nèi xiē rén zhuāng qiāng zuò shì tǎo lùn zhe tā xiàng tǎo lùn ruò zhì |
[01:59.67] | jīn tiān shì píng fán de yì tiān shì tā yí ge rén de mò rì |
[02:03.81] | tā gěi wǒ dǎ le yí gè diàn huà |
[02:06.73] | shuō tā jīn tiān bù xiǎng huí jiā |
[02:08.55] | tā shuō tā mí shī zài zhè lǐ xiàng |
[02:11.21] | fèi qì zhàn lǐ de pí kǎ |
[02:12.95] | tā shuō zhōu wéi dōu shì huī chén |
[02:15.13] | bāo guǒ zhe tā shēng dài sī yǎ |
[02:17.25] | jìn hū páo xiào zhe de wèn wǒ |
[02:20.15] | nǐ zài nǎ |
[02:21.79] | |
[02:21.99] | tā de lèi dōu yǐ jīng zhēng fā |
[02:24.21] | mǒu tiān xià wǔ dào zài shā fā |
[02:26.25] | wài miàn fēng hé rì lì dàn shì |
[02:28.59] | zhè jiān wū zi léi yǔ jiāo jiā |
[02:30.69] | tā de shì jiè kāi shǐ bēng tā |
[02:32.93] | shā lì yān mò tā de yī shang |
[02:35.16] | zài hēi àn lǐ bào zhe zì jǐ |
[02:37.36] | bù shuō huà a |
[02:37.96] | |
[02:39.18] | |
[02:39.64] | nǐ gēn wǒ shuō nǐ yàn juàn le huó zhe |
[02:42.08] | gèng yàn juàn le nà me duō de huǎng huà |
[02:44.16] | nǐ yàn juàn le qī piàn zì jǐ wēi xiào |
[02:46.91] | yě gèng yàn juàn le nà ěr yú wǒ zhà |
[02:49.15] | nǐ shuō nǐ de rén shēng dōu shì hēi àn quē hái yǒu rén bù duàn è yǔ xiāng jiā |
[02:50.89] | nǐ zǒng jué de bèi hòu yǒu rén kuī kàn zǒng xiǎng yào sī kāi nǐ mǎn shēn shāng bā |
[02:57.05] | gēn běn bù néng gòu fā zì nèi xīn de xiào |
[03:00.15] | yīn wèi zhè shì jiè nǎ lái de xiào diǎn |
[03:01.93] | w nǐ xiǎng yào qù méi rén de dì fāng dà jiào |
[03:04.58] | xiǎng huó de hé cháng rén yí yàng yào yǎn |
[03:06.82] | bù xiǎng huí jiā shì bú shì yīn wèi jué de nà lǐ |
[03:09.32] | bù xiǎng jiā bìng méi yǒu ràng nǐ jué de wēn nuǎn nǐ bù gǎn zài wài miàn hē zuì shì bú shì pà hē zuì |
[03:13.08] | le méi rén sòng nǐ huí jiā wèi nǐ chēng sǎn |
[03:15.68] | god dan |
[03:16.40] | zhè gāi sǐ de shì jiè wèi shí me huì yǒu shēng lǎo bìng sǐ |
[03:19.70] | god dan |
[03:21.22] | wèi shí me zhè shì jiè sì miàn bā fāng dōu xiàng shì jìng zi |
[03:24.39] | hé mǔ qīn de liáo tiān jì lù zì zì rú dāo jiǎo bù duàn de zhā zài le nǐ yòu xiǎo xīn lǐ |
[03:28.97] | nǐ shuō jīn tiān yún duǒ hěn piào liàng kě nǐ de xīn lǐ què yòu xià qǐ liǎo bù tóng de yīn yǔ |
[03:30.04] | wèi shí me měi tiān dū yào bǎ méi tóu jǐn |
[03:35.16] | zhòu shì yīn wèi měi tiān dū nà me tòng kǔ xīn tòng nǐ zǒng huì tòng kǔ de wǔ zhe zì de xiōng kǒu |
[03:37.62] | shuō xī wàng zhè suǒ yǒu de yī qiè dōu shì mèng nǐ shuō nǐ tài xū yào nà liè jiǔ |
[03:42.19] | ān mián yào tuì hēi sù zhǐ yào néng ān jìng de rù |
[03:46.06] | shuì zhēn de jiù hǎo nǐ shuō zhè shì jiè mò rì le |
[03:48.51] | nǐ shèn zhì xiǎng liú zài yuán dì hē zuì bù xiǎng yào zài qù táo pǎo |
[03:50.29] | |
[03:50.75] | tā gěi wǒ dǎ le yí gè diàn huà |
[03:53.10] | shuō tā jīn tiān bù xiǎng huí jiā |
[03:55.08] | tā shuō tā mí shī zài zhè lǐ xiàng |
[03:57.78] | fèi qì zhàn lǐ de pí kǎ |
[04:00.13] | tā shuō zhōu wéi dōu shì huī chén |
[04:00.23] | bāo guǒ zhe tā shēng dài sī yǎ |
[04:04.04] | jìn hū páo xiào zhe de wèn wǒ |
[04:07.54] | nǐ zài nǎ |