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So can you rescue me |
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Because my ship is sinking |
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And I'm drowning at sea |
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So can you rescue me, from me |
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Can you rescue me? |
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I was losing my mind like I was trying to lose it |
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Using my time for using, abusing my grind |
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This is my own honest view of who I am behind this, music |
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Ryan the whole bottle of patron Connoisseur |
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At a point in time I thought I blew it, doing crime |
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I would've washed a pill down with a shot of my own spinal fluid |
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And my momma knew it, she saw especially right through it |
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That I wasn't protected because peer pressure be like (do it) |
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But I couldn't fight through it, the beef started |
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The streets caught up, at least we didn't get caught up in deceased orders |
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It's Slaughterhouse, cause Shady, me, Porter |
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Sat down and made peace over Porterhouse and peace Porter |
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Some stupid bitch done turned my girl against me |
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Should've tattooed the earth on my arm feel like the world's against me |
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Soon as I paraded, here come the rain falling the name calling |
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From the cuz I never met with his hand out like I'm straight balling |
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Feel like I knocked the 8 ball in |
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Every time I shoot a move I literally can't call it |
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Am I afraid of success? Let me think on it |
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I just got nervous, let me drink on it |
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Think I just answered yes but not on purpose |
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I pass the church and through the Son, Father, and Holy Spirt |
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But I'm only near it, man I need to pass the service |
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I'm drowning cause I'm so tired of treading |
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So Lord when you get a second please |
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So can you rescue me |
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Because my ship is sinking |
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And I'm drowning at sea |
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So can you rescue me, from me |
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Can you rescue me? |
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I wake up and my shirt is leaking, covered in sweat |
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I'm dreaming of being murdered when I'm sleeping |
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Picture a person beefing, with himself |
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And it's even, worse when I'm drinking |
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It hurts when I'm thinking, me versus my personal demons |
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I'm reaching for my nine |
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If I point it at myself will it help to quiet the demons screaming in my mind? |
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And if I go, to the other side |
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Just tell my mother it was her prayers that kept her young'un thugging son alive |
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Plus my daughters and my butterfly, tell my son that I, love him |
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Tell my nieces and nephews their uncle tried |
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To take this music to the fucking peak |
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But I'm still a drug dealer as we fucking speak, that's fucking weak |
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Behind the tours and fanfare, hospitals and cat scans |
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Shoulder, when they call him bipolar, happiest mad man |
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Don't know my story, my struggle, the demons that I combat |
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Or how I'm starin' at them waiting for eye contact, beyond that |
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I got a soul mate that's naive, so the thought of me is prison to her |
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Baby momma that's crazy and a ten year old who listen's to her |
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My fam and friends think I'm the bank |
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And the way they keep coming back you think I'd got thanked |
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To you it's a dream, to me it's labor, these aren't monsters, these my neighbors |
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And you watch each others back, I guess its favor for a favor |
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Sometimes they even save me, when my wrist is to that razor |
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So can you rescue me |
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Because my ship is sinking |
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And I'm drowning at sea |
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So can you rescue me, from me |
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Can you rescue me? |