作曲 : Frydrychowicz, Quo Vadis | |
A conspiratory silence fills my mind | |
A hardly mentioned name | |
Yet it permeates my every move. | |
Power of will is hardly enough | |
Accomplishing nothing but a delusionary | |
Sense of completeness. | |
Pretense, my own parody | |
As played by me to humiliate no one | |
But myself. | |
This foolish game | |
I play - [My spirit] being subjected to ever new, | |
Devious plots by my mind - | |
Permanently scars my soul! | |
Etched in anguish, memories carved out in pain, | |
Struggling | |
To maintain my battedred sanity brings relief. | |
While rest is an eupherism for torture. | |
Denying myself the memories | |
Only worsens the flood of emotion | |
Drowning me every time | |
As I struggle to maintain my composure. | |
It's asking to deny the reason for my existence | |
Because I feel that somewhere, somehow, | |
Our two paths will join at one point | |
Through some spiritual, yet tangible bond | |
Which so far had prevented all of my deceitful | |
Attempts and insignifant conspiracies to | |
Eradicate her from my heart. | |
Meanwhile | |
I bludgeon pain into a manageable mold | |
Encysted in layers of hate, permitting time to | |
Pass as I maintain - | |
Hidden behind impermeable walls | |
Of my own bulsh*t!!! |
zuo qu : Frydrychowicz, Quo Vadis | |
A conspiratory silence fills my mind | |
A hardly mentioned name | |
Yet it permeates my every move. | |
Power of will is hardly enough | |
Accomplishing nothing but a delusionary | |
Sense of completeness. | |
Pretense, my own parody | |
As played by me to humiliate no one | |
But myself. | |
This foolish game | |
I play My spirit being subjected to ever new, | |
Devious plots by my mind | |
Permanently scars my soul! | |
Etched in anguish, memories carved out in pain, | |
Struggling | |
To maintain my battedred sanity brings relief. | |
While rest is an eupherism for torture. | |
Denying myself the memories | |
Only worsens the flood of emotion | |
Drowning me every time | |
As I struggle to maintain my composure. | |
It' s asking to deny the reason for my existence | |
Because I feel that somewhere, somehow, | |
Our two paths will join at one point | |
Through some spiritual, yet tangible bond | |
Which so far had prevented all of my deceitful | |
Attempts and insignifant conspiracies to | |
Eradicate her from my heart. | |
Meanwhile | |
I bludgeon pain into a manageable mold | |
Encysted in layers of hate, permitting time to | |
Pass as I maintain | |
Hidden behind impermeable walls | |
Of my own bulsh t!!! |
zuò qǔ : Frydrychowicz, Quo Vadis | |
A conspiratory silence fills my mind | |
A hardly mentioned name | |
Yet it permeates my every move. | |
Power of will is hardly enough | |
Accomplishing nothing but a delusionary | |
Sense of completeness. | |
Pretense, my own parody | |
As played by me to humiliate no one | |
But myself. | |
This foolish game | |
I play My spirit being subjected to ever new, | |
Devious plots by my mind | |
Permanently scars my soul! | |
Etched in anguish, memories carved out in pain, | |
Struggling | |
To maintain my battedred sanity brings relief. | |
While rest is an eupherism for torture. | |
Denying myself the memories | |
Only worsens the flood of emotion | |
Drowning me every time | |
As I struggle to maintain my composure. | |
It' s asking to deny the reason for my existence | |
Because I feel that somewhere, somehow, | |
Our two paths will join at one point | |
Through some spiritual, yet tangible bond | |
Which so far had prevented all of my deceitful | |
Attempts and insignifant conspiracies to | |
Eradicate her from my heart. | |
Meanwhile | |
I bludgeon pain into a manageable mold | |
Encysted in layers of hate, permitting time to | |
Pass as I maintain | |
Hidden behind impermeable walls | |
Of my own bulsh t!!! |