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zuò qǔ : wú |
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zuò cí : SavaGeShadYY |
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I know I' m not the man you want me to be wǒ zhī dào wǒ méi yǒu nǐ xiǎng ràng wǒ chéng wéi de yàng zi |
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I try my best why can' t you see that wǒ yǐ jǐn wǒ suǒ néng le kě nǐ wèi hé kàn bú jiàn |
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I' m doing more than you can imagine wǒ suǒ zuò de yuǎn chāo nǐ de xiǎng xiàng fàn wéi |
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In different ways that you can' t understand yǐ bù tóng de fāng shì kě nǐ wú fǎ lǐ jiě |
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Because you see the world in a different light yīn wèi nǐ dài zhe yǒu sè yǎn jìng qù kàn zhè gè shì jiè |
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When you wake up in the morning you ain' t gotta fight zǎo chén xǐng lái nǐ bù bì zì wǒ dòu zhēng |
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To convince yourself that it' ll be alright xiāng xìn zì jǐ yī qiè dōu huì hǎo qǐ lái de |
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And when you' re looking at the mirror and you see the sight of your face dāng nǐ zhào jìng zǐ shí kàn zhe zì jǐ de liǎn |
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Is it something you hate, or is it something you love? nǐ shì tǎo yàn hái shì xǐ huān ne? |
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I can' t tell the difference wǒ wú fǎ fēn biàn |
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Cause all the above are the same to me yīn wèi shàng shù yī qiè duì wǒ ér yán dōu wú yì |
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So I can' t understand what you want from me, but... suǒ yǐ wǒ wú fǎ lǐ jiě nǐ xiǎng cóng wǒ shēn shàng dé dào shén me, dàn shì... |
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I tried my best to make you happy wǒ fèi jìn xīn si qù ràng nǐ kāi xīn |
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I tried my best to make you proud wǒ jié jìn suǒ néng qù ràng nǐ jiāo ào |
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And all I wanted was an answer wǒ xiǎng yào de zhǐ shì yí gè huí dá |
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But I feel lost when you' re around dàn nǐ zài shēn biān shí wǒ yòu mí shī le |
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I tried my best to fake a smile wǒ miǎn qiǎng jǐ chū yí gè wēi xiào |
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But it looks better on your face dàn tā zài nǐ liǎn shàng gèng hé shì |
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And now I' m in a neverending cycle rú jīn wǒ kùn yú yí gè wú xiàn xún huán zhōng |
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Feeling the same as yesterday hé zuó tiān yī mú yī yàng de gǎn jué |
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Yeah |
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I' m feeling conflicted as always wǒ xiàng wǎng cháng yí yàng gǎn jué shí fēn máo dùn |
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And every night ends the same way měi gè yè wǎn dōu yǐ tóng yàng de fāng shì jié shù |
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I always pretend to be okay wǒ zǒng shì zhuāng zuò méi shì |
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Stayin awake till the next day yī zhí shuì dào dì èr tiān |
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And I don' t know why wǒ yě bù zhī shì wèi hé |
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All of my feelings are hitting me suǒ yǒu de qíng gǎn dōu zài dǎ jī zhe wǒ |
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I try to deny, but they wanna reply wǒ shì tú fǒu rèn kě tā men xiǎng yào huí jī wǒ |
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Cause it' s all in my head so I guess I can' t lie to myself, nah yīn wèi zhè yī qiè dōu zài wǒ nǎo hǎi lǐ suǒ yǐ wǒ xiǎng wǒ wú fǎ qī piàn zì jǐ |
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Guess I can' t lie to myself wǒ xiǎng wǒ wú fǎ qī piàn zì jǐ |
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This is the hardest I' ve fell zhè shì wǒ dù guò de zuì jiān nán de rì zi |
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Guess I' m still under your spell wǒ jué de wǒ hái zài nǐ de mó zhòu xià |
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Cause this is the most that I' ve felt yīn wèi wǒ qiáng liè dì gǎn shòu dào le |
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I know you can' t feel what I' m going through wǒ zhī dào nǐ gǎn shòu bú dào wǒ dāng xià suǒ jīng lì de |
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So please don' t pretend just to say you do suǒ yǐ qǐng bú yào wěi zhuāng shuō chū lái jiù hǎo le |
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I don' t know what I can say just to make you believe wǒ bù zhī dào shuō shí mǒ cái néng ràng nǐ xiāng xìn |
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That I' m trying as hard as i can jǐn wǒ suǒ néng nǔ lì zhe |
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I tried my best to make you happy fèi jìn xīn si qù ràng nǐ kāi xīn |
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I tried my best to make you proud jié jìn suǒ néng qù ràng nǐ jiāo ào |
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And all I wanted was an answer xiǎng yào de zhǐ shì yí gè huí dá |
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But I feel lost when you' re around dàn nǐ zài shēn biān shí wǒ yòu mí shī le |
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I tried my best to fake a smile wǒ miǎn qiǎng jǐ chū yí gè wēi xiào |
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But it looks better on your face dàn tā zài nǐ liǎn shàng gèng hé shì |
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And now I' m in a neverending cycle rú jīn wǒ kùn yú yí gè wú xiàn xún huán zhōng |
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Feeling the same as yesterday hé zuó tiān yī mú yī yàng de gǎn jué |
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And i try my best to just be happy wǒ fèi jìn xīn si qù ràng nǐ kāi xīn |
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I tried my best to make you proud wǒ jié jìn suǒ néng qù ràng nǐ jiāo ào |
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And all I wanted was acceptance wǒ xiǎng yào de zhǐ shì yí gè huí dá |
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To be someone you' d like to keep around dàn nǐ zài shēn biān shí wǒ yòu mí shī le |
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And I tried my best to make you smile wǒ miǎn qiǎng jǐ chū yí gè wēi xiào |
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Cuase it looks better on your face dàn tā zài nǐ liǎn shàng gèng hé shì |
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Now I' m in a neverending cycle rú jīn wǒ kùn yú yí gè wú xiàn xún huán zhōng |
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I' m feeling the same as yesterday hé zuó tiān yī mú yī yàng de gǎn jué |