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I'm just tired of staying here |
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oppressed by time going by and growing old |
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I'm just not smiling since too much time |
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waiting to leave or to die |
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and joy is gone weeping away cracks of time |
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all this pain I embrace inside |
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going up the river of time |
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I'm waiting to become a child |
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and I'll hold on in this dark noisy room |
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and I'll clean up this fucked mind |
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there's just too much darkness in my disease |
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looking for happiness into the falling leaves |
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I would smash this starkness with the hope for the future |
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encountering me in a sunny day |
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"Hello how're you?" I would say |
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all me shining inside |
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like when I was a boy |