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I look in the mirror, I see another face |
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Waiting for my end will be my painful race |
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My appearance has altered since I consulted my surgeon |
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He told me about my illness, will survive one season |
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Drinking is what I need to forget my daily sorrow |
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Sadness is forgotten, will feel better tomorrow |
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Living with a confidence will not be better |
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My body is going weaker, my walking is a stagger |
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Jesus, I beg of thee, redeem my endless pain |
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Forgive my sin and save my life, that's only what I need |
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I prayed to you, every night, is this your thank to me? |
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I know you made this illness and drove me insane |
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It's my intention to fight this battle against you |
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Truth and denomination destroyed my life |
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There exists only hate and rage in my head |
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Pictures of my childhood cross my brain all the time |
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Happiness was easy, there weren't evil minds |
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Sadness was a foreign word, I never felt better |
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I played with my friends, day in, day out |
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I've got a lot of thoughts about my future |
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My body's a piece of misery, I'm crippled like a creature |
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Perishing in my bed and watching children play |
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Shall I wait for my end, will this be the right way |
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My torment is getting stronger, suicide is my solution |
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Nobody will cry for me, they will treat me like a felon |
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Everybody has forsaken me, delivery is my knife |
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Will suicide be the way to search for a new life |
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