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As the sun goes down and darkness arrives |
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My mind flees from fear of death |
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Suicide has taken so many lives |
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I am at the stage where I cannot decide |
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To take my life or to go on living |
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Is this a sin please tell me God |
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I mourn at the thought of my loved ones death |
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It seems that there is nothing left for me |
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Suicide remains an option inside |
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I do not know whether I should be dead |
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I only wish that God would answer my prayers |
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Grief, pain, torture and death |
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Are the only feelings I know |
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Living is now called pain to me |
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Love is lost in my memory |
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I am now forced to feel sorrow |
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Will I last to see tomorrow |
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I am waiting for a change in this abnormal life |
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Will it come and will I survive |
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If I commit suicide I cannot be sure |
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If I will end up in heaven or hell |
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As the darkness fades and I see the first rays of light |
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Another day of misery is all that is ahead of me |