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In the times of my trial |
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The days slowly moved along |
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But nothing ever changed |
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I struggled to maintain what was left |
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Tried to find some peace of mind |
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Days filled with nothing |
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And no hope in sight |
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Close to losing all ambitions |
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I could not endure |
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In a deteriorating situation |
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Restless sleep |
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Again and again |
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I cried out in the name of desperation |
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Endless nights and shattered expectations |
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Haunted my day |
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I poured myself out |
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Tired of longing |
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Awaited the sunrise |
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But life could get no colder |
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I vanished into obscurity |
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No means of solace, no sign of liberation |
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In a hopeless reality |
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I could not endure |
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As life grew ever bleaker |
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Restless sleep... |
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But as I reflect upon time I realize |
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I made it through one of my worst afflictions |
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Carried through when times were hard |
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Found a meaning in a hopeless situation |
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Found peace by time |
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Through a somber fall and burdened winter |
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With my mind set I resolved the strife |
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My adversary can no longer hold me down |
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Because there is still a fire burning |
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I stand bold and strong |
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And hope to stay positive and live among dreamers |
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Experience the value of life through pain |
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Rise above the depraved |
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Ever vigilant, poised to rise against |
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Set sail against the wind |
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Rather fail, than never try at all |
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Reach for the stars |