| [00:00.000] | 作曲 : Orsten |
| [00:00.334] | 作词 : 肖小灼/里叶=w=/Y-ZY |
| [00:01.04] | 后期:Jady |
| [00:09.92] | 母带:ZY99 |
| [00:15.48] | JC Studio |
| [00:19.98] | ZY99 |
| [00:23.56] | 算算睁开双眼步入这个世界 |
| [00:26.24] | 现在不知道已经过了多少个日夜 |
| [00:29.00] | 我成了大人口中所说的坏孩子 |
| [00:31.94] | 妈妈说过不止一次不认这个儿子 |
| [00:34.96] | 我恨过她 |
| [00:35.92] | 对她时常都在抱怨 |
| [00:37.27] | 可离开家 |
| [00:38.36] | 我总是对她很想念 |
| [00:39.92] | 但是我总是不敢轻易对她说爱 |
| [00:42.89] | 却把情话送给那些我伤害过的女孩 |
| [00:46.49] | 讨厌家人都说我不懂事 |
| [00:48.49] | 又总是 |
| [00:49.48] | 不听话做了太多的错事 |
| [00:51.75] | 编织了太多谎言的措辞 |
| [00:53.86] | 你让我别走这条路 |
| [00:55.57] | 可我还是如此的固执 |
| [00:57.53] | 我不听你的话 |
| [00:58.89] | 拜托妈妈给我一个过程 |
| [01:00.77] | 坏孩子总有一天会脱颖而出超过众人 |
| [01:03.72] | 虽然可能错了但我会坚持这条道路 |
| [01:07.08] | 感谢十九年来你对我的爱与照顾 |
| [01:09.62] | HOOK(肖) |
| [01:09.96] | 这变了 变成残忍的制高点 |
| [01:12.50] | 都尽力了 谨慎踱步度过危险 |
| [01:15.32] | 在炼狱中我们维 持着信念 |
| [01:18.28] | 试图寄出信件 给灰色的每天 |
| [01:21.51] | 这变了 变成残忍的制高点 |
| [01:23.91] | 都尽力了 谨慎踱步度过危险 |
| [01:27.01] | 在炼狱中我们维 持着信念 |
| [01:29.75] | 试图寄出信件 给灰色的每天 |
| [01:32.88] | 里叶 |
| [01:33.19] | 希望 |
| [01:33.85] | 你能听懂我接下来的话 |
| [01:35.67] | 如果执意如此的话也没办法 |
| [01:37.17] | 那么 |
| [01:39.19] | 欢迎来到我的花园探索我的秘密 |
| [01:41.76] | 当我燃烧掉了这坟墓并燃烧掉我自己 |
| [01:44.47] | 不如人所知的事 是我有两个我 |
| [01:47.33] | 一个平淡无争 被藏起的是恶魔 |
| [01:50.37] | 像是患了病症般根本没人会去在意 |
| [01:53.23] | 或许为我疗伤治病的是一位庸医 |
| [01:56.11] | 我也和诸人一样渴望着灵魂争渡 |
| [01:58.85] | 亘古至今也无人能逃脱掉此分路 |
| [02:01.73] | 想说不敢说的话都打包置入棺木 |
| [02:04.64] | 只有懂我爱我的人才能找到我的摊物 |
| [02:07.68] | 从出生至此还未曾获得太多的好运 |
| [02:10.48] | 曾两次靠近死亡还活着纯属是侥幸 |
| [02:13.38] | 经历过死亡的逼近会使人变得贪生 |
| [02:16.28] | 希望能有朝一日能够修得吾的三身 |
| [02:19.06] | HOOK(肖) |
| [02:19.30] | 这变了 变成残忍的制高点 |
| [02:21.76] | 都尽力了 谨慎踱步度过危险 |
| [02:24.90] | 在炼狱中我们维 持着信念 |
| [02:27.51] | 试图寄出信件 给灰色的每天 |
| [02:30.84] | 这变了 变成残忍的制高点 |
| [02:33.36] | 都尽力了 谨慎踱步度过危险 |
| [02:36.30] | 在炼狱中我们维 持着信念 |
| [02:39.54] | 试图寄出信件 给灰色的每天 |
| [02:42.14] | 肖小灼 |
| [02:42.58] | 请原谅我的沉默去听别人阐述真理 |
| [02:45.21] | 思考到疲倦如今想逃避想逃离 |
| [02:48.14] | 所有人都想说些人们看不懂的 |
| [02:50.78] | 最后都是虚的没成胖子只有脸是打肿的 |
| [02:53.80] | 我的骨子里 是不打折扣的疯子 |
| [02:56.65] | 玩得真实不喜欢俗的讨厌装孙子 |
| [02:59.61] | 我做不到 所以羡慕毫无忧虑的孩子 |
| [03:02.55] | 做不成败家子 也搞不砸我的牌子 |
| [03:05.40] | 我只有在说唱里才能做我自己 |
| [03:08.18] | 我宁愿没有交涉太多的人际 |
| [03:10.48] | 不用和谁变成情敌 |
| [03:12.01] | 我可以用所有的钱买我喜欢的东西 |
| [03:14.74] | 换一副监听耳机再环游世界带上你 |
| [03:17.44] | 这不一样的内容都在字里行间 |
| [03:19.87] | 只能用心去听见 这不是过往云烟 |
| [03:21.45] | 但最假的总是优先 蛊惑人心蒙骗 |
| [03:24.63] | 大胆行骗 无法阻止只能当做看不见 |
| [03:29.01] | HOOK |
| [03:33.19] | 这变了 变成残忍的制高点 |
| [03:36.39] | 都尽力了 谨慎踱步度过危险 |
| [03:39.39] | 在炼狱中我们维 持着信念 |
| [03:42.13] | 试图寄出信件 给灰色的每天 |
| [03:45.24] | 这变了 变成残忍的制高点 |
| [03:48.00] | 都尽力了 谨慎踱步度过危险 |
| [03:51.02] | 在炼狱中我们维 持着信念 |
| [03:53.90] | 试图寄出信件 给灰色的每天 |
| [03:59.74] |
| [00:00.000] | zuo qu : Orsten |
| [00:00.334] | zuo ci : xiao xiao zhuo li ye w YZY |
| [00:01.04] | hou qi: Jady |
| [00:09.92] | mu dai: ZY99 |
| [00:15.48] | JC Studio |
| [00:19.98] | ZY99 |
| [00:23.56] | suan suan zheng kai shuang yan bu ru zhe ge shi jie |
| [00:26.24] | xian zai bu zhi dao yi jing guo le duo shao ge ri ye |
| [00:29.00] | wo cheng le da ren kou zhong suo shuo de huai hai zi |
| [00:31.94] | ma ma shuo guo bu zhi yi ci bu ren zhe ge er zi |
| [00:34.96] | wo hen guo ta |
| [00:35.92] | dui ta shi chang dou zai bao yuan |
| [00:37.27] | ke li kai jia |
| [00:38.36] | wo zong shi dui ta hen xiang nian |
| [00:39.92] | dan shi wo zong shi bu gan qing yi dui ta shuo ai |
| [00:42.89] | que ba qing hua song gei nei xie wo shang hai guo de nv hai |
| [00:46.49] | tao yan jia ren dou shuo wo bu dong shi |
| [00:48.49] | you zong shi |
| [00:49.48] | bu ting hua zuo le tai duo de cuo shi |
| [00:51.75] | bian zhi le tai duo huang yan de cuo ci |
| [00:53.86] | ni rang wo bie zou zhe tiao lu |
| [00:55.57] | ke wo hai shi ru ci de gu zhi |
| [00:57.53] | wo bu ting ni de hua |
| [00:58.89] | bai tuo ma ma gei wo yi ge guo cheng |
| [01:00.77] | huai hai zi zong you yi tian hui tuo ying er chu chao guo zhong ren |
| [01:03.72] | sui ran ke neng cuo le dan wo hui jian chi zhe tiao dao lu |
| [01:07.08] | gan xie shi jiu nian lai ni dui wo de ai yu zhao gu |
| [01:09.62] | HOOK xiao |
| [01:09.96] | zhe bian le bian cheng can ren de zhi gao dian |
| [01:12.50] | dou jin li le jin shen duo bu du guo wei xian |
| [01:15.32] | zai lian yu zhong wo men wei chi zhe xin nian |
| [01:18.28] | shi tu ji chu xin jian gei hui se de mei tian |
| [01:21.51] | zhe bian le bian cheng can ren de zhi gao dian |
| [01:23.91] | dou jin li le jin shen duo bu du guo wei xian |
| [01:27.01] | zai lian yu zhong wo men wei chi zhe xin nian |
| [01:29.75] | shi tu ji chu xin jian gei hui se de mei tian |
| [01:32.88] | li ye |
| [01:33.19] | xi wang |
| [01:33.85] | ni neng ting dong wo jie xia lai de hua |
| [01:35.67] | ru guo zhi yi ru ci de hua ye mei ban fa |
| [01:37.17] | na me |
| [01:39.19] | huan ying lai dao wo de hua yuan tan suo wo de mi mi |
| [01:41.76] | dang wo ran shao diao le zhe fen mu bing ran shao diao wo zi ji |
| [01:44.47] | bu ru ren suo zhi de shi shi wo you liang ge wo |
| [01:47.33] | yi ge ping dan wu zheng bei cang qi de shi e mo |
| [01:50.37] | xiang shi huan le bing zheng ban gen ben mei ren hui qu zai yi |
| [01:53.23] | huo xu wei wo liao shang zhi bing de shi yi wei yong yi |
| [01:56.11] | wo ye he zhu ren yi yang ke wang zhe ling hun zheng du |
| [01:58.85] | gen gu zhi jin ye wu ren neng tao tuo diao ci fen lu |
| [02:01.73] | xiang shuo bu gan shuo de hua dou da bao zhi ru guan mu |
| [02:04.64] | zhi you dong wo ai wo de ren cai neng zhao dao wo de tan wu |
| [02:07.68] | cong chu sheng zhi ci hai wei zeng huo de tai duo de hao yun |
| [02:10.48] | ceng liang ci kao jin si wang hai huo zhe chun shu shi jiao xing |
| [02:13.38] | jing li guo si wang de bi jin hui shi ren bian de tan sheng |
| [02:16.28] | xi wang neng you zhao yi ri neng gou xiu de wu de san shen |
| [02:19.06] | HOOK xiao |
| [02:19.30] | zhe bian le bian cheng can ren de zhi gao dian |
| [02:21.76] | dou jin li le jin shen duo bu du guo wei xian |
| [02:24.90] | zai lian yu zhong wo men wei chi zhe xin nian |
| [02:27.51] | shi tu ji chu xin jian gei hui se de mei tian |
| [02:30.84] | zhe bian le bian cheng can ren de zhi gao dian |
| [02:33.36] | dou jin li le jin shen duo bu du guo wei xian |
| [02:36.30] | zai lian yu zhong wo men wei chi zhe xin nian |
| [02:39.54] | shi tu ji chu xin jian gei hui se de mei tian |
| [02:42.14] | xiao xiao zhuo |
| [02:42.58] | qing yuan liang wo de chen mo qu ting bie ren chan shu zhen li |
| [02:45.21] | si kao dao pi juan ru jin xiang tao bi xiang tao li |
| [02:48.14] | suo you ren dou xiang shuo xie ren men kan bu dong de |
| [02:50.78] | zui hou dou shi xu de mei cheng pang zi zhi you lian shi da zhong de |
| [02:53.80] | wo de gu zi li shi bu da she kou de feng zi |
| [02:56.65] | wan de zhen shi bu xi huan su de tao yan zhuang sun zi |
| [02:59.61] | wo zuo bu dao suo yi xian mu hao wu you lv de hai zi |
| [03:02.55] | zuo bu cheng bai jia zi ye gao bu za wo de pai zi |
| [03:05.40] | wo zhi you zai shuo chang li cai neng zuo wo zi ji |
| [03:08.18] | wo ning yuan mei you jiao she tai duo de ren ji |
| [03:10.48] | bu yong he shui bian cheng qing di |
| [03:12.01] | wo ke yi yong suo you de qian mai wo xi huan de dong xi |
| [03:14.74] | huan yi fu jian ting er ji zai huan you shi jie dai shang ni |
| [03:17.44] | zhe bu yi yang de nei rong dou zai zi li hang jian |
| [03:19.87] | zhi neng yong xin qu ting jian zhe bu shi guo wang yun yan |
| [03:21.45] | dan zui jia de zong shi you xian gu huo ren xin meng pian |
| [03:24.63] | da dan xing pian wu fa zu zhi zhi neng dang zuo kan bu jian |
| [03:29.01] | HOOK |
| [03:33.19] | zhe bian le bian cheng can ren de zhi gao dian |
| [03:36.39] | dou jin li le jin shen duo bu du guo wei xian |
| [03:39.39] | zai lian yu zhong wo men wei chi zhe xin nian |
| [03:42.13] | shi tu ji chu xin jian gei hui se de mei tian |
| [03:45.24] | zhe bian le bian cheng can ren de zhi gao dian |
| [03:48.00] | dou jin li le jin shen duo bu du guo wei xian |
| [03:51.02] | zai lian yu zhong wo men wei chi zhe xin nian |
| [03:53.90] | shi tu ji chu xin jian gei hui se de mei tian |
| [03:59.74] |
| [00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : Orsten |
| [00:00.334] | zuò cí : xiào xiǎo zhuó lǐ yè w YZY |
| [00:01.04] | hòu qī: Jady |
| [00:09.92] | mǔ dài: ZY99 |
| [00:15.48] | JC Studio |
| [00:19.98] | ZY99 |
| [00:23.56] | suàn suàn zhēng kāi shuāng yǎn bù rù zhè gè shì jiè |
| [00:26.24] | xiàn zài bù zhī dào yǐ jīng guò le duō shǎo gè rì yè |
| [00:29.00] | wǒ chéng le dà rén kǒu zhōng suǒ shuō de huài hái zi |
| [00:31.94] | mā mā shuō guò bù zhǐ yī cì bù rèn zhè gè ér zi |
| [00:34.96] | wǒ hèn guò tā |
| [00:35.92] | duì tā shí cháng dōu zài bào yuàn |
| [00:37.27] | kě lí kāi jiā |
| [00:38.36] | wǒ zǒng shì duì tā hěn xiǎng niàn |
| [00:39.92] | dàn shì wǒ zǒng shì bù gǎn qīng yì duì tā shuō ài |
| [00:42.89] | què bǎ qíng huà sòng gěi nèi xiē wǒ shāng hài guò de nǚ hái |
| [00:46.49] | tǎo yàn jiā rén dōu shuō wǒ bù dǒng shì |
| [00:48.49] | yòu zǒng shì |
| [00:49.48] | bù tīng huà zuò le tài duō de cuò shì |
| [00:51.75] | biān zhī le tài duō huǎng yán de cuò cí |
| [00:53.86] | nǐ ràng wǒ bié zǒu zhè tiáo lù |
| [00:55.57] | kě wǒ hái shì rú cǐ de gù zhí |
| [00:57.53] | wǒ bù tīng nǐ de huà |
| [00:58.89] | bài tuō mā mā gěi wǒ yí gè guò chéng |
| [01:00.77] | huài hái zi zǒng yǒu yì tiān huì tuō yǐng ér chū chāo guò zhòng rén |
| [01:03.72] | suī rán kě néng cuò le dàn wǒ huì jiān chí zhè tiáo dào lù |
| [01:07.08] | gǎn xiè shí jiǔ nián lái nǐ duì wǒ de ài yǔ zhào gù |
| [01:09.62] | HOOK xiào |
| [01:09.96] | zhè biàn le biàn chéng cán rěn de zhì gāo diǎn |
| [01:12.50] | dōu jìn lì le jǐn shèn duó bù dù guò wēi xiǎn |
| [01:15.32] | zài liàn yù zhōng wǒ men wéi chí zhe xìn niàn |
| [01:18.28] | shì tú jì chū xìn jiàn gěi huī sè de měi tiān |
| [01:21.51] | zhè biàn le biàn chéng cán rěn de zhì gāo diǎn |
| [01:23.91] | dōu jìn lì le jǐn shèn duó bù dù guò wēi xiǎn |
| [01:27.01] | zài liàn yù zhōng wǒ men wéi chí zhe xìn niàn |
| [01:29.75] | shì tú jì chū xìn jiàn gěi huī sè de měi tiān |
| [01:32.88] | lǐ yè |
| [01:33.19] | xī wàng |
| [01:33.85] | nǐ néng tīng dǒng wǒ jiē xià lái de huà |
| [01:35.67] | rú guǒ zhí yì rú cǐ de huà yě méi bàn fǎ |
| [01:37.17] | nà me |
| [01:39.19] | huān yíng lái dào wǒ de huā yuán tàn suǒ wǒ de mì mì |
| [01:41.76] | dāng wǒ rán shāo diào le zhè fén mù bìng rán shāo diào wǒ zì jǐ |
| [01:44.47] | bù rú rén suǒ zhī de shì shì wǒ yǒu liǎng gè wǒ |
| [01:47.33] | yí gè píng dàn wú zhēng bèi cáng qǐ de shì è mó |
| [01:50.37] | xiàng shì huàn le bìng zhèng bān gēn běn méi rén huì qù zài yì |
| [01:53.23] | huò xǔ wèi wǒ liáo shāng zhì bìng de shì yī wèi yōng yī |
| [01:56.11] | wǒ yě hé zhū rén yí yàng kě wàng zhe líng hún zhēng dù |
| [01:58.85] | gèn gǔ zhì jīn yě wú rén néng táo tuō diào cǐ fēn lù |
| [02:01.73] | xiǎng shuō bù gǎn shuō de huà dōu dǎ bāo zhì rù guān mù |
| [02:04.64] | zhǐ yǒu dǒng wǒ ài wǒ de rén cái néng zhǎo dào wǒ de tān wù |
| [02:07.68] | cóng chū shēng zhì cǐ hái wèi zēng huò dé tài duō de hǎo yùn |
| [02:10.48] | céng liǎng cì kào jìn sǐ wáng hái huó zhe chún shǔ shì jiǎo xìng |
| [02:13.38] | jīng lì guò sǐ wáng de bī jìn huì shǐ rén biàn de tān shēng |
| [02:16.28] | xī wàng néng yǒu zhāo yī rì néng gòu xiū dé wú de sān shēn |
| [02:19.06] | HOOK xiào |
| [02:19.30] | zhè biàn le biàn chéng cán rěn de zhì gāo diǎn |
| [02:21.76] | dōu jìn lì le jǐn shèn duó bù dù guò wēi xiǎn |
| [02:24.90] | zài liàn yù zhōng wǒ men wéi chí zhe xìn niàn |
| [02:27.51] | shì tú jì chū xìn jiàn gěi huī sè de měi tiān |
| [02:30.84] | zhè biàn le biàn chéng cán rěn de zhì gāo diǎn |
| [02:33.36] | dōu jìn lì le jǐn shèn duó bù dù guò wēi xiǎn |
| [02:36.30] | zài liàn yù zhōng wǒ men wéi chí zhe xìn niàn |
| [02:39.54] | shì tú jì chū xìn jiàn gěi huī sè de měi tiān |
| [02:42.14] | xiào xiǎo zhuó |
| [02:42.58] | qǐng yuán liàng wǒ de chén mò qù tīng bié rén chǎn shù zhēn lǐ |
| [02:45.21] | sī kǎo dào pí juàn rú jīn xiǎng táo bì xiǎng táo lí |
| [02:48.14] | suǒ yǒu rén dōu xiǎng shuō xiē rén men kàn bu dǒng de |
| [02:50.78] | zuì hòu dōu shì xū de méi chéng pàng zi zhǐ yǒu liǎn shì dǎ zhǒng de |
| [02:53.80] | wǒ de gǔ zi lǐ shì bù dǎ shé kòu de fēng zi |
| [02:56.65] | wán dé zhēn shí bù xǐ huān sú de tǎo yàn zhuāng sūn zi |
| [02:59.61] | wǒ zuò bú dào suǒ yǐ xiàn mù háo wú yōu lǜ de hái zi |
| [03:02.55] | zuò bù chéng bài jiā zǐ yě gǎo bù zá wǒ de pái zi |
| [03:05.40] | wǒ zhǐ yǒu zài shuō chàng lǐ cái néng zuò wǒ zì jǐ |
| [03:08.18] | wǒ nìng yuàn méi yǒu jiāo shè tài duō de rén jì |
| [03:10.48] | bù yòng hé shuí biàn chéng qíng dí |
| [03:12.01] | wǒ kě yǐ yòng suǒ yǒu de qián mǎi wǒ xǐ huān de dōng xī |
| [03:14.74] | huàn yī fù jiān tīng ěr jī zài huán yóu shì jiè dài shàng nǐ |
| [03:17.44] | zhè bù yí yàng de nèi róng dōu zài zì lǐ háng jiān |
| [03:19.87] | zhǐ néng yòng xīn qù tīng jiàn zhè bú shì guò wǎng yún yān |
| [03:21.45] | dàn zuì jiǎ de zǒng shì yōu xiān gǔ huò rén xīn méng piàn |
| [03:24.63] | dà dǎn xíng piàn wú fǎ zǔ zhǐ zhǐ néng dàng zuò kàn bú jiàn |
| [03:29.01] | HOOK |
| [03:33.19] | zhè biàn le biàn chéng cán rěn de zhì gāo diǎn |
| [03:36.39] | dōu jìn lì le jǐn shèn duó bù dù guò wēi xiǎn |
| [03:39.39] | zài liàn yù zhōng wǒ men wéi chí zhe xìn niàn |
| [03:42.13] | shì tú jì chū xìn jiàn gěi huī sè de měi tiān |
| [03:45.24] | zhè biàn le biàn chéng cán rěn de zhì gāo diǎn |
| [03:48.00] | dōu jìn lì le jǐn shèn duó bù dù guò wēi xiǎn |
| [03:51.02] | zài liàn yù zhōng wǒ men wéi chí zhe xìn niàn |
| [03:53.90] | shì tú jì chū xìn jiàn gěi huī sè de měi tiān |
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