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Tears are falling as I sit here again |
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The night just has fallen and lonely I am |
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I need to adjust myself and practise to be alone |
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My mind is messed up and my head heavy as a stone |
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I scream out loud and I wish someone could hear my despair |
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I'm searching for some silence and I'm searching for some care |
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Nobody really knows me who I really am |
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I got so many words unspoken in my head |
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Do you want to know what I fear |
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Can you understand my tears |
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I'm easy to bring down |
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I'm everybody's clown |
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Don't ask me to do things that I dislike |
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I'm already feeling bad and worse I might |
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I'm not much of a rejecter so I got myself to blame |
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I'm weak and wounded and to that you can add lame |
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I scream out loud and I wish someone could hear my despair |
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I'm searching for some silence and I'm searching for some care |
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Nobody really knows me who I really am |
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I got so many words unspoken in my head |
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Do you want to know what I fear |
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Can you understand my tears |
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I'm easy to bring down |
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I'm everybody's clown |
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Close my eyes, close my ears, close my mouth |
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And I wish it all disappear |
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I can no longer cope with this life |
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And I'm so filled with fear |
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Can you tell by looking at me |
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That something is wrong |
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I have eyes but the things that I see |
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Won't please my mind |