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Once again life is killing me |
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This time |
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I know there's no way back |
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Left alone, abandoned |
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Without any chance in tomorrow |
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You're gone forever |
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As I try to find a reason for this |
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Endlessly wondering why |
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You burned away all |
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I was living for |
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Remembrances are all |
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I still own of you |
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As I lie in my bed, drunk, confused |
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Flashes of our past passing before my eyes |
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Just like dying, endlessly dreaming of you |
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Dreaming of forgotten words and smiles |
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Trying to push away the need to harm myself |
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I feel is growing deep inside of me |
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I feel I will have to carve this pain upon my skin |
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Loneliness arises from the past |
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I will not bear this torment longer |
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As I try to sleep to heal this madness |
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But this bed now seems to be like my tomb |
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Now I know it's all too late to save me |
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I keep on dreaming of past years |
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I can't feel that warmth anymore |
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You turned my existence in a terminal disease |
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I know all |
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I once called life ends today |
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As you disappear forever, flying far away |
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All emotions inside of me are dead and gone |
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I can't stand this silence, but now |
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I'm alone |
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I'm alone |
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Where have you gone when |
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I needed you? |
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Never again |
