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I never said I'm heaven-sent, benevolent or seraphim |
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A reverend has never blessed me, there's plenty better men |
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Than just me, I guess I just met destiny and when she said I |
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Was meant to be nothin better |
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I ****ed her head up I said I'm fed up, I'll never let up |
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And even if I never win I'm leaving as a better man |
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The penitentiary, you fence me in, could never dead a man's |
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Dreams it'll never end, you must believe |
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And it seems that I never been who you think never fit in your measurements |
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I'll never be one of you like there's two of me |
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And there's a few of me |
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Your suit never suited me, my school was truancy |
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Newsflash ya, newscaster knew jack, his |
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News wasn't new to me, it's what they want you to see |
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So they could mold ya to what they want you to be |
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But you are free |
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Even if they lock you up you can change who they thought you was |
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You can be who you want, because |
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There's no chains that can stop your thoughts |
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There's no cage that can lock us all |
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There's no way we will not be forced to go away, the only thang they can do is to stop my pulse |
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Still my words ring through the blocks |
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We fought to find you when you think all is lost |
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This is my new religion |
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This is my new religion |
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A prisoner of ambition |
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Will anybody listen? |
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This is my new religion |
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He's sinking deeper even more |
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Amassed a pile of secrets, can't keep 'em like before |
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They spilling out, seeping through the floors |
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Parents seeking the cause, ain't seen this coming, they ain't speakin' anymore |
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They sensed a change, they wanna intervene, but can't seem to get close |
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Will things ever be the same? He just wanna get ghost |
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Packed an extra change of clothes in his coat |
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Hit the corner, switch his gear, now he's ready to post |
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He don't relate to what his dad be sayin', he feels betrayed |
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Feels like everything he says gets washed away, they just look the other way |
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More concerned with keeping up with what others say |
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Ignored another day, he just slowly suffocates |
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Wraps his bandana tighter, met some dudes that he admired |
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Was inspired, they said, "Son, we'll walk with you into the fire |
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We'll be there with you when everyone retreats, repeat |
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We'll there for you when no one else can be" |
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He told him how long waited |
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Told them look nobodies here |
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He told him how far he searched |
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Looked high, looked low, nobody cared |
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He told them bout all the pain he felt |
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But buried deep inside |
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He looked into his fathers eyes |
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And said |
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This is my new religion |
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This is my new religion |
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A prisoner of ambition |
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Will anybody listen? |
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This is my new religion |
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My brain is in the future, my heart is in the moment |
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I try to put my past in a coffin, can I close it? |
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Goin' back and forth between the limbo that I live in |
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And the way of life I think will be the window into heaven |
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Or will it be my prison? Solitary confinement |
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Meditatin', the booth is the monastery, the mind is |
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Is the only enemy that I have |
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The paranoia got me losin' every friend that I've had |
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Slave to the dollar in this quarter life crisis, borderline lifeless |
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Shouldn't even put a donor heart on my license |
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*Gasps* I'm revived by the beat gimme ten seconds |
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See me reppin' with these bars, bench pressin' |
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Never go out, buried in my obsession |
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If you relate, well then you've inherited my religion |
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A lifetime of solitude, I don't need anybody |
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Big change comin', I'm savin' every penny |
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And if I sin |
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I hope you find |
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Some way to forgive |
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All my wrongs |
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But I can only find |
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Salvation |
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All alone |
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This is my new religion |
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This is my new religion |
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A prisoner of ambition |
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Will anybody listen? |
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This is my new religion |