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I am diseased |
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Can't take the pain |
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I'd rather die than be alive |
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Inside of the sobriety |
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Fuel the fire with the weed and the pills and the booze that will set me free |
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Throw it away, throw it away |
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This is my new reckoning |
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Now here me scream |
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The suffering |
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It burns like gasoline |
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So I self medicate the pain |
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To escape this world of shame |
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Obscurity leads to severity |
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So I self medicate the pain |
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To escape this world I hate |
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I self medicate |
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I am dizzy |
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From suffocating on the lies you feed |
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Deny deny your hope of sanity |
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Fuel the fire with the weed and the pills and the booze that will set me free |
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Throw me away, blow me away, throw me away |
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This is my new reckoning |
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Now here me scream |
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The suffering |
|
It burns like gasoline |
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So I self medicate the pain |
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To escape this world of shame |
|
Obscurity leads to severity |
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So I self medicate the pain |
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To escape this world I hate |
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I self medicate |
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Standing above myself and watching a part of me die |
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I see it all just starting to fade away |
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Though it's true I've always wondered |
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How I would say goodbye to myself |
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So now I fall again |
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And I can not pretend |
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There is no resurrection |
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So now I fall again |
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Now hear me scream |
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I am diseased |
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Can't take the pain I'd rather die than be alive |
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Inside of the sobriety |
|
Fuel the fire with the weed and the pills and the booze that will set me free |
|
Throw it away, throw it away, throw it away |
|
The suffering |
|
It burns like gasoline |
|
So I self medicate the pain |
|
To escape this world of shame |
|
Obscurity leads to severity |
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So I self medicate the pain |
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To escape this world I hate |
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I self medicate |
