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I tried it once before but I didn't get too far |
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I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart |
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And all I really wanted was someone to give a little **** |
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But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up |
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I tried it once before and I think I might've messed up |
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I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough |
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But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die |
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But nothing very special ever happens in my life |
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Take the blade away from me |
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I am a freak, I am afraid that |
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All the blood escaping me |
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Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting |
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All the lives that cared for me |
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I died to be the white ghost |
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Of the man that I was meant to be |
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I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut |
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I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough |
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And I should've told my mother "mom, I love you" like a good son |
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But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one |
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Take the blade away from me |
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I am a freak, I am afraid that |
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All the blood escaping me |
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Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting |
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All the lives that cared for me |
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I died to be the white ghost |
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Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah |
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I tried it once again and I think I might black out |
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I should've left a letter but I had nothing to write about |
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My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up |
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The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so ****ed |
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Take the blade away from me |
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I am a freak, I am afraid that |
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All the blood escaping me |
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Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting |
| [03:44.562] |
All the lives that cared for me |
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I died to be the white ghost |
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Of the man that I was meant to be |
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I tried it once again and I think I went too far |
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(The man that I was meant to be) |
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I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart |
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(The man that I was meant to be) |
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I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son |
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This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one |
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